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Friday, March 31, 2006
9:38 PM

haven't been blogging much these days. busy with school activities and all. ^^ let's see... i've been making new friends, talking more crap, having more fun and being more of a bully. hahaha! amazing thing is that there were not much homework for this week, but more fun and laughter. went out with Jiayu and Jun Wei to Northpoint to shop for a special someone's present on Wednesday, and had a hell load of fun. bullied them so badly. HAHAHAH! hit their heads with rolled up paper, and called it a form of entertainment. xD
training on Thursday, not fun at all. my WORKBOOK almost got confiscated when they are only supposed to throw only TEXTBOOK away. thank goodness Calvin and Jun Wei saved it from the trash bag. i was splitting my legs open because we were playing some game, and those guys were looking. it was so embarrassing! keep your eyes to yourself please.
then today... HISTORY LESSON ROCKS! we were staging a rebellion against Mrs Chia.
HIGHLIGHTS:
"girls at the back, can you stop talking?" screams at Celine and co. whole class chuckles.
"you find it amusing? i will see how you do for exams" jabs hands at waist, whole class practically tumbling on the floor.
"hey, stop it, don't make me slap you." shouts at i can't remember who. whole class imitates and added extra actions. Celine and I does the monkey dance.
"can someone please clean the board?" whole class calls out to Calvin. "CALVIN..."

it was darn hilarious! thinking back, i almost fell from my chair. 1/3 ROCKS!
and then after school, stayed back to draw the pictures on the wall for class painting, and completed with Jun Wen, Valerie and Denise by 3. and we went nosing around 1/5. Charlynn and Kyaw were both hurt because of some stupid things they did. my dear Charlynn hurt her ankle! she was in so much pain...
after that, we saw an auntie with the key, Valerie was asked me if our classroom was locked, and we broke off in a sprint in bid to save our bags. the auntie refused to open the door for us when we told her our bags were in there, so i remembered that Wen Yao removed the window panes to get Jia Ying in to get our class merit/demerit file during orientation camp. so i tried the same thing. i removed one successfully, and tried to get Valerie in, but Andy the Genius said that the bottom pane would break, so we removed that bottom pane.
Valerie went in and retrieved our belongings, then we hurried and replaced those panes and left for Macdonald's. went home after that. when i reached the lift, a black cat suddenly appeared out of nowhere, stretched its body, opened its mouth, then started towards me. i was scared to death. i hid somewhere, then when it didn't notice, i hurried and ran to the lift. yeah, that's all. ((:

Monday, March 27, 2006
10:32 PM

i just realised that i don't have archive. -,-"
MORONIC

9:53 PM

things that brings tears to the eyes; heartbreak. baby, please take care of yourself, it ain't the end of the world. we will love you, yes we do. beyond our abilities to comprehend. be brave. (:

first, i want to bitch about my English teacher as promised to my fellow classmates. she punished more than half the class for not bringing the dictionary to do the comprehension. she claims that we can't do the comprehension without a dictionary. she didn't even let us try! then when she does let us in, she can't let us off without telling us how great she is. cough cough cough spit spit spit. ahem! okay, blah blah blah... last two periods, SSRP. teacher wasn't here, so we played true or dare. a lot of explicit contents. lol!
i kissed Ying Hui, and everyone was like so shocked lahh. cute people. hahah! then others expressed their concern by asking, eh, you must remember to wash your mouth when you go home arh. which reminds me, i haven't brushed my teeth yet. =/
i'm so going to get scolded tomorrow. stupid HE teacher. pfftt! i don't want to be your rep already. i am far too intellectual. LOL! going off now.

Thursday, March 23, 2006
6:11 PM

skipped school today. wasn't feeling too well, plus the fact that i haven't finished my homework that is due today. =/ eeek! and i still haven't started on it. okay, i'm going to do it after posting this post. let's see... yesterday night, celebrated dad's birthday with pizzas, prawn noodles and tiny cake. hahah! then mum bought her new Nokia 6280. i'm SO jealous. and dad's gonna get his N70 soon. both of them got the phones that i wanted. i want a new phone! :(
sorry for being so random. i have many many things to attend to; mainly homework. thus the brain-freeze. goodbye.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006
6:58 PM

had fun playing truth or dare with my Denise, Adilah, Calvin, Jun Wei, Yang Yang, Keith and the two Jeremy-s. we had a great deal of fun. enjoyed every moment of it, minus those parts where they totally embarrassed me and Jun Wei. pffttt! and like, the whole world thinks that i like Jun Wei! idiotic. and that stupid Jun Hui called me a desparate bitch because he thinks that i like Jun Wei. note: he couldn't even pronounce my name correctly! he calls me AN-NA-BELL. when it's supposed to be AN-NE-BELLE; though it is spelt as Annabelle. lol! okay, then stupid Daniel embarrassed me by talking about the smiley face. eeyer! so many people's around! Jun Hui and Benson kept asking what it is about. then Joanne came in to Mac's, and then she started talking to those guys. she kept glaring at me? =/ uncomfortable. and there's more and more people knowing about my crush on ahem, but i think i'm over the crushing period now? oh well, shall go off now. i feel sick.

Monday, March 20, 2006
9:19 PM

first off, i want to compliment ZHIYANG for earning the highest score for so many weeks. he's so darn great. i want to marry him! lol! (x his girl would be the happiest girl on earth. ^^
and then, we are down to reality. during science lesson today, we were covering on density so Mrs Tan played around with liquid to show how density works. she poured in different liquids, and it turned out very pretty! until it was mixed. hahaha! liquids were floating above each other! orange juice at the bottom, red-coloured water above it, then oil, followed by green-coloured alcohol. xD we were so high, and then some how, we were playing with Jia Qi's egg, water, and salt. can you guess what we did? i will save you some brain cells by letting you know that we are trying to make the egg float.

Mrs Tan spent like, 20 minutes to make that special egg float. hahahah! and when it did, my brain shouted, "the egg is doing a head stand!" as you all can see, Jia Qi gave egg a face and it seems really happy. hahaha! so after that, waited for Chloe and Weiyi to finish their drinks, and we went to the bus stop together. then i took 88 to toa payoh to meet Xinyi and Eunice to eat, then have our bubble tea session. ^^ then waited for mum, walked around, and went home around 7.

Sunday, March 19, 2006
12:52 PM

that's basically how i am a person. it's quite accurate, you peeps reading should try it. (x off i go now! still have to complete my mountain worth of homework. xD

12:35 PM

the Questioner
Test finished!
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

  • Be direct and clear.
  • Listen to me carefully.
  • Don't judge me for my anxiety.
  • Work things through with me.
  • Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
  • Laugh and make jokes with me.
  • Gently push me toward new experiences.
  • Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six

  • being committed and faithful to family and friends
  • being responsible and hardworking
  • being compassionate toward others
  • having intellect and wit
  • being a nonconformist
  • confronting danger bravely
  • being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six

  • the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
  • procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
  • fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
  • exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
  • wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
  • being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often

  • are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
  • are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
  • form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
  • look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
  • are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents

  • are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
  • are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
  • worry more than most that their children will get hurt
  • sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



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but remember! it had only two questions!!! ;-)






You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CY

Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • BY (FOUR)
  • CX (TWO)
  • CZ (ONE)




  • Friday, March 17, 2006
    10:20 AM

    had the worst fight with my mum on wednesday. no idea what her problem was either. PMS i think. LOL! she took away my wireless card, so now i have to use dad's computer to give you all the latest update. but he deleted MSN messenger here! i can't go online! x(
    okay, so yesterday, had netball training, and i swear i was super hyper. i was acting so gayish and all, i made all of them laugh their asses off. then after that, went to play volleyball with the guys again. but we weren't as extreme as saturday, which was sad. cos i was looking forward to being high again. i seriously think i can communicate with male better than the female counterparts; which will cause an impression that i'm a "flirt". i want to make it clear that i'm not. i've been in the worst relationship, and i don't see the need to be so focussed on one guy anymore. i'd rather crush on a guy, and ogle at others. i did not make any move on anyone, so since when am i considered a flirt? people with misconception of who i am, please don't act like you know me so well.
    so anyway, after playing volleyball with the guys, had to discuss about the English/Literature project. we were done at about 2.36, and Denise wanted to meet Jiayu, being very nice pals, we accompanied her back to school to let her continue her rendezvous. lol! went to canteen to complete my Science homework because Jiayu's volleyball training is still going on. was halfway through when Daowei SMSed me, calling me a pig because i didn't say hi to him. i did not see him, that's why. to satisfy his dying thirst to see me, i went to say hi, then went off to the hall to see if ahem was there. turns out to be nothing. only saw some sec 1s training there. Adilah, Denise and yours truly then drifted around school like ghosts and i was getting seriously bored, so decided that it was time to meet up with Kuang Yong for bubble tea session. bid goodbye to those two, then went to the bus stop to wait for him. took 88 to toa payoh, then walked to the bubble tea shop. we were talking about how i embarrassed him in front of sao sao and he turned into serious shit. gosh! a walking shit! hahahah!
    then met up with Siying and Emily to get my birthday present and to go home together. Kuang Yong left to meet up with his friend, but was unfortunately stopped by a ITE ah beng for some donation thing. yeah, i didn't want to get into trouble as much as i love him, so quickly escaped with the girls. we proceeded to wait for the bus when that ah beng came forward to us to ask us for donations, then after we told him that we had no money, he asked us why we were staring at those two ah lians that were behind him which i assumed was his mei meis. i was bewildered at the fact that he was asking us that question when i haven't even seen those girls before. pui! who would want to stare at you? it's not like you are particularly pretty. *disgusted*
    we told him that we did not stare at them and they were like,"yi kan jiu kan chu lai le." which means that it's pretty obvious that you were staring at us. i think that their eyes have serious problems or were very paranoid, because none of us found them worthy of even looking at, let alone stare. i almost puked there and then when i heard them said that. but we cleared things up after that. rahhh! stupid ah lians and ah bengs, don't think that you can go terrifying young innocent girls such as us just because you are golden hair-ed monsters using very crude language. we are more than you expected. try someone else next time. so we went home with our heads held high and me cursing all the way through. ((:

    Wednesday, March 15, 2006
    8:56 AM

    we had an outing yesterday! but i didn't have enough time to update about it, i thought i would make it up today. had training in the morning, from 9 to 11 and after that, celebrated Wei Zhen's birthday. she's didn't seem quite shock at all when we surprised her. i think she already know what we were up to. they smashed cake on her face! hahahah! later, Cheryl and Wei Zhen gave us an handkerchief each. mine is green with frog prints on it!((: it's adorable, alright? the others got My Melody, Hello Kitty and Doraemon. HAH! after that, i rushed home to bath and rushed to toa payoh to meet Emily and Xinyi. we were supposed to meet Crystal and Michelle, but we were so hungry, we went to Long John's Silver to eat and asked them to meet us there. there's a new meal at LJS! addition of shrimps to the usual two-piece chicken. i rate it 3 out of 5 stars. you people should try. we took MRT to Cineleisure to catch Yours, Mine and Ours. it was very funny and touching but i was too busy SMSing to really enjoy the show. i still cried during the touching parts though. Emily did too! Xinyi said that she cried like as though she just broke up with the love of her life! hahahahah! we walked over to Heeren to take neoprints after that. apparently, neoprints is not called neoprints, it's called something else. until i can out what it's actually called, it will be called neoprints.
    here comes the interesting part. Emily's supposed to meet with this guy named Noel, who claims to be 162cm tall, dark, skinny and is very desirable. but we see otherwise. he appears to be a guy not taller than me, darn fair, darn nerdy and not at all desirable. okay, also desirable, but he's just a kid! if Emily is caught going out with him one day, someone would probably think that she is trying to kidnap that poor guy. oh, and he's Weetze's cousin. Weetze is Emily's ex boyfriend and current classmate. pui! how can they EVER survive that way? so anyway, we left that guy to walk around that place while we enjoy ourselves. we are not evil. Emily is the only one that is. she should take full responsibility of that boy since she asked him here. i don't know what happened while i was decorating the neos, because that guy went off, and we all went home after that. everyone's in a rush, so the bubble tea session was cancelled. T^T

    Saturday, March 11, 2006
    6:46 PM



    picture i drew of Kuang Yong and his gay partner. ^^





    pictures from Fund Fiesta today! had fun! ((: except for the netball matches which was a total waste of my time. we were thrashed very very badly. i think i'm starting to like AMKSS! wheeeee~ ^^ walked around with Denise after the matches, and Kuang Yong kept imitating my action! the one which i would start combing my fingers through my hair. eeyer! so gay! hahahh! then we walked to this part where teachers are being dunked into the water. darn cool! ((: time when students take revenge on their teachers. heh! then after that, went to play volleyball with Jun Wei, Jiayu, Bao Hui, Amos, Keith and a teacher. ahhh! really fun! the teacher was bare footed, so i lent her my shoes and went playing volleyball with socks. Denise left a while later. then slowly 3 other people joined us, and Bao Hui left. played against the 3 of them for like 20 mins, then some went over to play basketball. yupps! a while later, they went to Mac's and i met with Kuang Yong and so we went to Mac's together. talked a lot of crap there, laughed a whole lot today. xD left for home after that, but we stopped at the playground to play. HAHAHAH! Kuang Yong started it! then i started to act like a child. x)) Jiayu and Amos were saying something about me, but they just refused to let me know what it is about! pfffttt! don't like them! hahah! Kuang Yong sent me to the bus stop and left after i boarded the bus. yayyyyy! FUNNNN! i'm so happy. hahah! but tired. ((:

    Thursday, March 09, 2006
    9:37 PM

    ahhhhhh! my day today is great! ((: after we went back to school after swimming lesson, so Kuang Yong and talked lots of crap. xD crapping with him is funnnnn! wheeees~ then went to do my science test with Denise and Adilah. cheated a little, but i think i'll still fail. x( was very sick, so i thought maybe i shouldn't go for training, but they were playing match! i just can't let this opportunity slip, so i joined them with Denise. warmed up first, then went to join the rest. i played as center, it's super tiring! wonder how Melissa is able to handle it, but when i'm wing defence, i kept forgetting that i can't run to certain part of the court. x(
    after training, saw Kuang Yong and talked crap again. but he insists on calling his dearest to sit on his lap and do all those disgusting gestures. how am i supposed to feel? it's darn disgusting, lahhsss! it's disgusting enough when it's a girl, but when his dearest is a male... *faint* i almost burst out laughing at their silly gestures. and Kuang Yong dares say i'm silly. pfftt! then after a while, went to do shooting with Jane, Charlynn, Simin, Jorinda and Wei Zhen. i had 2 good shots, and a few lousy shots, and many many misses. ahhh! sickkk! did shooting for quite a while, then Liko joined us and coached Jane in her shooting. i can't remember what happened, but the next thing i know, i'm playing volleyball with Simin and 2 other seniors. crap! lol! ((: played till about 7.20, then left school with Kuang Yong and took 88 to toa payoh. wanted to take 139 home, but there were so many people, so i took 145 to shaw plaza and walked home. i'm so tired now! i feel so lethargic, but i still have to complete my English/Literature homework.:(

    Wednesday, March 08, 2006
    8:04 PM

    eeee! very busy nowadays. x( with homework and projects. today, AMK played against SSS, and lost pretty badly. but the SSS girls were so violent! pushed and bumped our players. URRGH! but umpires (is that how you spell?) were biased! they didn't stop those girls! :(( but anyway, our girls was the first runner-up, so it ain't too bad. ((:
    oh well, i should go off to complete my homwork now. there's training and swimming lessons tomorrow! but i'm so sick! i don't think i will be able to make it. *sigh* when will i ever fully recover? and when will i meet the someone just for me? i'm getting so sick of waiting, so sick of being alone.

    Tuesday, March 07, 2006
    8:00 PM

    love sick
    love sick
    love sick
    love sick
    love sick
    love sick
    love sick
    love sick
    love sick.

    535846, 5201314!
    zhi yao ni xing fu, wo ye hui mo mo zhu fu. ((:

    Monday, March 06, 2006
    7:50 PM

    feel very crappy today! due to the below factors:
    he has someone else
    i'm so sick of faking my smiles
    i can't find my reason to smile
    i can't prove myself

    i wish... i had someone. someone to ensure me that i'm still alive, someone to prove that my life is worth living, someone to make me smile.
    someone who will hold me at my weakest; see me at my ugliest; and love me at my worst.

    Denise was sick today, so accompanied her to the sick bay for 2 periods. so there were 7 people there(including me)! lol! reminds me of a party. =/ did nothing much there, though.
    went to watch the C girls netball match after school today. goodness! they were playing against st nicks! but our girls played great, lahh! Cynthia and Liko worked so well together! ((:
    then after that, went to Northpoint with Judy, Charlynn and Sullieni. shopped for Wei Zhen's present there, went to eat Swensen's then went to toa payoh. found Lei, Eileen and Tiing still there. yeahh, then showed them the "trick" that Amanda taught our class girls during science, which was free period because Mrs Tan didn't come. Lei was so amused! hahah! then went home and about 6.30. started to feel C.R.A.P. Daowei cheered me up a little, but that was all he could do. sighhhh.

    Thursday, March 02, 2006
    4:09 PM

    LOVE AT SWIMMING COMPLEX

    Belle have always been Denise's faithful wife, they started off as a sweet couple that everyone envied but guess one is never enough, Valerie soon caught her eye...

    they flirted with each other wildly at the swimming complex every Wednesday when they meet. soon, they had an affair... but one thing Valerie didn't know is that Belle was already a married woman, until one day...

    Valerie heard from her/his friend that Belle was spotted with a good-looking man/woman, and they were very chummy with each other. he/she therefore, confronted Belle.

    Belle confessed that she was married to Denise, but that their relationship was falling apart, and that it is Valerie that she loved.

    Val, please don't leave me... i... i love you!

    Valerie believed what Belle said, and returned to her.

    Belle, is this where you have been every Wednesday, when i wanted to ask you out for dinner? Things didn't go too well when Denise found out about their rendezvous.

    Denise please, here me out. it's just that i don't feel that love we once shared any longer. the way you rock me isn't passionate anymore. you are always thinking about work, you just can't relax and rock with me for one night. but believe me, you are never replaced in my heart...

    is that so? i'm so sorry, Belle. i promise i will spend more time with you. i will make you feel loved. i'm sorry too, Denise. i shouldn't have done what i done. it's alright, what's done cannot be undone, let's go home.
    and they lived happily ever after...
    a Annabelle Tan Production. director; Belle. photographer; Denise & Celine. starring; Belle, Val and Denise. special thanks to Cheryl for her beautifully sung song. all those who made this happen, Belle wants to give a big thank you to all of you! i would never be who i am today without your support.

    hahaha! we were all exempted from swimming lessons, so i came up with this "movie". it all started from the happy family photo starring Denise and i. (x wheeeee~ that was so fun! we were trying so hard not to laugh. i burst out laughing after the second last scene, spitting saliva all over. i had to calm myself down before managing the last scene. heh!

    Wednesday, March 01, 2006
    8:26 PM

    oh, oh, oh, oh! i forgot to blog this yesterday. KUANG YONG GAVE ME MENTOS! i suppose it's no biggy, but it's the first thing i received from my darling brother cum uncle gave me that the rest didn't have! he's my class's councillor, so whatever i get in the past, they got it too. =/
    stayed back to make up for the history test. turns out that i might just fail, nothing much. rightttt... went to toa payoh to buy sushi, and then met Tiing, Lei and Eileen at our usual haunt. i saw some SA boys down there too. x)
    ahh... we walked around, and i finally got to meet KWOK FANG! he turned out better than i expected. heh! oh yeah, and we got bubble tea. xD
    went home after a while. got home and went online. oooh~ Russell and i started crapping a lot! i think we can be girlfriends! very very good girlfriends. wonder when he will be coming online again. waiting, and waiting... lalala~ ((:
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