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Sunday, July 23, 2006
8:43 AM
I feel so useless. I'm sorry bear, I had to leave when you're trying to tell me how you feel about things - about me and you, about how you can't live without me. You said you feel weak nowadays without knowing why. You told me I'm not the cause. I can't help it, because you have cramps so often only after you're with me. You should have been better under my care, but instead you are down with more cramps. I feel redundant.
You are my weakness. You're the reason my heart gets a seizure, and this sour sensation takes over. You're the reason I cry. You're my reason for everything. I can't live without you too. Please don't ever cry for me. Don't be the first. Please put up with my selfish acts, my refusal to listen, my loud personality and everything else that's negative about me. I don't want to ever lose you.
I love you, bear.
-BELLELOVED. <3