Monday, September 18, 2006
6:57 PM
I'm SO stressed up by everything. I read your mail, Cheryl.
I really don't know. I heard things here and there, and now I really don't know. I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know... :( It feels damn bad to be the subject of gossip. So painful that I could cry my eyes out, but I just can't cry.
I really loved you, I really did. The times I turned around to look at you is because I was super tired those days and then you were talking so loudly with Keith and Jeremy and I got irritated, that's why I turned back to look, not glare. I don't even know how to glare at people.
I mean every word I say. I am more sincere than any other people that you know. I don't like to lie to my friends, so I rarely do. This is not one of the times though. I'm seriously tired of all these civil war? LOL, history!
Aye, so I don't know lahhhh. :(
-orangie!