Friday, September 15, 2006
4:41 PM
I'm fucking stressed up. I can't fucking believe everything that's happening to me. To tell the truth, I think I'm really too tired to hold on. With the FYE coming, and relationship problems, plus the friendship problem, these could turn any sane person mad. Thank god my family's alright.
I've been living in this world for over 13 years, and I've been trying to be thankful for my life. But every time I feel that everything feels so right, my world has to come crumbling down again. Thank you, people up there. I'm thinking that if buddha haven't been doing a good job of taking care of me, maybe God can. Anyone wants to bring me to church?
Then again, thank you for giving me my dearest Val who sat by me in class and tried to cheer me up. You're really great. Without you, I think I would have broken down there and then feeling so alone. I love you.
Chinese lesson was retarded. Sitting with Jane makes me retarded lah. Norman's her sister, and I'm Norman's twinny, so that makes us sisters, and Jane got such a retarded reaction after I said that. DUMB RIGHT? And the liang zhi lao hu song. Ah, you stupid girl.
After school, went to the canteen with Liko, Simin and Deb. Then after a while, went to meet peach and went to j8. Pastamania-d, then went to find my bag. $82.75, plus it's not the right size. Then went to the supermarket to look for food because peach has bbq on sunday while I'm going to see sights in sentosa.
Homed after that. Yeap. cynTHIA can't tan, because the weather forbids. Haha.
Okay, having tuition soon. And the work's undone. Heh.
-BELLELOVED. <3