Saturday, February 24, 2007
7:43 PM
I know I should be happy now, because I can brag. Rawr, I don't know what's wrong with me. Well, I've got what I asked for, and I should really concentrate on forgetting him, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I think I need him to be mean to me, then I'll hate him, then start to forget him. But.. gah, I don't know! I really really really like him a lot. ;X
But he keeps avoiding me lah, which can mean two things. Shall not list it out, go figure yourself. He has so many people admiring him lah, I have no idea why I have to add to the list also. Normally, I wouldn't even care about him at all if I knew that, but I'm weird these days, keep doing things that are against my own principles.
Hope laopo and junjun will be able to make it tomorrow. I want my subway cookies! & I really really need to go out.
Take the pain and doubts away, wipe away my tears. Turn back now and tell me I'm all that you want and need. I'll gladly give you all I possess. I love you, and it grows every single day. I can't pull myself back now, like a person who has dug a hole too deep and can't escape.
♥