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Friday, April 06, 2007
6:12 PM
I wish things didn't have to get so bad, I don't want to stay up at night, and cry again. I wish I had more faith, I wish I was braver, I wish I could be that happy girl, forever and ever..
Dragged out by parents to the temple. -.- Felt like fuck then black face-d throughout the whole thing, then lunch and then met emily, ricky and kokhow at bugis.
Went to cine and I got gaygay something. :] Then went to buy tickets for number 23 and went to makan. Number 23 is highly recommended. Then after that, kokhow and ricky left for east coast, then emily and I walked around heeren and I got my blue hairband, like finally.
Theeeeeen, home. I wanna go home at this time everyday, because the sky's so pretty in orange with streaks of blue and white..
I don't want to be the way I am now, I feel so numb. I need something or someone to make me happy again, but I'm not sure what, or who. I need to find myself again. I've lost myself to sadness, anger and stupid arguments. If things weren't so complicated, if love's easier, if I'm stronger..
I need to pull through. I can't give up on my one last try. Show me the way, to love again.