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Thursday, March 15, 2007
5:43 PM
I've known you all fourteen years of my life, and I've always held you close to my heart, no matter how bad our fights get. You've never ever told me one lie, never. I've never ever doubted you once, never. But now, forever and ever, I'll remember ; you just told me the first. A lie that killed me. I'd never thought you would do something like that, something that would change your life forever if you were ever caught. You know I hate it, and you told me you would never try. How could anyone be so stupid to kill themselves so slowly just to make sure they fit in the clique? Stupid. So are you going to do drugs next? I said I would severe ties with you if I ever found out, but I don't have the heart to do so. You're closer to me than anyone else in the family. I still can't figure. Whatever happened to you, I can't tell. I just hope you'll wake up soon. I need you back. You were my best. You knew me from head to toe. It's all gonna change now..
Screw the world, I'm such a failure.
What more can I expect from a person whom I've been together with for 13 days when I can't even figure a person I've known all my life?
I give up. Let everything come all at once, and take me away. I hate everything's that happening now.
Where are you when I need you so?
♥