<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d19531952\x26blogName\x3dBeautiful+Illusions\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://bellelovesyou.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://bellelovesyou.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d8400587092642780455', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <iframe src="http://www2.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=37946926&amp;blogName=the+road+ahead..&amp;publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&amp;navbarType=BLUE&amp;layoutType=CLASSIC&amp;homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Fonemorechance--.blogspot.com%2Findex.html&amp;searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Fonemorechance--.blogspot.com%2Fsearch" height="30px" width="100%" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" id="navbar-iframe" frameborder="0"></iframe> <div id="space-for-ie"></div>
Friday, April 28, 2006
9:10 PM

Oh yes! I forgot about the part where I stood on the chair twice during chinese lesson because I talked to Jane and Meiyi. First, he made me stand on the ground, then he asked me if the thing we are talking about is important, then I said "eh, quite" in chinese. He made me stand on the chair for prolly 2 mins, then made me sit. After that, again! But this time, I talked more lah. Then he almost made me stand on the table. LOL!
I suddenly remembered because I read Jane's blog. (x Credit goes to the ghey girl. HEH.

6:37 PM

YES! Went to Renee's house today with Jiayu, Bao Hui, Jane and Liko. I decided to talk to the boys because they weren't talking about *beep*. HAHAHAH! When we reached her house, a HUGE dog stood there. LOL! FUCKING FUNNY LAH! Nike - the dog's name - wanted to play with Bao Hui's tie, and he got disgusted, by Nike I think. (x
Played cards for a while, then went down to play volleyball! Super fun! Played for about 1 and a half hour(?), then went up to her house. We played truth or dare! Very scandalous and tskful. Hahahha! I like, I like! Must go to Renee's house another time.
After that, walked from her house to school with Liko, and talked about quite a lot of things. HEH. Then after that, took 88 and slept on the bus, and managed to somehow sensed that the bus had reached a stop. Or else the bus driver would have to wake me up. xD
Saw Michelle, then asked her to go to Bread Talk with me cos I was famished. Went home after that. xP
Oh yeah, I know more about Deborah now. ^^

Thursday, April 27, 2006
6:57 PM

In the morning, I missed my bus, and tried to hail a taxi down for 50 whole minutes, went to FIVE different spots and got drenched once again from head to toe. And I had tons of homework to rush on. It was a sign that it wouldn't be a good day for me. I was so down, I felt like crying right there and then. But, I held on till I reached class. I couldn't take it any longer, tears rolled down my face; no one cared. I've always been careful of every single detail of the boys, but no one cared about this girl who have always been there for them, helped them, even used by them. No one cared, no one...
Later, I felt better after bitching with Val, and with Keith, Jia Qi and Jun Wei listening to our conversation, giving some comments occasionally. Remained happy for the rest of the morning and then went for maths consultation in the afternoon. I felt so fustrated and stress! URRGH! Better off dead. Then went down to play volleyball with the boys, Jane and Denise. Then after a while, Ms Tan came to tick us off. =/ So we went to Mac's to refresh ourselves then went to AMK CC.
Played volleyball and basketball. Then after that, felt bad again lah. It's always been, "*beep* do you want to play?", "*Beep* are you okay? Why are you not in school?", "Do you feel hungry? If you want, we can go and eat." Never been, "Belle, do you want to play?", "Belle, are you okay? Why are you not in school?", "Do you feel hungry?"
And it's always me doing things for them, helping them, being used by them. But no one cared. They preferred the ones that don't really care, don't really like to share. It broke my heart, but what could I have done? They won, hands down. I'm the biggest loser in town. The world has turned its back on me; no one loves me.
Starting from tomorrow, I'm going to be different. Speak only when spoken to, do things only when asked to. I'll see if the boys noticed and if they cared.
I took photos, but not in the mood to upload them. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Going off now.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
8:37 PM

I swear I could cry a hundred times without knowing why. So many homework not done. I just can't bring myself to lay hands on them. I know that I would get into trouble if they are not completed on time, but me being me, just refuse to do them. Urrrggghhhh! I'm disgusted by my own laziness. Pffttt!
Today, we had the music test, and Denise, Adilah, Loo Pin and I sang Rhythm of the Rain, and Mr Chia said that we chose the wrong song, because only Denise is compatible for it due to her deep voice. So yeah. Others did quite well. (: KEITH! SUPERSTAR! HEH. And took class photo, and trust me, everyone felt that it was freaking FAKE. *yawns* After school, ran in the rain with Derrick and Jun Wei, because I'm supposed to go to j8 with Jiayu, Calvin and Amos. Those gay guys actually walked under the shelter of the umbrella. =/ Sometimes, I feel that I'm more man than they are.
Walked around, bought Denise's present (shall disclose what it is tomorrow). Then went to Mac's to eat. I had super salty fries for lunch. xD Then I went home after that. Yeah, super early today. Earliest in like, two months? (x
AH! I love RENEE and DEBORAH. (: Renee is so freaking cute. I'm so going to stick with her and force her to be my bestie. YAYYYYY! LING LING~~! SEN LING~!

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
10:04 PM


YAYY! The very amusing thing I was talking about. HEH.

OUR ARTWORK. ^^

Keith with JS Lau. Thank goodness JS is blocked out. HAHAHAHAH! Nah, just joking. xD

9:30 PM

Ahh... eventful day it was. (: Let's see. I went around mumbling "fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck", and annoyed many people. And a certain someone actually copied my stupid line. Now we know who is the dumber one. Heh. After school, went for the junior show because Loo Pin did too well for our fauna design, we were therefore selected to present our work and "show off our talents". OH! I saw this very amusing thing. Shall post the photo later. During the show, I presented to quite a few people, and I was a nervous wreck. (x Walked around, slacked a little, then went back to help Loo Pin. EEYER! Nickman kept stalking around, and made me freaking uncomfortable! But it was all okay in the end. Not bad at all. xD
After the junior show, went to Mac's with Renee, Deborah and Loo Pin. Deborah was so depressed lah! She kept repeating that she's not a good friend and that we should not befriend her already. Sigh. But fortunately, Renee's singing cheered her up a great deal. ((: Did I mention that Renee's such a great singer? She got a unique voice, very very low, but very very pretty one. I TOTALLY ADORE THEM! (: So adorable. And we were supposed to go to K-Box together! Deborah to sleep there, Renee to serenade us, and yours truly to break glasses.
After spening about 37 mins there, we left Deborah for home. Renee and I talked a lot about volleyball and the C div boys. We came to the conclusion that Arthur Hua is a great player. Okay, maybe only I did. HAH! Then while crossing the bridge, met Ms Khoo and turned out that she's meeting her sister at j8, so Ms Khoo and I took the same bus, and Renee took 74 home. We talked through the whole journey that lasted around say, 9 mins? Yeah, and she alighted at j8 to meet her sister. Yeah, then took 88 to Toa Payoh then 139 to go home. That's all.
P.S: peach is mad at chocolate. And rather talk to SP than chocolate. =/

Monday, April 24, 2006
9:33 PM

Blogger has failed us again. I've received a dozen of frantic messages from Ting, Medelaine, Linda, Asther, Libby, Penelope, and the list goes on. Oh, crap. That was nonsense. The only one that calmly asked about it was Ting. (: Got you, didn't I? So well, I guess I'm going to risk typing this crap another time and try my luck.

5:59 PM

As some people - like Deborah - has noticed, I'm not in school today. Therefore, the class is void of laughter and lameness. I apologise to my fellow classmates for that. You see, I ate this bowl of laksa that had been left on the table for more than three hours for lunch, and woke up at 1.27am because I felt that my stomach's going to wreak havoc yet again. So, I rushed to the toilet, and I swear I sat there for 23mins without any shit coming out. It was until the 32nd minute that the shit finally relented. Felt better after that, so went back to sleep. Woke up at 5.35 and got ready for school, then when I was about to go out... my stomach decided that it wants to stay at home to rest and refused to go to school. Therefore, I am here typing crap doing nothing with homework undone. =/
Okay, I think I should go now.
Peach; chocolate is sorry for being unable to step out of home to keep you accompanied. I hope mum didn't give you a hard time when you call her. LOL! Anyways, Chocolate loves Peach. (:

Sunday, April 23, 2006
9:21 PM

Oh, I just went to Regina's blog. And all of a sudden, I wish I had a Mr Right Now. Because of her obsession for this guy named Brandon, maybe? Want to love, want to be loved. But afraid of getting hurt again. What a dilemma. Well, I do have Nutty, so it isn't that bad, I guess. (:
Off I go then. I think I have tons of homework not touched yet. =/

Friday, April 21, 2006
6:31 PM


Desmond; one of the AMKsian idol contestant. He sang Simple Plan's Crazy. (: Okay, Desmond. You're one of the nicest idiot i know. Does that make up for the "bad name" i gave you? (:

They were the third contestants. I forgot to take photo of the second one. She sang a pretty old chinese song anyway. These three almost made me fall asleep. =/ We left after them. We were SO bored.

The drink! (: Peach's and Chocolate's. <3

Do note that this has nothing to do with the movie. NOTHING portrayed it.

5:42 PM

Went out with Peach today after school. Before that, watched the AMKsian idol. I took photos of some contestants before we left for Shaw plaza. Shall post the photos later, because I'm currently in the middle of a conversation with Daniel and cannot send the photos via MMS or plug out the MMC. (:
So anyway, we went to j8 to eat because Peach was famished. We went to Pastamania for lunch and halfway through our meal, we realised that we don't have enough cheese because we are now both Cheese Enthusiasts. So we borrowed the cheese from the next table. (: And we met Liko and Charlynn there! They came and ate my pasta. I think they secretly love my saliva. =/ Oh, and they were having a new beverage. Raspberry and strawberry juice i think.
After that, we went to SP to actually hunt for Lorayne's birthday present. But Peach suggested that we watch a movie, and since she contributed to what we should do to waste time, i thought i should contribute too. So i said we should watch Reincarnation.
So, we bought the tickets and i now owe Peach $10. How lovely. We went down to NTUC to buy something to munch on during the movie. I bought chocolate. xD
The movie was quite scary. I am so great at special effects. Peach wasn't afraid at first, but i scared her out of her wits. (: We held hands! AHAHAHAH! And towards the end, we were predicting how the man died. "He choked on the doll's eye!", "He xia si!", "He got depressed." And a lot more predictions, but i can't remember.
Hmmm... yeah, that's about all. (x
Last but not least; Together Forever.

Thursday, April 20, 2006
9:40 PM

edit:
AND i like Deborah aka bangala; because she's freaking adorable. (;
Not to forget, my dearest Charlynn; because she's nice in everyway. <3>popular demand.

There you have it. You girls may start circulating now.
OH YA! My sister's classmate, Daniel, is so adorable! According to mum, he's from a rich family - mum a lawyer, dad owns a company - and he's trying to seduce my sister and cousin! HAHAHAH! First, he blew on my cousin's neck, then he wrote a love letter to my sister. Contents inside; very messy handwriting of a 5-year-old boy. He wrote: Daniel and Andralynn.
Kids nowadays far exceeds the speed limit. I only received love letter when i was in primary one. sigh. Oh well... I'm not going to be a jealous sister; just and angsty one. (:

6:25 PM

Not sure if i want to blog about things happening recently; i guess i should blog about how i feel nowadays.
I like Liko; cos she's so nice.
I like Pat; cos she's my peach.
I like Jasmine; cos she's my senior.
I like Ni Jun; cos she wears braces! (x
Okay, those are so crappy, hope i don't sound like some despo moron hoping to be liked by them. Ahh... I met one of my dearest best friends in primary school today at Toa Payoh. She changed a whole lot. She used to be that kind of girl that would be caught dead having a boyfriend, guess what i witnessed? Holding hands and kissing with her boyfriend - who was another's bestie's ex-boyfriend. What's more? She was mixing with bad company, people who gather together just to smoke and make merry. Trust me, i was so disgusted and disappointed, i almost slapped her right there and then. But i thought again, what's the use? So all i can do is stop my cousin from mixing with that company. I love my cousin, and it would break my heart if we came to know that she turned bad because of them. So i issued a stern warning, and therefore, she's being watched by Crys and co.
I guess i should go now. Shall upload something later, if i got the time.

Monday, April 17, 2006
10:30 PM

HELLO! i'm here to bitch. a certain someone appears to be nice and all that; pretty, capable and smart. but if she doesn't have her good looks, she will definitely be labelled as a nerd. a wonder how people are so blind. as long as you have the looks, everything else can be overlooked. it's really disappointing how people like her so much, and there's actually a craze for her. please do note that i am jealous. i just don't have her good looks, or else i will beat her in one way or more. okay, enough bitching for today. felt better, but i guess we could work on in tomorrow. (: off i go now. GOODBYE.

Thursday, April 13, 2006
9:12 PM

my poor blog.. it has been isolated for a while. no one updating it, no one tagging in it. i feel sad for it.
anyways, netball training today. didn't perform very well for the first half of it, then started to get better after that. (x
yeah. goodness me! my posts are getting shorter again. sigh... i'm sorry. i shall talk about more things next time, alright? =/

Monday, April 10, 2006
7:49 PM

i'm gonna fucking fail my history test!
went to pastamania for lunch with pat pat today. then talked lots of crap, walked around, then left for home. BORING! i understand. tomorrow's HE practical exam! *dead* i'm so gonna fail another subject. *cries* oh well, shall report my more accurate prediction tomorrow! ((:

Friday, April 07, 2006
8:45 PM






first, i shall apologise to my readers for the lousy quality of the photos taken. it was the best i could manage with my lousy phone. i promise by the end of the year, you will see a significant contrast in the photo qualities. till then, please bear with it. (x
the first three photos above are the coucillors during the rehearsal, and the two below are featuring them during the actual thing. their dance was quite a mess, because some of them forgotten their steps, and some danced so awfully, like monkeys. it was pretty good actually. i thought i would cry today, because i cried in the morning again today, due to PMS. but turned out that i didn't, and is actually quite happy. the slideshow was hilarious! the good memories and all that stuff. i think Kuang Yong went home to cry. AHAHAHHA! and i promised Ashwin to help him cry next year when he's stepping down.
went to Far East Plaza with Pat to cut her hair, then she took so long to finally decide what hairstyle she wanted. she regretted a lot after the hair cut, and took so many photos of her hair, but refused to let me post it on my blog, so she sent all the photos to herself, then deleted them from my phone. hmmm... then we went to LJS to eat, then rushed home. we have been bitching a lot these days. how exciting! hahahah!

Thursday, April 06, 2006
8:43 PM

okay, today we had the emergency thingy, we were supposed to assemble in the field, it was so freaking hot, and i was exposed to the elements for like 20 minutes? eeek! can't stand it. it's part of the reason why i'm sun burnt now. oh yes, back to the emergency thing. after which, we went to the hall for i have no idea why, because i was busy messaging people.
we settled down in the hall, and all of us, 1/3, 1/4, 1/5 people that were seated in front, had so much fun crapping and playing. and i found that actually my son is worthy of being a councillor. he got leadership skills! *cheers*
then after that, we were released early, and training started at 1.30 today. training sucked. it was still so freaking hot, and we were not allowed to drink unless it's break time. and there wasn't any shade to hide under. this was the main reason why i'm red like a cooked crab now.
after training, hanged around near the council room, and Ashwin gave me lollipop! yayy! lollipop! *cheers again*
Kuang Yong and i were spraying each other till we were soaked. okay, exaggeration. but we were really wet! then after that, he blamed me for letting Cynthia know about him and sao sao, and that got me into a pretty bad mood. and i started PMS-ing and moody, and cried. super emotional; super mood swing! (x
then after that, went to watch the councillor investiture rehearsal. it was freaking cool and funny and all that. i took photos, but i'm too lazy to upload it to the laptop, shall take more tomorrow, on the actual and official one. i saw the councillors have fun together, got crazy together, and when those councillors that are stepping down danced, i laughed and cried. i guess it's because i feel that they had came a long way together, and i know that they will really miss each other or maybe their posts. and then i started dreaming about being a councillor again. ahh... how much fun i would have. but i thought again, i don't have the leadership skills lah. so can't force.
went to toa payoh to eat with Pat, then walked around, then went home.
will have quite a lot of things to blog about tomorrow i guess. yeah, going off now. please keep checking back for latest updates!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
9:05 PM

new son; Bao Hui. new acquaintance ; Ashwin aka moron.



one three makes magic with chairs! but i bet all the chairs would have all broke by the end of the month if one three still pursue that interest.
went to Mac's after school today, then wanted to go for science consultation, but couldn't find the class, so we decided to go back to class to slack. (:
walked around school many many times today with Calvin, and poor me got my hair messed up by Kuang Yong countless times! pfftt! and my son saved me from breaking my head twice today because i can't keep my balance of staircases. i'm retarded, i know.
main point of me blogging was because i promised the guys to blog about it, and prove my blog to be the most scandalous one in the whole level. one with scandalous photos, explicit contents and many many of Belle's views on people and things. (;
it's again, about true or dare. we questioned Derrick on a lot of things about Casann and him. and he sportingly answered all our questions! it was very very scandalous, and i don't find it appropriate to write it all out. a few things quoted by Derrick was, "can't remember, too many times already." question was, how many times has he kissed with Casann. and to when did you give your first kiss away? he said, "can't remember, it was so long ago." tsk! tsk! super scandalous. SO long ago. when? when he was ten? so if you want to know things, please join us in our game of true or dare. ((: then after that, we all became very moody, so we decided to pack up and go home. i had to wait for Pat, so i sat at a side listening to my MP3, and trying hard not to cry. weird how menses affects a girl. i'm so unstable now. oh well, going off now. till next time!

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
9:49 PM

one day anniversary! let's all jump for joy, and live happily ever after.

Monday, April 03, 2006
10:30 PM

i'm married!
i love you, สามี.

December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007