Tuesday, November 21, 2006
10:53 AM
Just to let you all know, I've fired my bosses again, and I'm feeling damn bad because I feel like I've disappointed casper by quitting now. Plus, I won't get paid you know. So I'm back to square one, so can't get N80, can't get new shoes, clothes, presents, nonsense and stuff like that. ):
Hell, I feel bad as it is already, and not getting my 80 is the last straw. So much so that I feel like crying. I love 80 many many. Wait for me, I'll get you one day. I'll throw my dignity away and get 80 even if I have to kneel down to beg my parents. I love 80 this much kay.
& I'm sorry for that very emo post. Must have made you all feel bad and start thinking about negative thoughts about your life.
So what if you've found your snow, so what if you've already started holding hands and have to make it a point to walk in front of peach just to let her know that you and her are together so that she'll tell me. Fuck, you don't have to do that. I'll find a better person, no matter how long I have to wait.
Okay, I shall reply to tags here.
<3jan ; haha, never mind. (x
<3kyong ; ): wo gen ni fan lian horh! you must miss me. i know you miss kelkel, but kelkel misses me. xP
<3emokid ; thank you for being there no matter what. much loves. <3
<3fartsie ; thank you fartsie, it meant a lot to me. (: i'll get your lollipops soon!
<3val ; thank you, you decide, and i'll see if i can make it.
<3twinny ; (: thank you twinny! sooooo, you care about me? xP
<3everyone ; thank you for the tags, it meant a lot really. but it will mean more to me if you can buy me my 80. HAHA. ^^
p.s ; who wants to ask me out?