Friday, November 10, 2006
11:10 PM
My day started off bad because of those bitches from the previous night. I got very easily annoyed and moody. I tried to be happy and work, but I couldn't help myself from feeling down. ): It's a very horrible feeling lah... Then the day really went very bad for me.
First, I was paired up with siva, and she started to feel unwell after finished eating. Then I was brought to bukit merah view by nigel. Casper, shahidah and xue qiong were there, so there's competition. Aye, I walked around and got scolded so many times when I'm already feeling so crappy. Then I broke down. T^T
Casper encouraged me, comforted me and talked to me, which made me feel worse, because I feel like I've disappointed him by bowing down to pressure, so I cried even harder. ): What's worse is that I broke down again halfway through pitching, then casper had to apologise to those men for me. Sigh, I felt super duper bad lah.
Then sales were really terrible for today, so had to see andy. The talk wasn't as bad as I thought it would be - in fact, it was not bad. He asked me about my problems, and invited peach and I for karaoke session with them after that. (:
Working ain't that bad lah, you get to meet all kinds of people and get to know the outside world better. I think I like older men who are able to talk sense into me. ^^
Yeah, that's about all.
Must jia you for 10 odd days. (:
No crying and disappointing casper.