Saturday, May 05, 2007
11:44 AM
How am I feeling today? Hmmm, I don't know y'know. Woke up because my sister was being a retard clapping and stomping her feet in the room. -.- Watched cartoons. Winx club, monster allergy, danny phantom & then pokemon. Finally detached myself from the tv and came up with an stewpit attempt at studying, but apparently failed because the temptation of the comp is too great.
Now, tell me why am I so bent on going back to the past when I know I won't be able to relive it again however hard I wish I could. Why am I sentimental when the people I treat with utmost sincerity doesn't reciprocrate?
I need to be strong and brave and get on with life no matter how tough the going gets. Yeah, I'll be meeting new people & all that (though I still like the old ones best). Sighsighsigh, I'm not emo, just sad and disappointed. Why? Because I've lost it all.
Something to be a lil happy about - outing with crys and jiawen on 12 may. :]
I like the old ones best ♥