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Friday, May 25, 2007
9:00 AM
annabelle! [: 170307 says: bwaahahahahahaa
annabelle! [: 170307 says: hellohello
*[[ Jun Cheng]]* I WISHED U WOUDNT EVEN FUKING EXIST,EVEN IF U DO I WISHED I NV KNOWN U says: hi
*[[ Jun Cheng]]* I WISHED U WOUDNT EVEN FUKING EXIST,EVEN IF U DO I WISHED I NV KNOWN U says: lol
annabelle! [: 170307 says:today is a braaaaaaand new day
sian la MYE sucked says: ???
annabelle! [: 170307 says:things will all be fineeeeeeee
sian la MYE sucked says: u siao izzir?
annabelle! [: 170307 says: [: yaye, be happy ahhhhh
Okay ah, that's what you've said yourself. So please mean it and be happaye. Why does it all hurt so bad when it isn't something big from the start? Our hearts are making things complicated, hurting itselves in the process. Why make something so simple so complicated? Happy jiu hao laaaaaa. Right?
Sigh, too little too late. We can't even bother to reassure each other about our fading friendship now, no more "we will be alright soon", because we all know our efforts are futile, both our hearts are shutting each other out, because of the pain we've inflicted on each other, one way or another without meaning it.
I have so many things at hand, and I have absolutely no idea why. Maybe it's just me, always making a big deal out of everything. Gah, I don't know, I think I live in a way that life is a fairy tale and everything's gotta go according to planned, even though I love surprises.
I am still so weak, despite all the past experiences. I still have to cry over the phone with laopo yesterday, he had to put up with all my sobbing and kept saying, "don't cry, it'll be alright." Why isn't that person you? I felt so bad, and our conversation got cut halfway through, and I thought maybe that's a sign for me to go to bed and rest my battered self.
It's a brand new day today, and I think I've started it well, by encouraging myself, and talking about how I feel. I should feel better now. :]
Deborah, yes that person is you. I hope you don't feel offended by what I've said, but instead take to heart and think about it. Then tell me, will our friendship turn to dust. It's like I have a power of predicting the future or something. I'll remember you. Such an apt song. I'll remember you, yes. No matter how it turns out, you've been my best, I've loved you, but if it's not going to work out, we shall leave it behind and stop hurting ourselves, and each other.
& when you love a person, you don't have to keep them by your side.
Instead, let them be happy with someone else, if you can't bring them happiness yourself.
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni, shi ying wei wo tai ai ni.
Wo hen tao yan bei ju jue de gan jue, ni que ju jue le wo.
I know I really should understand and not force you to go out with people you don't know.
But I really didn't want to understand, I didn't want to care. Yesterday I just wanted to make myself happy. Yesterday I was selfish. But today I'm still selfish, I don't care if you like it or not, I just really want to spend time with you. But you're also selfish, you don't want to make me happy. You wouldn't even give me a call after going offline. You don't care.
Okay, happy ah, dickhole with honey-glazed legs. :D