6:41 PM

I have nothing to blog about. Yay (:
Next time then blog. :D
I LOVE DEB FOR TAGGING EVEN THOUGH SHE HAS NOTHING TO TAG.
<3

2:19 PM

With ade at vivo. [:



With peachie at the bus stop outside united square.

Those are proof that I've been living for a few hours for the past few days. Other than that, I have no life. (:

2:10 PM

Aye, people hack email account, then idiots tagging my blog.
I feel so pissed that I don't even feel like touching the laptop anymore.
Baaaah, damn bored lah, can?

Will someone please please help me advertise my new email addie on msn? I'll be eternally grateful to you. I only have 78 contacts now. It's not even 1/3 of my actual amount of contacts. & it sucks to lose contact with people.

Okaaaaaay, I think I have no life at all. No life at all, no life at all, no life at all, no life at all ...
I look at myself in the mirror and crack, why am I even going out? I look so zombie-ish. T^T
No life, no life...

Alright, end of post, sorry for being boring. It's because I have no life.

11:08 AM

Went back to bhps because I promised kok how to be there for him when the PSLE results were released. Our highest score was only 265 lah, quite lousy. Then kok how scored 208, which was over my expectation, but nutty only scored 228, which was less than what I've expected of him. ):
No amkss for nutty. ): I want nutty to be thereeeeeee. My pretty pretty nut.

Bah, then went to ade's house for lunch and went to vivo city with her and her mum. Walked around, played with water, ate, yaddah yaddah. Then went home at around 7+ in a taxi because I couldn't find my way home from boon keng.
Then having cold war with parents again, because they refuse to buy me 80 when I've been so good this year and have been really nice to them for this month and I've already gone as far as begging. Don't tell me they really expect me to kneel? Wait longer.
Sigh, damn ass. I want 80. ):

p.s ; i bought fartsie's lollipops already! :D

10:29 PM

Oh great, now I have people posing as me on my tagboard. PISS OFF LAH. I didn't know anyone love me all that much to hack my account and pose as me on tagboards. zzz, idiot.
Screw off, don't you have your own identity? And I think I can sue you for hacking my net passport account, you know?
Bah, and how come no one's adding me on MSN? I cannot remember your email addresses lah, please make me feel better by adding me, please please? ):
Gosh, I'm damn upset. My 300+ contacts~ All gone because of one irritating person. Thanks man.
Okay, whatever. ><

8:50 AM

I don't understand why people like to pose as me so much. First, tag at fartsie's board as BELLE #18 and say something as dumb as "fartsie ?" Please, if you want to pose, do a better job. Since when did I tag as that, and why would I say something god dammit dumb? Baaaaah, can't stand idiotic people.
Then later come hack my email account, and I have to end up creating an email account so gay that I feel like crying. People, please add gayness-@hotmail.com. That's just temporary, I'll create a new one. Buuuuut, if you were the one who hacked my account, please own up and I swear I will just let live and live life. Please just give me back my email account. I'll lose contact with so many people without it.
Rah, suckiness. ):

7:14 PM

TA MA DE. SOME IDIOTIC DUMB ASS HACKED MY EMAIL ACCOUNT. IF ANYTHING SEEMS WEIRD TO YOU, PLEASE NOTE THAT IT'S FUCKING NOT ME. I HATE HACKERS. FUCK YOU.

10:53 AM

Just to let you all know, I've fired my bosses again, and I'm feeling damn bad because I feel like I've disappointed casper by quitting now. Plus, I won't get paid you know. So I'm back to square one, so can't get N80, can't get new shoes, clothes, presents, nonsense and stuff like that. ):
Hell, I feel bad as it is already, and not getting my 80 is the last straw. So much so that I feel like crying. I love 80 many many. Wait for me, I'll get you one day. I'll throw my dignity away and get 80 even if I have to kneel down to beg my parents. I love 80 this much kay.

& I'm sorry for that very emo post. Must have made you all feel bad and start thinking about negative thoughts about your life.
So what if you've found your snow, so what if you've already started holding hands and have to make it a point to walk in front of peach just to let her know that you and her are together so that she'll tell me. Fuck, you don't have to do that. I'll find a better person, no matter how long I have to wait.

Okay, I shall reply to tags here.
<3jan ; haha, never mind. (x
<3kyong ; ): wo gen ni fan lian horh! you must miss me. i know you miss kelkel, but kelkel misses me. xP
<3emokid ; thank you for being there no matter what. much loves. <3
<3fartsie ; thank you fartsie, it meant a lot to me. (: i'll get your lollipops soon!
<3val ; thank you, you decide, and i'll see if i can make it.
<3twinny ; (: thank you twinny! sooooo, you care about me? xP

<3everyone ; thank you for the tags, it meant a lot really. but it will mean more to me if you can buy me my 80. HAHA. ^^

p.s ; who wants to ask me out?

11:08 PM

I think I'm emo?
Okay, suckiness. It's like I feel this way every few days.
SECONDARY SCHOOL SUCKS.
I feel insignificant, taken for granted, good for nothing, just a burden, nothing at all.
I don't know why, but I think jiayu, norman, bao hui, juncheng and a lot of other boys just ask me along to things only because it seems polite.
I don't know why, but I feel important with them some times, only during bad times... I don't know. Don't think they read my blog at all now.
I think the friendship shared between jane, liko, renee and I was very short-lived and only for show.
I think everyone's getting very irritated by my emo-ness, so I might be closing down the blog.
I think I'm very pathetic.
But I think I'm better than someone whom I shall not name, lest I get bombarded.
I think if killing is not a crime, I would have killed a thousand and one people by now.
I think I'm too nice.
I think I'm stupid.
I think my friends don't really cherish me.
I think I'm really just living for the sake of living.
I think I'm very afraid that I'm never ever going to be able to find true friends until I turn 78.
I think I'm very afraid that I'm never ever going to find that right person to love.
I think I'm very easily forgotten.
I think deb has forgotten about me.
I think jan too.
I think derrick thinks about me less than once a month.
I think to others, I'm just annabelle, and nothing else.
The most, only an acquaintace or someone that's very dislikable.
I think peach only treats me as someone to look for when no one else is available.
I think fartsie is nice to me only because I'm nice to her and like her very much.
I think andy hates me a lot.
I'm sure this is the best post I've written in this month that reflects how I really feel inside.

I feel like junk.

9:49 PM

Hello, I've earned $50 yesterday because I was the first to hit the 17 sets target. (:

13november'06
Eh, paired up with shahidah and went to uhh... some industrial area at wait, I can't remember. Hahaha! I've been thinking about it for at least 5 minutes and still can't recall kay? :P So we were having trouble looking for coffee shops around, because it's so ulu, it's scaraye. Bah, and yes, we did manage to find it in the end. (: Uncles were nice again! I LOVE 'EM.
Okay, and so yaddah, we both achieved amazing results within an amazing time. (x
tsk tsk.
Yeap, so we made our way back to the office and did the usual things. Hand over money, shouted our cheers, did some admin stuff and all those things lah. Yeap, then peachie and I were pulled to the office by andy. Blah, don't feel like elaborating. But at least peachie's not quitting! When we were halfway through talking, casper came into the room. Then andy left, and casper took over. Could tell that casper could talk through peachie's head 634073586 times easier than andy could. It's actually because peachie's biased against andy also lah.
Yaaaaa, then after the talk, rushed to novena where peachie got her 850i. ): MY 80~
Yeah, then went home.

14november'06
Nothing much, don't feel like elaborating, but I love the people at kranji loop! CHAO NICE. None shouted at me, and I managed to sell 13 sets even when I'm slacking! SO COOL RIGHT! :D
Okay, I'll end here.

p.s : cheer up, fartsie teo! :D
p.p.s: i miss you, deb, jan, and a whole lot of people. so much. too bad i have to work and cannot find time to bond with you all. ):
p.p.p.s: hope peachie's having fun at her class chalet.
p.p.p.p.s: casper rocks!
p.p.p.p.p.s: i'm so effin near to getting my N80 and a whole lot of things. wish me luck, people!

11:10 PM

My day started off bad because of those bitches from the previous night. I got very easily annoyed and moody. I tried to be happy and work, but I couldn't help myself from feeling down. ): It's a very horrible feeling lah... Then the day really went very bad for me.
First, I was paired up with siva, and she started to feel unwell after finished eating. Then I was brought to bukit merah view by nigel. Casper, shahidah and xue qiong were there, so there's competition. Aye, I walked around and got scolded so many times when I'm already feeling so crappy. Then I broke down. T^T
Casper encouraged me, comforted me and talked to me, which made me feel worse, because I feel like I've disappointed him by bowing down to pressure, so I cried even harder. ): What's worse is that I broke down again halfway through pitching, then casper had to apologise to those men for me. Sigh, I felt super duper bad lah.
Then sales were really terrible for today, so had to see andy. The talk wasn't as bad as I thought it would be - in fact, it was not bad. He asked me about my problems, and invited peach and I for karaoke session with them after that. (:
Working ain't that bad lah, you get to meet all kinds of people and get to know the outside world better. I think I like older men who are able to talk sense into me. ^^
Yeah, that's about all.
Must jia you for 10 odd days. (:
No crying and disappointing casper.

10:48 PM

TAMADE. KNNBCCB.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN IF MS CHEN OR MRS ONG OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER SEES THIS.
I SMS YOU TO TELL YOU THAT I CAN'T MAKE IT FOR TRAINING, BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN BE BOTHERED TO REPLY, SO WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO? KEEP SMSING YOU TILL YOU FUCKING HELL REPLY AH? FUCK GOD. GO DIE LAH, TA MA DE.
I WANT YOU TO DIE DIE DIE. FUCK. YOU. SEE ME ON MONDAY OR ELSE I'LL GET IT WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS? YOU GO TO HELL, THEN MAYBE I'LL CONSIDER BURNING YOU SOME MONEY LORH. TRY LAH.
I MADE IT APPARENT THAT I HAVE TOTALLY NO INTEREST IN NETBALL ALREADY, YET YOU DON'T WANT TO SACK ME, DON'T WANT TO LET ME QUIT, SO OBVIOUSLY THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS STOP TURNING UP FOR TRAINING WHAT.
SIMPLE REASON YOU ALSO CANNOT UNDERSTAND, THEN I DON'T KNOW WHY THE FUCK YOU'RE HERE ALSO LORH. STUUUUUPID WOMEN. IF I GOT GANG, YOU LONG AGO MATI LIAO LORH. CCB. BITCH.

Okay, annabelle's feeling calmer now. (:

9:22 PM

Hey, it's been crazy these two days. With me working and all... (:
BUT, I'm still happy because there's money to earn and a lot to learn. A truly great experience! :D

081106
First day of work and orientation. I was brought around and shown the ropes by mr casper. He's a very nice guy lah. I was seperated from peachie, and paired with a girl who quitted halfway through. So after she quitted, I had to carry her goods around for casper. It was super tiring, because you're supposed to walk very fast and walk A LOT. It was worth it lah, learnt a lot from him. Heh.

091106
Second day of work! Peachie and I reached office super early, but no one's there to open the door. -.- So we waited till 8+ before mr nigel (boss) came to open the door for us. I'm very successful on my first day at promoting. (: I WAS FIRST TO CLEAR STOCK! HEEHEE. I'm with casper and another bung lah. That bung's just an observer, like me yesterday. Yeah, then walked around promoting lah, and I love uncles! They are super generous and nice! :D Then casper treated us to ice cream and drinks. ^^
I LOVE MY JOB, MINUS THE WALKING.
& I got $25 instant cash because I was first to promote 16 sets. Oh ya, you're not supposed to say sell or buy while promoting, because of I don't know what reason.
Treated peachie to herbal egg and mai ya tang after work. (:
Then bought herbal egg and mai ya tang for sister and mummy also. See, I think I am nice! (x
Okay, so I don't think I'll be blogging for a while. Busy you know!

5:13 PM

:D
06november'06
Slacked at home all the way until peachie called me to go for an interview with her at thong chai building. So got ready, then rushed down there. The interview was okay, and I got a feeling we'll both get the job. Hey, the pay's very good kay? $1000 at least if I work full-time, which I am. After interview, went to city hall for sakae sushi then shopped a little. I bought a pair of cute tigh high socks! (: BUT, I don't know what to do with it. I just found it cute. xD

07november'06
Got a call from the company that I got accepted in the morning. ^^
Went to watch the convenant with mummy. :D:D:D:D HOTTIES. I LOVE CALEB. Real name's steven strait or something like that. (: Nice show, must watch. Heh, then shopped, went to the doctor's for my back, and he said that one of my bones was protruding, but should be okay. He then gave me a bottle of bitter medicine. ><>I still love you all!

3:45 PM

^HELLO!
Annabelle is happy because of unknown reasons, and she thinks she'll be happy for another day or so before being unhappy again.
Talk to her now, and you will find that she's super crappy and high. I just disturbed choi kar kit. I think he's very disturbed. Too bad max is not online, disturbing him is fun because he plays along. [:
Peachie and eunice went to look for job today. Sigh, and I'm still jobless. I guess I should tell you about me firing my boss.
On a windy and fine day, peachie and chocolatie went to somerset mrt as told by aaron, our supposedly supervisor. But we waited for quite a while for him, but he didn't appear, so we were quite worried. Later when he did, we were even more so, because he has gold hair, horizontally disadvantaged, and looks every inch like an ah beng. We were very disturbed by the fact, so we walked all the way from somerset to lucky plaza instead, because peachie wanted her breakfast.
Yes, and we later proceeded to spend more money. We had ben & jerry's, then watched death note. Whereby initially, chocolatie liked L, then light, and later, the god of death. That's what happens when a thirteen-year-old is jobless and watching a thriller with a bottle of I-can't-remember-what-brand grape flavoured drink beside her friend.
Yeap, after which, we went on with life and lived happily ever after.
^{THE END}

9:55 AM

I LOVE THE SEVEN SISTERS! <3
:D
Too bad I can't elaborate, lest the spy reads my blog and tells on me.
BUT, I LOVE THE SEVEN. (:
TINGTING AND LEILEI'S CRAZINESS IS INFECTIOUS - AND I CAUGHT IT! (x


&i'llloveyouallforevermore.

7:31 AM

I am starting work today.
Last night, I received an SMS from my supervisor to go meet him at 10 at somerset MRT station. Apparently, I'm supposed to search for a needle in the hay. How to look for him when he didn't state where he would be and what he will be wearing!
Sigh, so any way, please drop by and disturb me, whatever. Just be there for me, because I think it will be a boring and tiring day. BAAAH. ><

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