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Thursday, May 17, 2007
10:18 PM
I'm not sure of how I'm feeling now, but I have to keep the faith and all.
I believe in having just one best friend instead of many other friends, because they never speak to your heart, but that one person does, and hits the target. That person could be you, deborah tan wei xian aka emokid who's "emotional and have a very low self esteem, often think too much when you've got nothing to do, and have a hunger for freedom and understanding"
Next time when I ask for something, I shall not be stewpit and naive and say that I just need this one thing to make me feel happy again, because it's all bull. When you have friends, you asked for someone to love, and to be loved.
But when you're in a wonderful relationship, you'd lose a beautiful friendship that you've once taken for granted, thinking that it'd never end and nothing will come in between. If you're doing it now, please stop it, don't take things for granted. Nothing's for sure, nothing's forever.
Why is striking a balance so difficult? Tell me now, just what does it mean to be a teenager? Raging hormones, being in countless relationship that fails, cry, friends pick you up, happy, another relationship, happy, lose friends, cry? Aw man, then being a teenager's really taking a toll on me.
I wouldn't walk away, if you want me to stay.
I wouldn't shrug you off, if you need a shoulder.
I wouldn't cover my ears, if you need a listener.
I would be your best, if you'd open your heart to receive me.
Dear Lord, I need the strength to go on now. With all the obstacles I'm facing, that's trying to trip me. I know You can't bear to see me fall, please hold out Your arms to me and let me feel Your presence.
Amen.