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Monday, April 30, 2007
7:37 PM

:D Wo men he hao le!

Haha, I got full marks for napfa! 5 points for everything. :D Wonderful! School was mundane, drama after school, last lesson with judy already. ]: Though she's a little strict today, I know it's because she's worried for us, and I still do like her veryvery much. :]

I think we performed well during drama! :D Me slit wrist! HAHA! Joon houng was suuuuuuuper charming during his performance can! The way he dressed, the way he talked, the way he acted. ZOMGGGGGG. Shuai si le. BUT, strictly during his performance only. :P

Think we've all done well la! But then stewpit yinghui, don't know what's her problem. We were running out of time and all that already, then we had to do major changes to our skit because certain people can't play certain roles, then she buay song, talk so much. -.- She don't wanna plan, then should go according to us right! Keep rolling her eyes and giving face. Zzz, then we talked to her nicely some more! In the end, really very anxious for our skit plus very irritated by her already, so shouted at her. x/

Heng, our skit turned out fineeee. Judy gave positive comments! xDDDDDDDDDD LOO, FELI! <3

Saw huihui, gaygay, mingming and jan coming back to school from don'tknowwhere, so went to show them my cut, then huihui believed la! HAH, until gaygay said, "aiyah, you think I'm so stewpit?" xD My silly boy got fooled! Awww. :]

Sat around 2/5 for a while before meeting mdm tong. xD Haha, our conversation with her was super duper funny please. Boys must wear their shorts higher because if it's too low, the temperature will be too high down there, and will contribute to singapore's infertility rate. Later cannot stand, and cannot perform, don't go crying to mdm tong say, I can't do it horh, she won't bother about you. BWAHAHAHAHHA, DAMN FUNNY PLEASE. We were all laughing like crap. xD

Still got what, wearing your shorts so low like 5cents 50cents, eminem which she prefers calling m&m chocolates. They are either criminals or lowly educated. Follow people must follow properly what. & their lyrics contain pornography and sex. Follow people like mr bean better. Dress nerdily, and he has a degree from oxford leh! Haha, damn entertaining please. I think I like seeing mdm tong already!

After that, went to mac's then gaygay went home. We were supposed to study there, in the end, we kept talking. I found huihui's ****** already! xD HAHAHAHAH, sensitive okay! Around 6, we walked to the bus stop and talktalktalk again. *NATNAT & BABIES & FERTILITY! :D

We missed 3 88-s this time before boarding. xD

BBQ & POOL TOMORROW! YAYE. But no huihui. :[
Awwww. Okay, shall go shower, then come online later.
Goodbye, peeepoooo! ^^

Sunday, April 29, 2007
6:27 PM

Just home from watching 200 pounds beauty with mummy and stewpit irritating ass sister. Must watch la, super touching show. I cried like don'tknowwhat, and super loudly some more. People behind laughing at me. Don't think I don't know, laugh so loud, think I cannot hear? -.-

Then after that went to collect my specs, then walked home. On the way, kept thinking and thinking about things.. ]: Fuck la, damn emo. Reached home, came online, saw him online, but didn't feel like talking to him. Came to blog to check tagboard, saw his tags, then went his blog, saw his post, understands, but still can't help feeling pissed and disappointed. He asked if I'm angry on msn, then didn't reply, then he went offline, saying that he'll talk to me tomorrow.

Tomorrow, who knows if I still want to talk to him? I know I ought to forgive, but I can't help it, I really can't. He brought my hopes up so high, only to let it all fall and crush down on me. & ouch, it hurts. Very badly..

12:04 PM

Listening to over you now. Feel very much for it all of a sudden. Aye, what's happening to me man! Aw, damn. I shall go occupy myself with things to do then. Goodbye, world.

Saturday, April 28, 2007
9:38 PM

I've waited the whole day for that one phone call. Guess he called everyone else, but me. ]: I was elated, over the moon even, when he said he'd call me. The phone call that never came.. Thought we'd finally get to talk over the phone, I'd be happy if it's only for 5 mins. Been together for over a month, but have never talked on the phone before.

]:

I'm such a pathetic person.

6:23 PM

Hey yo! I'm at ade's place now. We just finished playing basketball & volleyball with yongseng, naipeng, miguel and simin. :D Mr yap took soooooo long to come la. Dua pai! xD Then now I can't go for my haircut or service choconut. But it's okaaaaay! Very fun you know. :]

Then simin and I kept talking about yongseng and ade still liking each other. It's so freaking obvious that yongseng still do like her lorh. Then just now he strangled me. ]: HUIHUI, HE BULLY MEEEEEEE! xD He's suffering from his karma now. His toe was hurting very badly.. ^^

Aye, better blog more about that at home. Stewpit yongseng keeps trying to restrict what I write. Hello, this is my blog leh. Now he's angry already. Hahahaha!

Okay la, hope huihui calls soon to tell me if he wants to go study together. ♥

12:57 PM

& I remember the weird hand thing we did yesterday, it has to be a sign some how. It is fate working its magic, else we wouldn't have met, because our choices weren't where we are now, but yet we're posted to the same school, and I'm transferred to the same chinese class you're in. We share the same good friends, it can't be so coincidental some how, no? We got to know each other better, because you threw your jacket over. From that moment on, your name hasn't left my mind. Though you didn't know what you were doing that saturday night, but I'm glad you know you didn't make a mistake, you didn't deny me. I'd like to know you more, in depth. I'd like to know you for a very long time. I'd like to share every moment with you till the end of time. I'd like to drown with you on 7th july 2007, because you said we would do something special. Miracle, I remember. Deborah said, "if you can make it through the tagboard incident, you'll last for a very long time." She's right, isn't it? We made it through, we're stronger now, not as an individual, but as one, as a couple. We'll make it through everything together. Against all odds.

& I see forever in your eyes.
You know I'm not good with life without you.
<3

Friday, April 27, 2007
7:53 PM

I love today! :D

Skip everything, and just go to the part which we went for study date. :D The usual five. Took taxi to amk library, gaygay treat. :] Went there to look for place to study, then walk around, and huihui & I kept "shhing" each other. xD

Found a place, then they all started doing their maths, while I did my own maths. ]: So extra luh, why not all same class? Finished my maths, then started doing all sorts of silly things to huihui while they discussed about the maths paper. :] Heeeeeeheeeeeee, huihui's very afraid of meeeee. & our baby's very healthy. ^^

After a while, we all gave up on studying, and walked to kfc for lunch. Talked a lot with huihui on the way, then ate, then they talked about changes of their classmates. :] Then huihui & I drank from the same straw! Like I sucked the drink, then he drank from the other end. x] Bwahahahaha, I know you think it's disgusting.

Everyone split up after that. Gaygay went home alone, then jan waited for the bus with mingming, while huihui & I walked back to the bus stop near school to wait for 88. :] Talked a lot on the way also, then reached the bus stop, talked talked talked, then I couldn't help smiling. With you beside me.

He asked me, "what will you do if you wake up and realise that you can't see one day?" I said, "I'll learn to adapt, and hopefully someone will take care of me.."
"Then you can't come to school you know?"
"I know, then be it. What can I do?"
"What will happen to me?"
"You will go look for someone new."

Then he kept insisting that he wouldn't. & I kept telling him that I understand, and I won't blame him for looking for someone new.

We seriously talked a lot, and we missed at least 4 88-s. :D I'm super duper duper happy today. Thanks for everything, huihui. I love you. <3

Now I'm home, and I shall go shower then dinner.
:]

Thursday, April 26, 2007
9:38 PM

Wednesday
:D
Consultation with simin, then down to meet huihui, gaygay, mingming and jan.
Huihui angry with me for a while, so went to pacify him, so didn't go to amk hub with simin.
In the end, okay already. So went back to 2/5 to play silly games. :D
Forfeits were damn cute la! xD
I know we all had fun laughing. ^^
202 with gaygay after that, then walked to amk hub, talktalktalk a lot, then home.
It started raining, then then thunder striked, gaygay was super adorable!
She covered my head instead of covering her own ears! ^^
I love you, gaygay! <3
On my way, saw so many places flooding you know. ]:
Think the world's coming to an end really really soon.. T.T

Today
Went to look for mdm tong in the morning for uniform check. Waited outside the general office for like, 20mins? She was there scolding mrs thiruman I think. When she's finally done, she walked into her office! -.- So went to the general office to look for her, then she checked and said, okay. But skirt too short. 0.0 Other people's skirt shorter never tio? Rawrrrrrr.

Huihui's having my babyyyyyyyy. :D Must take care of my beloved who's now carrying our precious one. Bwahahahaha, damn gay! I love my boy who's always giving in to me, just to make me happy even though he doesn't like to do certain things. ^^

After school, supposed to go for movie to celebrate faris' birthday, but then had to look for mdm tong, then couldn't find her in the hall, so just went down to look for her at general office. Who knows, saw mrs thiruman, then she stared at huihui and reminded him about his consultation later. So movie date with them was cancelled.

Went back to 2/5, then tried to cheer huihui up because he was very upset about breaking his promise. Then in the end, he ended up getting terrorised [is there such a word?] by me because I tried to.. xP Don't tell you! Then the four of them went for consultation while I stay in 2/5 to wait for them.

After they came back, stayed in 2/5 for a while to talk, then went to sakae sushi at j8. Cocked a lot, then eat a lot also. Buffet what, must make full use. But then I eat until going to burst already. T.T Then huihui said I look fat! Damn. ]: Huihui's treat because he brought his life savings out today. Bill = $90. 0.0

After that jiu home. He sent me to bus stop, then I went to toa payoh to meet ade and naipeng. Naipeng was very nice, he bought bubble tea for me. BUT THEN, wrong timing la. Eat until so full already, still drink bubble tea? Can die la! Sat at koufu and cocked for a veryvery long time. Haven't seen each other for so long already what. :] Hei guan, lan guan & lu guan.

Haha, then went to wait for ms tan, mr yap, nadia, miguel and zeus near sizzler since they're having dinner over there. Waited damn long before ms tan finally appeared, then miguel, then nadia, then zeus. Then I had to go home already, so couldn't see mr yap. ]:

So sad okay! I miss mr yap! Haven't seen him for about a year already! T.T I think he's leaving for thailand again soon. He's teaching the less privileged children voluntarily there. He's my hero yo!

Yeah, on the way home, gaygay called me, then we talked for a while, then lesles came home, so she had to hang up. Showered, ate a little, then went online to talk to gaygay & shermin. :D Very gay la, our conversation. xD I hope shermin will be able to make it for our study date tomorrow! xD

Yeah, shall go off now. Photos next time. Gotta go sleeeeeep. Good night! :]

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
9:51 PM

Friends are the best okay.

Naipeng's so freaking nice and all that, and I was moved to tears by what he said, and what he's willing to do for me. & I trust his words without a single doubt in my heart. For the four years we've known each other, he's always there, never running away when anyone needs his help. He's the best guy friend one could ever have. There's so many things about him that makes him so great, and so many things that we've been through together that makes our relationship so special. Summarise it all, and I only have three words to say, "I love you."

Are you ready to be a friend?

7:22 PM

Ow, crap. ]:
Shouldn't have asked.. ]:
Now I feel so sad & worried. ]:
But I won't cry. Shall just ignore. ]:

Stewpit.
You haven't let go.
He sounded so sad when he was talking about it..

Gah, whatever, I don't care.
Go pierce your ear, I don't care.

Stop swinging yo!

6:19 PM

Home! :]
Huihui sent me home! But on the way, we didn't have anything to say to each other.. Everything that comes out from my mouth is nonsense la.. x/ I'm like just blabbering on and on and on then he catch no balls jiu leng diao. ]: Twinny! Must tell me what you and twinny-in-law talk about when you send her home!

I kept imitating his actions while walking, then people kept giving us those weird looks/stares. x] Wahahahaha, suuuuuuper retarded luh. Then on the bus we didn't say much also. Aye, suck cock. >< Communication problem's coming baaaaaaack. -.-

Before EVERYTHING. Went to makan at 202 first, then soccer court, then amk hub. Haha, yeahhhh. The usual five gossiped! Then huihui guailan, go shout so loud. >< Scared he cannot hear. =/

Uh, okay. Think I shall just end my post here. There's nothing more to say. I hope huihui's coming online sooooon, and he'll reply my letter.
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Okay, I am random, but I wanna reiterate this - we take people close to us for granted. Like before you're officially together, you'll think of way and means to be nice and make that person happy, but it changes when you are. & that's veeeeeery bad. So I shall treat huihui as a crush, and we're not together yet in order to cherish him more. :]

P.S ; I can't save money for nuts. ]:
P.S.S ; I am going to cut down my use of vulgarities, then stop totally after that. :]

Jia you, jia you!

11:09 AM

Please let it be me, and not the people around me..

I am feeling a little sad now, because.. x/
I wish it isn't fading, not so soon, I'm not ready yet, I don't think I'll ever be.
Maybe because you're tired, you didn't mean to be the way you are.

Gah, don't think anyone of you understands.. ]:

Shall just go continue on geog crossword puzzle now.
Goodbye. ;[

Monday, April 23, 2007
8:39 PM


Haha, & I missed this out.
GAYGAY & I! :D Effect damn nice, I knowwwww.

7:57 PM

Lessons were yaddah, yaddah. Mrs Seah knowwwwwws! Hahaha, but it's like she doesn't really care, so yeahhhh. Hah!

After school, went to look for mrs tan to call my mummy and daddy to pick my phone up, then daddy said he'll only be here at 3 or 4, so went to 202 to look for gaygay & co. with winston and faris. Was feeling very hungry on the way there because I skipped recess to save moneh, but upon reaching their table, my appetite's gone. ><

Went back to school with huihui, went to 2/5, then talktalktalk, suddenly.. x/ Shall not say, lest people don't like it. But it's alright now I guess. Hmmm, yeah. Then jan & gaygay came back from amk hub, and mingming from english consult. xD Crapped superduper much, and I got choconut back! :D

Was on our way out of school when mdm tong caught us for our uniforms. ><>
Gaygay suggested that we took a photo, & we did.. :D


NOTICE THE ARRANGEMENT! xD Shortest at the sides, tallest in the middle.

Amk hub with huihui & gaygay, bought bubble tea, then home! :D

I've saved $4.50 today! xD JIAYOU, BELLEBELLE!

Aaaaanyways, more photos below! :]

KYAW :D

Whole class of 2/5 having their books & files confiscated. xD

Gaygay with my adidas! DAMN GAY.

Tsk, emo alert! =/

HAH, DAMN CUTE RIGHT!
Our first proper photo together, and my hair has to be so screwed. ]:
Ogay then, shall go talk on msn nowwww. Haha, goodbye y'all!

Saturday, April 21, 2007
11:50 AM

If I had one shot at changing my past, I'd use it to it's full potential and make myself happier than I am now. I'd do great things, for people and make them happy. I'd love everyone, and everything. I'd be normal for once, not that crazy lil' kid. I'd make a great impact in the lives I've touched.
But I don't have the chance.


Went to twinny's blog, and him and his darling super sweet la. Haha, I miss the old times! Bellebelle jia you, don't look back on the past, look forward to the future! :D I think I'm my best moral supporter. Like, duh! HAHA, ooooogie, I shall stop coming back to blog, or you're all going to die because of my multi-posting. Heh!

10:49 AM

I realised that everyone's aiming for 3/3 next year. ]: I'm torn between bio and chem! I like both sciences, & chem's very important in JC but like almost everyone around me wants to go into bio class, even huihui! ]: Howwwwwwww! So suck cock okay.

Going over to my aunt's house to make carrot cake or something like that later. Still don't have the chance to talk to huihui since yesterday after we've parted on the bus. Life just revolves around him and gaygay now. What will I do after cca resumes?! I'd die, I tell you. Lonerrrrr. Haha, okay. Things will change, for better! I hope? =/

You know, I hope I spent a little more time with my class girls. Okay, I shall work towards that from.. monday on! Valval! :] Hao bah, wo jiu ci ting bi. Zai jian. x]

Friday, April 20, 2007
6:51 PM

TAN ANN NIE SUCKS, I HATE SCIENCE LESSONS! _l_
Stewpit la, my phone got confiscated just because I wanted to check the damn fucking time because there isn't a clock in class. Then I didn't know she was standing in front of me, so she confiscated it. Fuck, damn it. Made me cry la, stewpit teacher. Supposed to bring choconut to service during the weekend one okay. ]:

Went to look for her after school, then she still don't want to give back though I explained again and again, then she say what, ask your parents to come claim it back. Think my parents so free ah? Come see your face. Cheebye. -.- Then talk talk talk, I attitude like crazy. Damn her la, fuck already, but no baby jiu moodswing, then husband at home resting because too despo, then keep fucking now too weak to walk.

Market with jan, gaygay, jorinda and jane. Didn't have appetite, then jiu go there drink and jan treated me to this ball of chocolate cake. Hah, didn't finish it. Hope I can feel that way everyday, then can save money. I've been blowing my money big time on food okay! I eat like a pig yo! ]:
Street soccer with them, huihui and 2/5 boys. Went there to watch and suntan. LOL, huihui sacrificed himself for meeeee. He stood up and blocked me from the sun. So sweet! :D Amk hub later, and kept bickering with huihui. Our form of communication. HAH! He treated bubble teaaaaa! xD Went to a place, settled down then talked. ^^

Walked out to take bus home, then I spotted this cloud, and there are hints of colour above it! Super pretty! Too bad choconut's not with me.. T.T We saw a miracle together. :]

On the bus, huihui and I bickered again. He's a jealous boyfriend! :D But he's so damn cute and adorable when he is, that's why I like to make him jealous! Haha! xD You haven't told me many things about yourself, you know? We shall go on looooong bus rides soon, so we can talk a lot. :] No matter what, sweetest or not, I love you now and forever. You make me happy, and I wouldn't know what to do, or where to go - so lost without you.

My pillar of support.

All the photos of us are taken by deborah tan wei xian aka gaygay. :D

Thursday, April 19, 2007
5:23 PM

HOHO, dear reader, you shall not read on if your computer is dying on you/you don't like looking at photos/you don't have time/you don't like camwhores. :D Because, today's post has a very very very heavy photo content. Hey, 50 photos in a day alright!

Science lesson was fuuuuuuuun! Practical today, and we had to use saliva. Then I donated mine. Haha, very disgusting la, I know. But then practical lessons are always fun! :] Then no idea what got into me, suddenly went around bugging people to take photos with me. HAH. Okay, shall just let the photos do the talking.


Materials.
SALIVA! :D

Experiment! x]

& bestest and I played with limewater, and white precipitate were formed! xD




End product. :]





They are love, yo!

I have the best lab partner ever okay! :D Benjamin Lau! <3
Heehee, I am being gaaaaay.

Ogay, lessons were okayokay, then before lit test, read rachel's notes for a while and the same topic came out! Like omggggg, so zhun! Rachel's my saviour! <3>
Phototaking after school, then went to look for gaygay & co at kfc. xD Then sng with gaygay to pass waiteng her present. Haha, then after that gaygay wanted to go explore the neighbourhood, so we went in and became damn gay. Saying, this house is ours, that house is ours. xD & we played at the playground!

Adventures of gaygay and bellebelle! :P

Okay, I think I should stop uploading photos for now. It's lagging like don't know what. If you 'd like to see more, please visit my photo gallery. :]
We walked around the estate and saw manymany nice houses and cars and we kept claiming that it's ours. Crapped a lot, and I'm really glad I have you, gaygay. xD You make me happy! <3>
TLC = tender loving care/table ladder chair! HAHA:D

Wednesday, April 18, 2007
6:09 PM

I've lost them all, one by one..

Not that I'm emo or anything, but why the hell did things turn out this way? Try hard as I might, but I still can't block out everything. Like, I don't even know what I did to peachie to make her get angry with me la. -.- Then now I think shermaine's pissed at me also. ]:

Okay, anything la. Menses here again. Stewpit la, please don't swingswing. Must go stock up on chocolates! Gah, april can suck my cock if I had one. So wtf okayyyyyyyyy. There's nothing to blog about today, except for the fact that I'm reaching home earlier and earlier because of huihui. ><

I need to study at a conducive place! Nothing ever gets in my head. Gahhhh, howhowhow? Science test was alright, I guess. Lit test tomorrow, and hoho! I haven't even studied, didn't read a single page. Lalala, get ready to fail already.

Okie, I shall go.. find something to do. ]:

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
6:35 PM

HAPPY ONE MONTH TO US!
I am glad I'm no longer suffering from self denial. HAH!
I told mummy that I may be les, and she's like, "huh?! HAHAHAHAHAH! You can't be les la, don't worry." So I asked her why, then she's like, "because the way you look at the male counterpart tells everything already."

So for once, I am really really really proud of looking at boys. :D
Haha, I know I'm mad, but I really really didn't want to turn les or worse, bi! So yeap, you have to bear with me. xD

Huihui's so sweeeeeeeet. He wrote me a letter, and gave me rochers! Aww, and I feel like a lousy girlfriend because I didn't do anything for him because I didn't have inspiration, time and money. Sorry, I promise to be sweeter on 170507. & 170607. & all the other 17th. :]

We'll have a longlonglong way ahead right? Not letting go, not any time soon. Gonna hold on very tightly, unless there's a very good reason for us to part, yes? ;] Je t'aime! <3

Okay, I should really go now, since I'm blogging from school. Goh lye hock's lesson. HEH. ;D

Sayonara!

Continued..

Haha, after school, went to j8 with gaygay and I got this flower for huihui. xD So therefore, I am veh sweet. Then I went back school, but I couldn't find him, so I went to innotech room to look for loo, and ended up meeting manymany people and talking to them and having fun. :D Then faris said that huihui's in the band room and went to call him out for me. ^^

So, I took the flower, dragged him to some corner where there's less people, only a few sec 1s, and I proposed. :P "Will you marry me?" Haha, then he was in shock for like, 2 mins? Then those sec 1s were like, "eh, hen lang man ah.." [or something like that] Turned out that they were his juniors. -.- Haha, then he agreed to my proposal. xD

Don't know why, after a while, his classmates got him to propose back. -.- We went to a corner where he.. xD Don't tell you all! HAHA. Went outside the band room, where he went in and out and shizhen came out and poured his saliva on the floor. -.- Then huihui came out and I wanted to warn him, but ended up dropping choconut instead. T.T Heart broken into a 1001 pieces. Xin hen tongggggg! ><

Went to the bus stop, and we missed 2 88-s. First one was because I wanted to talk more, second one was because.. xD Don't wanna tell you! LOL.

I think we're damn childish. Haha, but childish is gooooood. Because at least we got something to do and talk about. x] I likeeeeeeeeeee. & huihui owes me a rose! :D

Ogay la, me go argue with huihui on msn already. :P

Take care, y'all!

Monday, April 16, 2007
7:15 PM

This is baaaaaaaaaaad.. ]:
I think I'm actually not as straight as your ruler! Or maybe your ruler's crooked, that's why I turned out this way. Now I'm a little like the jin xiuyi of hana kimi. ZOMG, THIS IS BAD RIGHT! Bad thing is, I don't think the person I like is really a guy, because.. aiyoh, this in not a tv drama!

T.T This is bad like don't know what, plus I'm falling for two person I think. ]: Like many things happened today, but what kept occupying my damn screwed up mind is the fact that I'm possibly crooked. Gah, scares the fuck out of me. I have a boyfriend for goodness sake!

TOMORROW'S ONE MONTH PLEASE! Why am I such an idiot? This suuuuuuuuucks like big time! Howhowhow? & I haven't done so many dammit homework. Okay, I'm ready to die.

SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS.

Sunday, April 15, 2007
7:49 PM

I am so excited about tomorrow! :D
We're going double dating again with jan and mingming.
I hope conversation with mingming would go smoothly tomorrow.

Anyway, huihui's jacket still with me.
I thought his smell's gone.
But turned out there's still a little bit of him on the sleeves. (:
I am so happaye about it! Haha!
I am very much in love w him.
& jodine.

Haha, okay. I'm gonna concentrate on talking to gaygay now.
Goodbye, y'all! :D

1:33 PM

You know, after not talking to fartsie for so long, talking to her for the first time in months feel so great. Okay, we do talk, I mean talk a little, like briefly only. Then now we're talking like muchmuchmuch more, and it makes me happy. For one, it's because we talked about jodine yam chin din. :D & another reason is because she looks like jodine and I like talking to her a lot for don't know what reason. ><

Okay la, so summarise everything, and you get. Orangie likes fartsie a lot. ^^

Lame and random post. That's what you get on her lazy sunday afternoon. :D

Saturday, April 14, 2007
10:27 PM


I know you'll be laughing with me, always.


If I had to sum out everything, I'd say that cashmere is the one and only guy I've been so serious about. The one whom my heart still yearns for after close to a month. Usually the love just fades away. This time it's growing stronger. Thank you for everything. Thank God for the miracle sent down to me in my time of need, to pick me up on my own two feet and to show me that love and miracle do exist.

Heaven's Missing An Angel


I hope the Man upstairs
Isn't mad at me
'Cause I have one of His angels
And she's here with me
When I see her precious smile
And she spreads her wings
It takes me to a place where love
Meets eternity

Oh, no I'm not letting go
I don't want to be alone
In this crazy world
Oh, Lord How I love her so
And I'll sacrifice it all to have her
In my life

(Chorus)
I found my girl
I'll tell the world
That Heaven is missing an angel
My dreams came true
When I found you
Yes, Heaven is missing an angel

Not a day goes by
That I don't thank God for you
He blessed me with my angel
Though I don't deserve you
Until I found you, girl
Lonely was my best friend
Now that you are in my life
I am stronger within
I can't wait to kiss my angel
Late at night
And watch her go to sleep
Until I see her rise

(Repeat chorus)

All that I do is for you
Me without you, girl, just won't do
Oh, no Your love's all I want to know
Angel, don't you ever go
Life won't be the same without you

(Repeat chorus)


I wanna be that angel, just for you.

8:11 PM

ZOMG, I've got like so many things to say at first, but then after JODINE YAM gave me her signature, took a photo with me, shaked my hand and said byebye to me, I can't think of anything else but her! I am the world's luckiest girl that very moment when she smiled at me okay? :D Jodine is love! Come on, repeat with me. Jodine is love! Gah, she looks like fartsie you know! Like, veryvery much la. Then when she looked at fartsie, she gave the weird look, guess she saw the similarities too! Haha! :D Jodine's so so so so so super duper friendly can! The way she writes my name, the way she writes her name with a cute lil' smiley behind.. Gahhhhh, I can't help it la! I like her A LOT. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, THOUGH I'M STRAIGHTER THAN YOUR RULER. Oh ya, thanks christine for everything! Signature and photo! Thank you so much, HUGS AND KISSES! :]

OKAY LA, AS PROMISED, I'M GONNA POST PHOTOS! :D
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JODINE YAM<3
SEE, THEY LOOK SO ALIKE RIGHT!
But I look so screwed in the photo with fartsie teo.. ]:
The ball which she threw to me when thinthin accidentally dropped it. :D
JODINE ROCKS MY SOCKS! :D
With this, I shall end my post. :]
Jodine yam is part of the national squad for under 21, and was from tkgs, now in temasek poly. :]
JODINE YAM IS LOVE!

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