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Monday, May 14, 2007
9:55 PM
Okay, I'm in the mood now.
Maths paper sucked, I'm ready to fail my maths and science and d&t again. Hur, I'm quite upset, but then.. don't think I'm very bothered. Hoho, I'm to stop swearing, but if you read my blog often enough, you'll know what I want to say. Suck something. Yeah.
Street soccer court again after maths paper. I scored my first goal my any how kicking yo! :D Haha, everyone was about as shocked as I am I guess. Street soccer is cool and it's the love! Cos I can scream and shout and irritate everyone by marking, today my victim was zhensiang. WAHAHAHAHA. xD
But because it's too much for me to take, the tears just fell by itself again. I can't stop it in time, I failed. I give up okay, I give up on everything we've shared. I'm not going to hold on to false hopes that I've given myself that you're going to love me as much as you did. I tried so hard to hold on to something which was as difficult to grasp onto as air. I can't stop you from making new friends or drifting away from me, I can't expect you to treat me as your one and only. Things feels so vague now, I'm lost now, hard as I might to try to be normal - I just can't help myself. It's not moodswing, I know. It's been there, just not addressed. Now that you're gone, what am I supposed to do? I don't know, I really don't.
Cine with the usual four other people. Pastamania, followed by gawking of pretty shoes and tops and slippers and dresses yaddah yaddah, then jan went to pierce her cartilage again. Third time already yo.
Walked around the watched bridge to don'tknowwhere, which was a waste of money, considering the fact that it has a storyline which leads to no where, probably the enchanted forest, but the soundtracks were nice. My feet/toes kept cramping during the movie, and boyfriend had to bend here bend there for me. Bu hao yi si. LOL.
Walked out and realised I dropped choconut, then he ran all the way up again to get for me. :] Hurhur, thaaaaaaaanks. :D Maestro bistro for arctic 8 again. Talked about lame stuff and planned tomorrow's activities and all. Theeeeen, home.
Ah yesyes. What if, just what if.. oh no oh nooooooo. No one knows about this, not even boyfriend, or anyone. I hope I'll be able to keep this to myself before it gets out of hand, like turned into a blown up *****. Now it's just minor minor, please let me off and save me the sorrows and sorry-s and goodbye-s. ]:
I dislike myself la. What's wrong with you, annabelle tan xuan rong! What rights do you have to make people weep for you because of the little swaying of your heart. ]:
Please don't do this. Please, I'll get down on my knees. Don't do this to yourself, and them..