Wednesday, August 30, 2006
6:04 PM
I feel so insignificant today. :[ I got left out on things which I shall not elaborate, lest I get emo again. Aye, it's my time of the month, so therefore break downs are acceptable and not considered emotional. Right?
I'm sorry for being a baby, but it hasn't been going too well for me this month, please put up with my childish-ness. I promise to be a better me next month. For people who have been helping me along, thank you.
Big friend, SUPER KUKU, gan meimei, Val, Norman & some others that I can't remember but still is grateful for.
Thank you all so much. :)
Went to watch my first NC-16 movie with peach after school today. :D
The Ghost Game. We bought tickets for the break-up because the time was the closest with the ghost game.
The show was alright lah, but both peach and I were quite freaked out. I was covering my face with my PE shirt most of the time. Hahaha, but this girl in the show looks like Xingjie! Her name was Jay or something like that. Then another one resembles a teacher in school. Can't remember her name lah.
I missed out the part where I went to the sick bay! Okay, so during Maths lesson, I didn't feel like listening to Seah, so I said I had cramps and Val brought me down to the sick bay. I think I really looked very sick lah, or else why Seah will let me go and so many people asked if I was alright. Depression makes a person look sick. :(
I went there and I couldn't rest at all. The teachers talk super loudly and tell off colour jokes. -.- They make me feel more depressed than I already was. I lied there for around 45 minutes before deciding that I will be better off in class. I opened the door, and saw Mrs Ong. So I closed the door discreetly first before opening again 4 minutes later.
My timing is super accurate. They just finished lesson and were clearing the tables for the listening for the upper sec. So I just sat through.
Kuku gave me chocolate today! You didn't do too badly, just work harder next semester. Don't feel bad. I'll be sad if you are okay. Cheer up for me.
Might be going out with gan meimei, Cynthia and Jasmine tomorrow. Peach wants me to watch her play volleyball against the teachers after school. Xinyi wants to see me in primary school tomorrow. I guess my phone will be exploding with calls and SMSes from my primary school mates. I don't feel like going back, because the teachers I respect are all gone, and the principal is super sucky. But I want to see my friends! ><
I guess I will just organize a gathering for us some other time.
-BELLELOVED. <3