9:59 PM

Third post for today, and I'm really really tired, and wanna get away to some where nice, where you meet nice people speaking foreign languages, smiling at you, hoping you'll understand that you're hogging their seats.

You just never appreciate the people that's around you. Always running from one person to the other, you don't cherish at all.
If you get what I mean, you won't ever know it's you, because I shall not let known who's you until I feel like announcing you to the world. You.

My brain feels so dry and it's gonna shut down automatically soooooooon. Oh man, so tired.

Very disappointed with you la, never thought of you this way. Why, I didn't want to bring you out to flaunt to the world, I just wanted to spend more time with you, that's all. Fine, whatever. I feel so irritated with you, and very pissed at myself for even asking you out. Dickhole, I hate being rejected, though I keep getting rejections from people this month. Curse you, may. I hate may. I hate things that sounds like may. Do note that this you has nothing to do with you on top.

You may think I'm not making sense, but I know I'm making perfect sense to myself, and I think my brain works wonders. I love my eyes and hair that God gave me. That's the only things I love about myself, oh and my wonderful brain. I love being random like that. I love getting my hair messed up by val, loo and celine and look like a lunatic on the run, because it makes people laugh, and I love their smiles.

I want to really get a new url and blogskin soon. Yeah, I wanna have my freedom of speech. But I don't like lj. =/

Mummy really talked sense into my last night. She talked to me about my results and all without once reprimanding me, but just asking if I want tuition, and telling me about all the possible consequences of my laziness. I am going to reject the offer if I ever get the job as a waitress there, because I won't have time to study. I'm going to work very hard and not make mummy disappointed again. I will look out for flyer jobs in the mean time, and I'll do my very best to study.

Yeap, I love mummy. & she said, "true friends are those that are there for you when you're in need, not those that needs constant attention and need to talk to you everyday on msn. You're just wasting your time. Those that you talk to on msn are usually those that touches your life, and goes as sudden as they appeared."

Makes so much sense.

Fine la, fine. Go jump around boats, you'll finally land in the sea and drown. Much as I hate it, I'll be there laughing at you because of your tardiness at understanding and your stupidity, much as I loved you.

Okay la, go break a leg tomorrow or something. Wo hen lei, I don't wanna bother about anything already. I don't want boyfriends any more for the moment. It's such a task to think of them everyday, what they're doing, who they're with, and think of stewpit reasons for their actions just to make myself happier.

I want to be my honey-glazed ham/happaye dickhole/yellow banana.

So tired now. On the phone with laopo, enjoying the silence and the comforting sound of his breath. I'm very tired.

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