7:04 PM

ME and Serene at Sakae Sushi.

Oh God, thank you for blessing me with the perfect girl.
Dear, can you just shrink a little for my sake?

*Whispering some secrets into his ear*

And they came into agreement...

And they are back together again... Because he cleared his problems and wants her back. Oh, and they went a step further! Shall not elaborate though. =)
We went to Suntec City to watch I not stupid too today. It was nicee! And Itchy that emotional boy cried and sniffed so loudly! LOL! Hmm... that's all I want to say. xP Goodbye, people!

9:40 PM

Hmmm... Today's just more visiting, eating and gambling. x)) Well, and some people that I shall not name thinks that I still like his friend. I'm over him already? Stop making me appear like some obsessive love sick freak of nature. Don't you have better things to do than that? Like, study hard and stop being so loud and obnoxious? Going out tomorrow and probably meeting Mr Yap because he's leaving for Thailand to teach again on 3rd of February. And 11 days later, it's my birthday! HIP HIP HOORAYY! JOY, JOY, JOY!!

10:12 PM

CNY is quite a bore now? I guess as you get older, all the special occasions don't mean as much anymore. No more excitement and anxiety of what will be happening, who I will be meeting, what I would be getting... It all doesn't mean as much as before when I was still five or six with innocence written all over my face. I really miss being a child again. With nothing to be worried about, and all I ever have to do is stay happy, have fun, and do all the things a child should do. It was all so easy! SNAP BACK TO REALITY! Went from house to house to visit relatives, get ang baos, eat and gamble. =X Going to do the same thing tomorrow all over again, I guess. =)) Hmmm... nothing much to write, so shall go off now! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

9:36 PM

Well, I'm going to write a little about my reunion dinner, then proceed to dedicating the rest of this post to LEE KIAN SING and let him know how I feel about him; I'm speaking for quite a few people, too.
Reunion dinner was great. My grandparents came over and are still over here. Grandpa is watching TV, and Grandma is busy swimming in dry water [translation: having a game of Mahjong]. Hahahha! And after that, my aunt, uncle and cousin came over too. ((; But the moment they reached my house, we had to go out to pray at the temple nearby. Then after we got home from the temple, I saw this post on my tagboard that some ANONYMOUS people posted. But I deleted the post, so you people won't get to view it. Pardon me.
TO LEE KIAN SING:
It's not like I'm living for Jia Wei to like me. I'm not even thinking of that. I'm just living my life and minding my own business, doing some bitching about certain things and people, getting involved in some gossips. Why can't you just live your life and stop doing whatever you're doing now? Because you are such a pest and Ade will never ever in her life, like you. So stop wasting time! You think you are so great and that you are the one that everyone wants to talk to and be with. PLEASE! Respect yourself and others. The way you act just puts people off. ESPECIALLY ADE. Stop flaunting your wealth; you didn't earn whatever money you are getting now. They belong to your parents. So there's nothing to be proud about. And you are always talking about how great you are, telling people about your problems when they are not interested; it's really annoying and irritating. Stop being such an ass and just live your life and keep whatever thoughts that you have private or simple talk about it to some of your close friends.

10:24 AM

As abruptly as they started, they have gone down hill, and is gone with the wind. Emily told me about it yesterday, and well... Belle did say that older woman can't be with younger boys? xP But it's quite saddening, because they were so sweet and cute together. And they are going to be classmates for the rest of the year! How can they ever stand the embarrassment and awkwardness? But then there's this guy in her class that's a some-people-know-who's look-alike. Well, or so she claims. And she likes him quite a lot? EEEK! So Emily have always been attracted to him? BLEAHH! Hmmm... anyways, we might be going out on Tuesday, anyone care to join? We can bring all our ang bao money and take loads of neos together! That will be so fun! ((; Tell me, yes? Off I go now! WHEE~

9:56 PM

TODAY ROCKS!! Well, almost! Today, we are allowed to wear home clothes to school, so I wore my EDC purple "hot chick" shirt to go with my Giordano jeans. ((; Nothing much to talk about in school, so let's fast forward! After school, I took a taxi back to BHPS with Liting. And blahh... lazy to go into details, because it's not important. So many people went back! About half of the whole level of last year's P6's I think. When we got in, we were so excited! I played Captain's ball with Ade, Nadia, Pongsuk, Rahul [I think that's how you spell his name], Zeus, Oliver, Naipeng, Miguel, Joe Jim and Pranay. And then we were beaten by Pongsuk's team to badly! EEEK! LOUSY! Hahahah! And then after that, we went roaming around school for a while, then joined the seniors in their game of Captain's Ball. We all had so much fun! ((: We are all getting better. So many netballers and basketballers! So we were very strong, but the seniors managed to win! *pfftt!* But oh well, really had a lot of fun. After that, went to Toa Payoh to have dinner with Pongsuk, Ms Tan, Ade, Miguel, Mel, Nutty, Daniel, Lisa and some-people-know-who. Mel was coughing so badly! The really worrying kind of bad. He has to know how to take care of himself. I will take care of him if he let me to... It's not that I like him or anything, but I really like to take care of people! Hahahha! Hmmm... oh well, I'm going off now! Take care, people!

9:11 PM

Second time blogging today. I've been reflecting, and realised that I have been filling this blog with random thoughts, not daily life. But Mr Tan [Principal of AMKSS] said that a blog is a semi-official thing, and that we are allowed to write our thoughts there! DAH! x)) I LOVE DUCKIE!! And I want duckie to love me back! But he loves his computer games too much to love anyone else. Belle will survive! Oh ya! Went to Singapore Sports School today to see the girls play their match. The SSS girls were so fast! WOW! But our girls played against Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School. And we won! YAYY! ANG MO KIO ACE! Hahahha! That's the volleyball's girls' cheer. xP Some of the AI girls broke down. And I overheard one of their seniors saying that they were very lousy today, and that they don't deserve to cry. It really brings people's morale down! She shouldn't have said that! If I were her, I would do all that I can to cheer them up. And I saw Mei Xian and Jannah today! Jannah's getting prettier! And MX... she's not as dark as I thought she would. Hahahah! But still as lame as ever! The first thing she said to me was, "I'm still taller than you! Ha ha ha!" Stupid MX! Hahahahha! But it's nice catching up with them and see how they were doing, lahh. ((: Hmmm... guess this is the last post for today. Take care, people!

6:55 PM

AHH... Here are the neos that I promised. Aren't they the cutest thing on earth? Who says older woman can't be happy with younger boys? Uhh... Belle! Hahahha! Yeahh, I'm too realistic. But then again, I can be a dreamer, too! And my dreams are all so impossible. *SIGH!* That's because I'm not as hott as Denise? OWW... Belle is feeling so bad about herself now! What happened to that shameless girl that praises herself even when she knows she's bad? I'm missing her so bad! I need her now to build up my ego! Oh yeah, we are allowed to wear home clothes to school tomorrow! And many of the graduates are going back to BHPS! YAYY! Okay, end of rants. Thank you all for reading! ((;

8:57 PM

Belle is currently unavailable to blog... dying of heart break! Hahahha! WHATEVER! Too lazy... Going off now, TTFN!

7:10 PM

Raindrops keep falling on my head... but that doesn't mean that my eyes will soon be turning red...<33
Found this over the internet, and thought that it was sweet and worth blogging about. ((=

5:18 PM

Had reunion dinner yesterday with my mum's side of the family. I love gatherings with food! Hahahah! And I couldn't stop drooling, because my aunt can cook the best food! YUM!
Hmmm... I think things would get better when you least expect it to. Because it's like I am forming a better relationship with all my classmates. And all we talk about is boys? Hahahah! Nahh, not exactly, but almost right. After school today, went to Far East to see Serene cut her hair. No big difference, actually it's just a little tinny winny bit shorter and a little less thicker. We went to Long John Silver after that for my lunch. They all had theirs at Burger King earlier, before I arrived. But they are gluttons! They also bought food to eat! Haahhaha! Just can't resist the temptation of food... And Serene, Tiing and Eileen went to look at earrings after that. Crys, Lei and I just stayed on, and had lots of laughs together! We are maddies united! Hahahha! Laughed till our stomah ached, and things in there threatened to come out and see the world in style. Then we went home after that. On the way, Emily called and we talked about her guy... Guys are just so unpredictable! OWW... I'll keep you all updated on their relationship. ((: Off I go now!

2:39 PM

YAYY! Finally changed blogskin! How is it? I like it quite a lot, but I'm still trying to figure out how to hide that iwebtunes thingy. Hmmm... And I'm still writing my English and Chinese compositions! BOOHOO! I can't think of anything good to write! DEAD FOR SURE! I wish for someone nice, someone great to come to my rescue, and then we will fall crazy in love with each other... OKAYY, LAME~ Even fantasy doesn't work that way. Hmmm... Off I go now to finish my compositions with lame and stupid endings. TTFN!

5:59 PM

Belle currently blogging from my cousin's house using her brand new Compaq Presario. WHEE~ It's so totally sleek and all... Like, WOW! I'm quite jealous, actually. But, oh well... I'm supposed to be satisfied with all that I have now! ((=
Changed my blog's song and the lyrics. Accidentally in love... <33 Went to TP to shop with Serene and her parents, and guess who I saw there? Ricky, Su, and Geoffrey! Geoffrey said that he couldn't recognise me because I cut my hair shorter. HAHAHAHA! Whose hair would grow longer when cut?! ;P Oh, and I went for my guitar lesson after that. Belle is finally improving! And then went home for a while because my pig of a sister was still sleeping, and about half an hour later, we set off for my aunty's house at Tampines. Might be going BBQ later if it stops raining. Hooray!! Off I go now, then! The adults are gossiping! Hahahah!

6:31 PM

I've searched long and wide for a new blogskin, but nothing appeals to me! GOSH! This is so pathetic! T^T

5:09 PM

Went out with Emily and her guy today. After school, went to Mac's to buy apple pies with Pat first. ((= Hahahah! I'm such a pig! Then went took 88 to meet Emily and Itchy. They were super sweet today! I'm so sour! He stole my wifey away! Then they were like holding hands and all, then I don't have anyone! I miss my dar dar Tiing2 so much! =(( Initially, we went to Shaw Plaza to have Mac's for lunch, but after sitting there for a while, we decided to go to Heeren to take neos. We took a taxi there, and we met with an ass of a taxi driver. He talked about how "important" going to a JC is, and then about how successful his sons/daughters are. What the hell has it got to do with us? We went straight up the Print Club to take neos after he dropped us. Pat didn't want to take because she is "photo shy" or so that she says. I would love to put the neos up here, but too bad I don't have a scanner. x( Emily and Itchy are so sweet, lahh... Once again, I wish Tiing2 was here, but too bad. After that, we went to have lunch at a japanese restaurant at Cineleisure. ((: Then went home after that.
P.S: They kissed each other on the cheek in the MRT! SO CUTE! <33

3:46 PM

The last two days was horrible, so save me from the agony of going through everything again, okay? I will just briefly go though it.
- Met Kok How
- Met Edwin
- Met Joe Jim
- Got scolded by mum
- Is so tired
- Is getting sick
- Might be asking for a transfer to Beatty
- Wants to break down and cry
- Wants someone to bring me up when I'm down, someone whose shoulder I can lean on, someone whom I can talk to, someone to love me, someone to comfort me, someone... perfect?
Missed 139 today, so walked to Shaw Plaza to take 130. Then while waiting for the bus, saw Emily and her brother on 21. She came up to 130 at BHPS's bus stop and dropped off the next one. Yeahh, then after school, wanted to go for netball, but I was too tired and too sick. So thought of going home instead. Took 88 to Toa Payoh, and called Serene to ask where she is, so we can meet up and go home together. She was at Toa Payoh, but Crystal wanted to go Shaw Plaza to do something, so we went along with her. We went there to check the availibility of the pits. Seems like all the pits at East Coast are not available any longer. So we tried Pasir Ris Park's and found many available ones. We are having the BBQ on Saturday, but timing will be confirmed on a later date. ((=
Liana, you left too soon! Ms Tan and Mr Yap might be going too...

8:24 PM

I'm so happy today! Hahaha! After school, rushed to take 88 to Bishan, cos I thought they would all be there earlier than me. Then when I reached there, I called Emily, then they were still at Toa Payoh's bus terminal. -_-" HAHAHAH! So, I walked around, and about 10 mins later, Crystal called me, and asked me where was I. But I went to look for them instead. OMGOSH! GUESS WHAT? Emily brought her guy along. He's cute and all that, but he's shorter than me! MY, MY... We walked around, talked a lot, then Emily treated Hsiao Pei and I to Mac's. ((:
Then walked around more, then went to the playground to take photos, then went to Swensens to have ice cream! The customer service there sucks big time! My ice cream is so melted when served! And after that, we wrote in to complain. AHAHAHHA! Felt so good after that. x))
Siying accompanied me to cut my hair at Far East, and the rest went home. YAYY! I got my hair cut! I think I look better now? =)) And we went to take neoprints after that. Hehehehe! Then we wanted to go home already, but we spent like, 15 mins there trying to find our way to the overhead bridge. Mostly because I led her around aimlessly trying to find it? xP When we finally found our way out, we were so tired and sick of waiting for the bus, we took a taxi home. And there, today, a Happy Belle is blogging. Hahahah!




Those two are so so so so SWEET. :))

And the ice cream they ordered is called Perfect Match! ((:

Edit, it's Hagen Dazs, not Swensens. My apologies

5:47 PM

Currently in the library. CHECK THIS OUT!
In the library, I found a man who looks like he's in his late fourties or early fiftites surfing porno websites! Can you even believe it? Using the library's computer, and not only that, also in an see through compartment! He has guts! But I'm utterly disgusted! Can't he go to somewhere more discreet or simply use his personal computer at home? And why is it that he have to surf that kind of websites? Is it that his wife not satisfying enough, or is he asking for too much? URRGH! MEN! TYPICALLY HORNY! Sorry for being sexist, but I'm only quoting what I see, and feel.

5:11 PM

OMGOSH! Is camp tiring or what? All of us are like so so so so tired! OKAYY! But we had quite a lot of fun. BUT, after campfire, I'm starting to miss home. I called mum and asked her if she could come and pick me up and bring me home right there and then. And I'm still pondering if I should ask for a transfer or not? Because I really don't like it there. It's like I can't get along with anyone there! I'm thinking of transfering to either Whitley or Beatty. Where I have friends. I would like to transfer to Cedar, of course. But I don't think I can make it.
And I thought about all the seniors there... Wen Yao, Scott and Roy, to be exact. Wen Yao is so so so so darn funny, nice, lame, cute, cool and vulgar! And Scott, well basically, he's very HOTT. But Clara said he has attitude problem. Wonder why... Roy, he wears braces is so so so so cute and is a councillor also. But his face tells me that he has serious attitude problem. But, Wen Yao and Scott has graduated, and Roy is graduating soon... So maybe I should transfer! Well, I don't know! I can't make up my mind. I'm not sure if other schools would be better, but I guess it should be slightly better than AMKSS? But other schools don't have a strong netball team... ARRGH! Stupid Belle! If only someone will try to make me stay... Wen Yao or Roy, I wish. Hahahaha! Raging hormones! DAH! =)) Well people, give me comments!

CAMPFIRE. My apologies for the photo quality. This is the best I can manage with my phone already! *SIGHS*

OUR "POLE DANCING!" More like broom dancing, though.


AND GIVE IT UP FOR KUANG YONG! DEMONSTRATION FOR OUR FELLOW SEC 1's. WOOHOO!

OHH, THE EVER SO FUNNY AND TO DIE FOR WENYAO!!! *FAINTS* Took that secretly, though. :P




I SEE PEOPLE SLACKING OFF! HAHAHAH!

Chairman trying to build up our team spirit. ((:

7:51 PM

Shall make this fast, because I have more things to talk about. Voted for class committee today and Jun Wei's obviously the chairperson, and I'm voted the secretary/treasurer. Then got some meeting for tomorrow's orientation camp. Then blahh... will update on a later date.
I was walking home from TP today, then halfway through, the memories came flooding back, so quickly, the tide so strong, it almost drowned me.
Walking in the rain, drenched and tired, exhausted, almost dead. I looked around, saw a girl with a boy. They looked so in love - or maybe it's only me. They were walking together hand in hand, and the boy was shielding that lucky girl from the rain with a file. She looked so happy, but I can't tell the boy's expression. They were continued to walk and walk, and vanished in the rain.
I lowered my head, and then looked again. This time, that girl was with a rather burly boy. They were happily chatting about something. Her smile was everything that could differentiate her from the others. And then suddenly, her smile turned into a frown, and her eyes were watery and blood shot. She looks so battered. From what I could tell, she got her heart broken. Sorrow was written all over her face. I overheard the boy telling her this... "You don't have to wait for the light to turn green before you can cross."
KH, I want you to know that I remembered every word that you said. Everything that you did for me. Through thick and thin, you've always been there for me. And there's no one that can replace you. No one.
I reached home with a very very heavy heart. This girl can't release herself from the past, the hurt and the memories. It's this thing about fate that works against me. Everytime I try to believe in things again, and when I'm willing to try again, fate brings along something to get me down. I thought I found the right one, but it turned out wrong. I thought I made the right choice, but it's proven that I'm wrong. I'm too tired now, and camp is tomorrow. So I will maybe blog again on Saturday evening.

8:55 PM

OKAYY! So, now I'm so totally in love with netball! Absolutely everything about it! I even enjoy being hit by it! =X Okayy, I'm such an freako. Oh, whatever! HEEHEE~ Today during training we were more like playing games than having training. Hahahaha! We all had so much fun! But Karen hurt her fingers while we are "fighting" for the ball. Feel so bad! Should've just let her win! Then she wouldn't have cried! )): Sorry, Karen! Then Denise fell and landed on her butt when she was doing the same thing with Clara. Clara gave her a light push, and she landed and slipped on the puddle of water. So many accidents today! But all of us continued training even though it was also raining at that moment. =))
After training, went to Toa Payoh to meet up with Lei, Crys and Tiing. And met coincidentally with Serene, Eileen and Michelle there. :D FATED! Hahahahaha! Then about like, 20 mins, we parted ways to go home. Serene and Eileen accompanied me to buy bubble tea and we walked home together. And then halfway through, saw Ignatius and we spent close to 15 mins talking about nothing! It soon started to rain, so we went under a block to take shelter. Met Cherie and JW there. I'm like meeting a lot of people today?! Hahahah! Then after about 10 mins of awkward moments, the boys decided to go up to ask KS down for I don't know what reason. And Cherie went to her grandparent's house to fetch her younger brother. When the boys came down again, the atmosphere immediately resumed to the initial awkwardness. DAH! x( I didn't want that to happen! But it's just very weird, lahh. At about 7. 17, we all made our way home. Then when I got home, mum started to nag at the time I'm getting home everyday. Blah... Hahaha! Yeahh, that's all. My English is getting weaker by the minute! ARRGH! Buck up, Belle!

5:03 PM

Yayy! Bought two new adidas shirts today! Dad bought it for me for birthday present! x) And I'm asking mum for a pair of adidas shoes. She doesn't want to buy yet, because she thinks I'll change my mind again. =X But I'm not that fickle minded what! Uhh... right? Hahahha! Arrgh! Whatever! Hmmm... nothing much today, so off I go now! ((:

10:52 PM

Hmmm... let's see. Class is very boring, so there's nothing to blog about, except that Jun Wei just can't shut up. I seriously suspect that he's a girl in disguise. x) DAH DANG! x)) And in class, I'm acting like so idiotic and moronic and stupid! And then Loo Pin's like,"Wah... you're so love sick!" I'm pretty sure I turned quite red, because my face felt so warm. Bleach! So er xin!
Chocolate covered candy kisses, they keep me reminiscing, all I want is what you're giving, nothing like your affection. So in love and you're the reason there's no more lonely season. Lately boy, you drive me crazy, think I want to be your lady.
And then after school, went to MacDonald's with Pat and her friend, then went back to school for Netball training. We had self introduction, and then did warm up. We jogged 9 rounds altogether today! So tiring! =( Then after that, went to MacDonald's again with Clara, then wandered around Ang Mo Kio. =X Then went back to school to meet Pat to go home together after that. Yupps! That's all, I guess... Alrighty! So, off I go now! Happy holiday, y'all!

5:43 PM

The very blur me, before making up.

The very happy me, after the photo session.

It's like my mum getting married all over again, but with me witnessing it. =/

My very, very beautiful mum. =))

WHEE~ Went to take photos in the morning. So nice! I'm so happy! I totally love posing for the camera, and love taking photos. =/ HEEHEE~ Then my dad treated us to sushi after that! This is what I call joy and happiness. Alrighty! Going off now! TTFN! Training starts tomorrow!

10:01 PM

AHAHAHAHAHAH! Went out with Serene and Eileen for lunch at KFC today. They were telling me about their camp, and how their school is haunted. OMGOSH! I'm so freaked out, okay? My hair was standing on ends. Not literally, of course. Or else everyone at KFC would be as freaked out as I am. Hahahah! Then after spending about like, 2 hours in there laughing and freaking out, we left KFC and went to buy bubble tea. I bought the kiwi flavour one! But tastes like strawberry. So weird. Hahahha! Then went for my guitar lesson. Learnt how to play the happy birthday song. DAH! x)) Then, met Pat and went to Watsons to buy her 10-in-1 hair straightener which costs $69.90. That's her present from Oriana. So lucky! Hahahah! Went to Takashimaya for I don't know what. Just because Serene wanted to go there for, I don't know what. LOL! Seriously, I think we were just wasting time there! But had a lot of fun with the doors there! People going there, should check out the doors and make good use of it. Come up with something witty to do with it. Then take a photo, and send it to me. I want to make comparison! Took 124 home at 7 something with Pat. Came home and had dinner, then came online, then played with Pat's hair straightener. Heehee~ So fun! And disturbed her senior, who is a little bit of an ass. =/ Hahahha! I learnt that from Pat! DAH! x)) We spent so much time playing and disturbing people! And Edwin called so many times, but I just don't have the time to talk to him. I'm so guilty... Sorry, Eddie. I'm really busy with other people. I still do want to talk to you. And Pat went home at 11. Hahahha! Sent her to the bus stop and watched her go. Then came up, and chat with that ass, and some other nice people. Ahahahah! I really dislike him! ARRGH! Such an ass! Okayy, I'm so tired now. I have to shower now. Sayonara! =))

9:24 PM

GREAT! I got into Netball. And then it's like, we are put on a one month trial. And I can't join Badminton already! Because Netball is the niche of AMK, and so we are not supposed to quit. The same case as Track & Field in Balestier Hill. I played Wing Attacker, and got in. YAYY! I like to be the WA! So fun! ((: I hope I do stay in the team after the one month, or else I would have been wasting my time! Hahahah! But, okayy. That's about all. TTFN!

6:34 PM

It's a wonder how my thoughts about something could have changed so soon. I'm typically fickle-minded, thank you very much. Hahahah! OH, WHEE~ Whitleyans are having their camp now, so I don't think Tiing will be blogging. I hope she does update about everything that has happened there! I want to know! ((:
So, it's like we have our sports auditions today, and I am supposed to go for the Netball trial tomorrow. I can join Choir, Dance, Netball, Badminton and Track & Field. So many choices, but I don't know what to choose. Pat asked me not to join Netball, because if you get into the team, you can't quit. And as for Badminton... There's this really really cute senior there! OMGOSH! *faints* And he wears braces! And I totally love boys with braces; something like an obsession. Hahahaha! Track was the first CCA I had in mind at first, though. And coach would love me to join again. Oh, I don't know. I shall talk to my mum tonight, and ask for her opinions. Denise and Adilah would be joining Netball, I guess. Hmmm... shall brood things over tonight. WHEE~ I think I'm starting to love Denise. Hahahah! She's so nice and sweet, that's why. x)) Hahahha! Off I go then. You may read about my trial tomorrow, I guess. DAH! =)

5:38 PM

I wish I was still at BHPS, without him, of course. Oh yeah, I went back to BHPS today. To get my cheque, and to visit teachers. I think I went there too late, because all the students are gone. The only people there are Yifan, Gengnan, and some other guy. And met Jia Wen, Jolene and Brandon there, too. Hahahah! Good old times... Met Mr Ho there too! He told me to enjoy secondary school life. ((: Hahaha! I shall try, then!

5:19 PM

First day of school... Woke up at 5.40, and I could've gotten ready by 6, but had trouble wearing my contact lenses. =(( Then went down to meet Pat. Saw Serene there too. Then on the bus, saw Crys, Michelle, Simin and Su Sian. ((:Then alighted, and took 851 to school. Pat brought me around school to meet her friends. Heehee~ Her friends are so cute! Should be quite nice too, I hope. School is like so meaningless without the girls... I miss you all! And I was like so blur. Have to go everywhere with Pat. Hahahaha! After school, went to Junction 8 with Pat, ate at Pastamania, actually wanted to meet the girls there, but we went to the toilet, and remembered how ugly I looked. So decided to go home instead... Didn't want the girls to laugh at me. And I think ugly people like me should simply just stay at home. Yeahh, that's all. SO BORING! Wish I was in the same school as you girls. Then it would be so much more fun! Yeahh, there will be CCA selection tomorrow. So, I think tomorrow should be more fun than today. Off I go then. Take care, people!

6:53 PM

I watched Chronicles of Narnia today. It was great! I love Mr Thomas! He's so so so so cute! Hear, hear! I think someone is obsessed... Hahahaha! School is starting... TOMORROW! I've been saying this so many times, I'm going to say it again. Time flies like *WHOOSH!* All the best, people. School's starting, and it will end all over again like a train. I will be blogging about my life here, I hope. ((:
Love,
Belle

7:24 PM

I look like a freak of nature due to my terrible hair cut now. I shall not go into details. It will only break my heart further. But on a lighter note, I've finally managed to get a raise of $20 in my allowance from my mum, and put on and take out my contact lenses without help. YAYY! So, that means, I will look like I have perfect eyesight, but I actually don't. But actually, it feels quite like it, too. Just that there's an extra piece of glass in your eyes. Yeahh, that's about all. My eyes hurt from all the crying, and my heart is hurting from all the loathing. Bye, all! Let me give you a word of advice: never, ever, start a new year with a bad hair cut.

1:40 AM

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE! Okayy, due to our gossip session, Emily have asked me something that I think I ought to explain clearly in words. We all should know that being alone, without friends, is somehow lonely, and you will feel very empty and scared. In life, people and events come and go, only those that are fated to stay, will stay. I can't be selfish and bind KH with only our relationship when I'm over at a new school, new enviroment, meeting new people, and making new friends. No, it's only from letting go that will make him truly happy. I've really lost touch with many of my primary school friends. Even though Ricky and I try to make an effort to make conversation, there isn't really as many things to talk about anymore. And we used to be able to chat so long, and still can't finish talking. You see how people drift away? But my friends know that they are here to stay in my heart, I told them so. And I meant it. So no worries, Belle won't ever forget any of you. No worries. Off I go now. <3

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