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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
9:06 PM

There are times when I just want to cry my heart out - and this is one of those times.

Why am I still trying so hard to hold on when clearly we are so mismatched and wrong? Why am I trying so hard to prove the others wrong when clearly we can't even tell if we're meant to be? Why am I still doubting when I should have enough trust and faith in you and our relationship now? Why do I feel so empty now? Why does my heart feels as if it's dead? Why does tears well up? Why do I feel like ending this once and for all? Why do I feel like thrashing things out with you? Why can't you be more interested in my life? Why can't I talk about so many things with you? Why do I feel so angry at you? Why do I feel that you don't give a fucking damn about us? Why do I feel that you don't really love me? Why do I feel so lost even when I have you around? Why are you so insensitive to my feelings? Why do you not know how to comfort me? Why do you feel so distant? Why do I love you? Why do I miss you when you're not around? Why do I feel the way I do? Why am I even writing all these now?

Why did I even fall for you from the start?
& I can't let you go. Not now..

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