Thursday, March 29, 2007
8:00 PM
If I had to rate myself in the following deparments, I'd fail ridiculously badly.
On the scale of 1 to 10, with 1 being the lowest, and 10 being the best:
Friendship
4, because I think I haven't been a really good friend.
Relationship
2, because I think I'm the most shi bai person ever. The longest lasting relationship is with lim yongseng, in which we only talked on the phone everyday for 3 hours on average. We lasted.. 9 months? Else I guess is the 100706 one. 1 month. ;x
Kinship
2, I haven't been a good daughter or sister. I never spend time with my family any more. I'd stay in front of the laptop every night, and I'd gossip with my cousin during family gatherings.
I'm such a failure. :/ I shall strive to be a better person, if possible.
I am loud and crappy and love to be random, and whenever I talk, you'd give me that look and make me feel like I wouldn't want to ever talk to you again. I'm sorry, this is me, I can't change who I am because it's not a bad quality. It's just.. me.
Things will work out between us. I hope.
♥