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Saturday, March 17, 2007
6:44 PM
Haha, I think I'm getting normal already. Cos I just cried. Simply looking at your name makes me cry. Hahahhahahahha, I cried! Hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha. Okay, maybe not so normal. -.- But with the first tear that fell, more will follow through. I don't think I'm gonna stop. How am I gonna fucking face you on monday when seeing you smile makes me feel dumb and retarded and sad and that you haven't loved me before?
You eat eat eat fat fat fat? I cry cry cry die die die la. ]:
Now I can't stop crying. Shitszx laaaaaaaaa. Tamade, how to be friends now? Okay, I swear that I won't ever date my friends. I'll go pick random people on the street next time. If there's ever a next time.
I hope I won't cry on mondayyyyyyy. I don't wanna cry in school la. Shit. I hate crying. Eh, heart you're back ah? Wah, I can feel you aching leh. Eh, please go away leh. I think you're the cause of the tears. See la, now my eyes have to work extra hard now. Fuck you la. Shoo off please, heart. I don't need you to feel pain. The nerves could do the job. Like in the afternoon I cooked clam chowder for lunch, I am omfg stupid. Normally I can hold the damn pot with one hand, and today I held it with two, but I still manage to spill some on my feet. Haha, omfgggggggggggg right. Hahahahahahahahhaa. Then ya la, then nerves did its job. I could feel the pain, so I don't need you heart. Hahahahahahahahhahaha. Come back after I can't even feel pain physically.
Hahahahha, I'm crazy. I bloody hell wish I didn't fall for youuuuuuuuuuu. Then I might have been able to crap with you now. Eh, xu yao qu kan yi sheng mah? I remember. & it hurts just thinking about it. I hate it when relationships are over. You have to start all over, alone. & you can't help missing the person, but you can't go talk to him because you're afraid that he'll say things that will hurt you or things that will make you think of him more.
I'm stewwwwwwpit la. Shouldn't have learnt from jan and mingming. You shen me shi jiu na chu lai jiang. I thought that would strengthen our bonds what. Who knows, it backfired. Next time if there's anything, just keep it to yourself la, bellebelle. You're not jan and mingming, understand? Okay, understood.
Hahah, sore throat and coughing like sai now. Wonderful! How bout having fever so you can drag not seeing him? Hmmmmm, wow. I think fever's here. Hello, fever. What's your temperature? 38.1 only? Please get hotter so you can fry my brains. Thank you. I think crying can make you hotter leh. Okay, please work harder, eyes and heart. Okay la, guess I still need heart.
& you know, just now watched wang zi bian qing wa. Junhao's so shuai la. Eh, prince charming, if I'm snow white, will you come please? -doesrealitycheck- Oh, I'm not snow white. HAHAHAHHAHA. Okay, never mind. I should stop watching teeveeeeeee. Espcially those that has ANYTHING to do with love. Which is almost everything on now. -.- Stupid producers. Write scripts that has nothing to do with love cannot ah? Trying to rub salt on my wound right! Thanks ah, nice massage. Stupid, tugtugtug my heartstrings. zzz.
Ya la, ya la. I'm loveless and unwanted la. Cannot ah, you jealous huh! Xu yao lai feng ci wo mah? Tao yaaaaaaan. Wow, I feel so light-headed now. Must be fever listening to me la. Thank yewwwwwwww. Wo shi qiang de please. Still can typetypetype. :D
I FUCKING WANT TO STOP MISSING YOU LA. WILL YOU PLEASE FUCKING CARE AND FUCKING TELL ME DAYS WITHOUT ME ARE HORRIBLE TOO. TAMADE LA. MISS YOU, MISS YOU LIKE SAI LA. THEN YOU ONLY KNOW HOW TO SAY EATEATEATFATFATFAT. JIDANGAO. WO MEI YOU NI HEN NAN GUO LA. LIKE WHAT I SAID BEFORE, I'LL GIVE YOU MY ALL BECAUSE I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU. I MEANT EVERY WORD I SAY. SHIT LA, NEXT TIME I SHOULD JUST TELL LIES. NOW I HURT SO BAD?
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU ALL THINK LA. WANNA THINK I'M STUPID AND DUMB OR MAKING A BIG FUSS OUT OF IT, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. DON'T LIKE ME JUST FUCKING SHOO OFF AND FUCK YOUR MOTHER LA.
FEVER FRIED MY BRAINS. I FEEL LOSER-ISH. SO I GET TWO HEARTS.
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