8:50 PM

LOL, my parents are so free.
They just went out to watch DMC, and they had to call home to ask what's the past participle for come. "Had come or had came?"
HAHAHA, then I said that I don't know, and they wanted me to go check the dictionary.
I asked them to go watch their movie and don't be so bo liao.
Heh heh heh. xDDD
After so many years, and they still like to compete with each other and laugh at each other over trifle matters. Though they do shoutat each other at times, but they always kiss up and make up in the end. I guess that's what being married all about. (:
Okay, I'm off now.
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

2:45 PM

God, are all hot boys bad at Chinese?
I went blog hopping, and got to this HOTTT(ahem, I still love you bear.) guy's blog. He sucks at Chinese, AND HE WEARS BRACES. (:
Oh my tian, what's with this obsessive thing with braces! Can't help it. And bear, you got that undeniable similarities with that guy lah, got the same sleepy face. ^^
BAHHHH, I'm so blessed to have my bear. Though he could have been perfect if he talked more. Aye, never mind. I'm not complaining, or else bear might run away leaving me to die of dehydration.
I want to go shopping for my new bag on Sunday. I have to I have to I have to. (:
Oh and a new bottle. (x
Off I go now then.
-BELLELOVED. <3

1:16 PM

I miss my dearest, bulkiest, handiest, tardiest phone so much. Damn, everything's in there. :(
And I'm not sure if I can still go out tomorrow if I told mum about it being confiscated. RAWR, I want to sue TAN! x((((
I can't contact ANYONE now. Unless they are online that is. And I can only remember bear's number.
My life is so empty without you, phone. Please run home to me, away from that wicked witch that stole you away from me, the witch that refused to let me find her after school so I could get you back.
Ah, that's so random. I can't be blamed though. Supposed to be mugging today, but I just can't bring myself to do it. Please someone motivate me.
Oh well, enough of my rants.
-BELLELOVED. <3

11:06 PM

For this friend of mine;
You've changed, ever since your heart started beating a different rhythm
For a different person, for a different purpose
You whine, you complain and you wonder
I know I used to do the same and you listen without any complains
I'm sorry for not being able to do the same for you
I took you for granted, and didn't remember that things will change
And now I miss you so much, so much...
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:40 PM

I'm dead tired now. :(
Morning, phone got confiscated by Mrs Tan, and she asked me to to look for her after school, but I called her extension countless times, but she refused to answer. BLOODY FUCK?
And bear, I like it when I lie on your shoulder after recess today. Everything feels right, and I feel so safe. Like nothing in the world could go wrong. <3
Had training after school today. We were supposed to have a match with the seniors, but it rained. RAWR. So we did physical trainings. So darn tiring please! I ran and ran and ran. =/ I feel so jelloid(?)
AYEEEEE, I think my lungs are too small! Keep running out of breath. BAH. Sucks.
Went to Mac's for a while after training, and then went to buy bubble tea with peach at bishan. Then took 88 to toa payoh. I was so sad on the way back lah, I don't know what to say to my mum about my phone when I get home and I miss bear so much. :(( I can't live without you?
Got home, then had tuition. zzz. Nothing went into my head. I was too tired to be able to digest anything.
Chloe says my posts are short and lame. Sorry lah, nowadays I'm very busy with bear. ^^ So I'm too tired to write anything more okay.
Okay okay, going off now.
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

6:57 PM

Today is nice! (:
Blah, I came in third for 2.4 run, and my timing's like, 10 mins+! But Lian pressed the wrong thing, so our timings were erased. T^T Therefore, we have to retest. AYE! I like Lian so much please, but I feel like suing him for that.
Rah, and after school today, went to eat at the market, then slacked around for a while before going to TP with bear. (: Went to get bubble tea after we alighted. I was just telling Calvin that bear and I can't communicate well last night, and we talked quite a lot today. ^^ YAY.
Then saw Ting and Eileen, sat down and talked. Blah, they said bear looked like an ang moh! And that he's cute! And Serene Tan has approved of him and wants him to be her FCIL. x)
I love my boy/bear. <3
I am a happy kid. And I didn't fail my maths test! 14/25, isn't that great, but I thought I would fail initially okay! And I might fail my Lit test. :( It's so difficult! RAWR.
Okay, should get ready for tuition now.
BYEBYE. (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:01 PM

Ah, I've got nice hair. Everyone should use ASCIENCE shampoo and conditioner. (:
And my book's overdue. :(
This is so random.
Off I go then.
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

6:36 PM

Oh, I know I haven't been blogging much, but nowadays, I'm busy with friends. Loads of fun I had these few weeks when I'm with you. Sorry for making you feel bad. Sorry for being so cold towards you some times. I'm really sorry.
oneTHREE is a place of many emotions. We laugh together over silly things, and many of us cried. I think I got influenced by the girls. I cry over the silliest thing, and then end up laughing at my own silliness. I LOVE ALL MY GAYS. I LOVE HOW I CAN TALK TO YOU ALL ABOUT PERVERTIC STUFF, AND ALL OF YOU WON'T FEEL THAT I'M WEIRD. I'm already a part of you. I'm your brother. (:
I hope B and C doesn't break up. It's not even a month yet! Come on, C. Think clearly before you make any decisions. No rash ones, definitely. If you ever need me, you know I'll be here.
And I hope jiao lian doesn't say anything to Mrs Ong or Mr Ong. :( I'll bang against the wall if anything gets to their ears. >.<
Off I go then. To blog at the Maos.
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:48 PM

I'm tired like a cow.
Classes were fun today for a change. In fact, I found it more enjoyable than the times after school.
Don't want to elaborate. I'm excited about westylemaos! (x
I'm going to spend a lot of time over there!
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

1:32 PM

#18 BELLE<3 o7o7o6 / 1oo7o6 says:
no idea. HAHAHAH, i like the way we say 'you suck' and the way we say that he suck
#7 calvin. Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure. says:
****** sucks
#7 calvin. Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure. says:
bigbig
#18 BELLE<3 o7o7o6 / 1oo7o6 says:
hugehuge
#7 calvin. Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure. says:
enormousenormous
#7 calvin. Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure. says:
giganticgigantic
#18 BELLE<3 o7o7o6 / 1oo7o6 says:
infinityinfinity
#7 calvin. Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure. says:
gargantuangargantuan
#7 calvin. Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure. says:
all the way to the core~

LOL. WE ROCK STONES AND PEBBLES MAN, POTATO! ;P
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:43 AM

I feel so useless. I'm sorry bear, I had to leave when you're trying to tell me how you feel about things - about me and you, about how you can't live without me. You said you feel weak nowadays without knowing why. You told me I'm not the cause. I can't help it, because you have cramps so often only after you're with me. You should have been better under my care, but instead you are down with more cramps. I feel redundant.

You are my weakness. You're the reason my heart gets a seizure, and this sour sensation takes over. You're the reason I cry. You're my reason for everything. I can't live without you too. Please don't ever cry for me. Don't be the first. Please put up with my selfish acts, my refusal to listen, my loud personality and everything else that's negative about me. I don't want to ever lose you.
I love you, bear.
-BELLELOVED. <3

12:04 AM

Bear has promised me not to get mad again.
o7o7o6 says:
i promise
-BELLELOVED. <3

11:22 PM

BACK! From my aunt's house.
Went there with Serene, then we had sushi for lunch, then watched DVD, then played basketball, then went home.
I don't feel like talking about that now lah, bear's angry, and I'm angry.
FIAK YOU.
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:59 AM

I miss my boy.
& time flies when I'm with you. It's going to be the seventh again.
It will be on a Monday, when both you and I have trainings. Great, that's how we spend our first month anniversary. I could forgo training, but I know how much you love your trainings, and that you won't want to break off the record of not skipping any trainings at all so soon.
Let our anniversary be filled with sweat and balls.
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:56 AM

Yesterday's conference was fun. Calvin and I kept saying 'you suck'. ^^ Darn funny lah. Jane, bear, Calvin, Bao Hui, Renee and Keith called in, but Bao Hui, Calvin and I did most of the talking. We bastard-ed quite a lot, and Bao Hui's mum said, 'ru guo ni de dian hua fei guo san shi kuai, ni jiu zhi dao'. HAHAHA, then after that I had to hang up, because Dad had to come in to spoil all the fun. He's ALWAYS the spoiler of this daughter's life. He has to give comments on everything I like, and I'm not allowed to tell him that he's in the wrong.
I dreamt last night again! :( Bear's form teacher forced us to break up! I cried and cried, till my eyes fell off, literally. Horror man!
Aye, I skipped training, because of my wrist. And now I don't know what to do. I'm so tempted to ask the boys out for lunch lah, but they are suckers for trainings, so I'm gonna perish that thought. Oh well, I shall go out with my cousin today, I guess. (: Okay okay, off I go now. My stomach's rumbling. BREAKFAST! ;P
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:48 PM

For my darling belle:
you've been the one supporting me in the decisions i make it my lovelife.
you got me my photo, and comfort me when im feeling down.
you're the one i nagged at bout him, you didnt mind, instead gave me comment
At first i was jealous that you were so well like with boys
but finally realise it was because you could get along with them so well,you're my darling belle and i cant afford to lose you.
From darlinggg Cheryl's blog.

For my darlinggg Cheryl:
you're so sweet in every way, and I saw how you get flusttered when you see him. Really, it's his loss if he doesn't appreciate you. You're precious to me, and to many others and we would really miss you if you're not here with us. You talked the most about me, and my name was the first one to appear. I really am touched by what you've done. There's not a single way I can exactly tell you how much I love and need you, darlinggg. <333
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:14 PM

I just reached home! SO TIRED! I don't even know where to start writing from.
Okay, so morning, CRAPPED a lot with Keith and Jeremy again. Those gays! I remember us talking about breasts expanding on hot days, and that having sex on hot days would be more enjoyable, because there are more things to feel. HAHAHA. Okay, we are very polluted, but we like!
After school, have to go to East Coast for beach cleaning. I left my mark there! (: Renee wants to be mine and bear's photographer for the whole time we are together, so she can make a video out of it. So sweet right! Beach cleaning was alright, but it's so stinky and hot there. Dirty my pretty shoes. :(
After that, went back to school to get our bags, then left for AMKCC. Played volleyball! (: I CAN SPIKE BETTER NOW. Thanks, bear! Then Jiayu and Bao Hui came to join us.
Hey, er zi, sun zi, cheer up already okay? I don't like seeing you angry.
Left at about 6.54. We bastarded a lot! Jane, bear and yours truly. YAY, and we are going to conference today! YAYYYYYY. I'm excited. Okay, I think I should finish off my dinner, shower, then get them to call me. WOOT! ^^
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:25 PM

OMGOSH. I have NO inspiration for writing. :( I'm brain-dead already! Sigh. What should I do, what should I do! What happened to the very very poetic me who doesn't like to speak in broken English? I even WRITE in broken English now. I should just fade away. Darn, fine. I'm so going to write and speak proper English. (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:16 PM

Okay, let's see.
Today, I was super unbalanced in the morning and cried, then yeah, I'm glad there's so many people who cares. Chloe, Loo Pin, Denise, Adilah, and the most surprising one must be Yu Qing. She passed me tissue, and others showered me with comforting words. How sweet... (:
Oh bear tried to ask me what happened, but I shoved his hand away. I'm sorry, I still love you.
Classes were alright, nothing much. BUT, I'm gonna do darn bad for English test. I missed one WHOLE page of the comprehension, which is worth about EIGHT MARKS. BLOODY HELL. I slept for like, an hour. Then lost minute, I flipped through and saw that that page was empty! WALAO. I wanted to bang into the wall and die lah. :(
Then after school, went to the science centre! Damn funnnn. Went to see Amos's ancestors; the dinosaurs! Hahaha. The animax or something like that was so cool. The whole ceiling is the screen. Very exciting okay! Enjoyed myself so much. But... I did something I shouldn't have done. x/
Then after that, went to AMKCC to play basketball. Aye, quite fun also. (: I simply can't score! Yay, I rock man. xP After a while, went to Mac to look for peach to go home together. Bear came along, then we talked, and walked, and la la shou. (x
Renee joined us at Mac, then we walked to the bus stop together. On the way, we la la shou, then saw teachers lah! I almost died of fright can! They stared at us. T^T VERY SCARYYY.
Aye, then on the bus, I think bear's quite worried? His face became serious again. I said bye twice before he heard me and responded.
Bear, just tell your teacher we were playing true or dare, then peach and Renee disturb!
Went to buy bubble tea with peach, then walked and talked. Hahaha, she said that bear's the best guy she met and that we are sweet together again. (: Peach wants bear for herself!
Hahaha, yupps. That's about all lah. Have to rush my composition that's due tomorrow. Maths test tomorrow ah! ALGEBRA. Pray that I pass with flying colours please.
On a lighter note, we are going beach cleaning tomorrow. (: One hour of picnic after that! YAYYYY. Hahahaha, I'm excited already. Okay okay, off I go now.
Don't miss me please. Upload photos tomorrow. (:
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

7:47 PM

And to the boys;
It doesn't mean I can't know anything else except for things about bear when I'm attached. I want things to be how they used to be. I can't imagine life without you all. Stop keeping things from me please. Where's all the fun we had? You'd rather be with bear than me now. I'm jealous. I want you all back. :(
-BELLELOVED. <3

7:09 PM

Liko said I dao-ed her yesterday. No no no! I didn't mean it please! I was in a bad mood, and I didn't see you. SORRY! I still love you! (:

7:00 PM

OH YA! Cheryl darlinggg's darn nice. She lent me her tie, and had to look for one herself. Treat you to sweets tomorrow! (x
And the musicians invited to our school today duing assembly rocked please! (: They play darn well, and I like boys who knows how to play an instrument. HOTNESS! WOOT. ((((:
Ahem, so yes. I'm going now.
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

6:18 PM

YESTERDAY.
I didn't have time to blog, because mum came home early. Then my sister shut down the damned thing before I could type a few words. Bah, yesterday sucked big.
I shall just say whatever I could remember, because I have short term memory span.
Got scolded by Chan for no particular reason, and she bloody shouted at Val. Bloody bitch! Val is VAIN? Her skirt's not folded or even altered lah, only her shirt's tucked out. IDIOT. My poor dearie, then after that got scolded by Siva and Seah. zzz. I'm starting to get allergic to teachers. Siva's not bad though.
After school, waited for bear's training to end. Played ball while waiting. I tried digging, but it hurts darn bad.
After the boys' training ended, played volley! (x I dig with my legs, set with one hand, and spiked. HAHAHA. I know I rock. (x I want to be spiker instead of libro! Spiking is funnnnnn. Yeap! Calvin and Jun Wei bullied my bear! I took photos, but haven't got my card reader back yet, so can't upload. Sorry!
TODAY.
WOOT. (:
I didn't get scolded by ANY TEACHERS, and I had fun!
Class were great lah, played games, and I love the people sitting around me. (x They are cute, funny, nice, loyal and simply great! I LOVE YOU ALL!
Then after school went to Shaw for movie with bear. I realised that we don't have much to talk about lah, so sad! :( BUT, cheese rocked! (:
Aye, I don't know what to write already... -.-x
our hands entwined.
I spotted big breasts in the movie! (((((((x
I LIKEEEEEEE. x/
Eh, then bear sent me home after that.
That's about all. Yeap.
Okay, tuition at 7.30.
Should go get ready.
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:32 PM

Mum's nice. She said I could use till 9 today.
Today's officially one week anniversary!
But not very xing fu.
It's okay!
Today didn't meet Chow, so didn't die, but tomorrow got Geog lesson, confirm dead meat. :(
Sigh. SUCKS OKAY. Stupid Chow. You treat me to tea I also don't want lah!
During life science lesson today, we tried breeding bacteria! (:
The gloves are gay! xP
Then after school today, there's netball training.
Quite slack today, not bad! (:
I think I got better? =/
BUT, I still like volleyball better.
Then after training, played ball.
Then papa bear spiked my wrist.
Not your fault, bear.
I insisted, and I didn't recieve it well.
Then I tried to bear the pain just now lah.
I suck at it.
In the end still cried. -.-
Sorry, bear! Made you feel bad.
Then ignored him while walking to the bus stop to wait for the bus.
Just don't really feel like talking alright?
Your hand felt warm on my wrist, bear.
But somehow, it feels more painful.
Then on the bus, this group of Thai boarded and were so noisy!
Just when I needed the peace and quiet. Grrrr.
Took a stroll home, and felt slightly better. (:
But I couldn't lock the door of the toilet! Wrist too weak already.
Sigh, I shall learn to live with the insecurities. Hahaha.
Yupps, okay. Don't feel like writing anything already.
Wrist feels as if it's swelling 1mm every minute. -.-
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

1:07 PM

I miss my King. Monday come quick.
Although Chow would shout and scream at me, at least I will see my King. And seeing him means that I'll get happier. I'm sulking like I don't know what now.
Oh, and you look darn cute when you were young. Please eat more!
We don't have anything to talk about now. Everything's so silent.
Today I'm not xing fu. :(
But thanks for trying to cheer me up. You're great.
P.S; I love you.
-BELLELOVED. <3

12:29 PM

Mum wants me home by four everyday if there's nothing on, and wants me to off the computer when she reaches home everyday. If my bills goes kaboom, I think she will suspect something. I MUST NOT SMS KING SO MUCH.
Control...
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
Homework undone! Mountain high. Better get started now. =/
Sigh. Moody already. Shall go to Serene's house later to cheer myself up. (:
Ice cream wouldn't hurt too! HAHAHA.
Okay, going off. BYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:18 AM

At the Esplanade. (: MINE'S THE SMALLEST FIST. :P

Actually, there's another photo I would like to post, but I'm worried that you'll find it too cute and rip it off my blog. So yupps, hahaha. And Jane, I'll post Chen Lao Da's photo when I get back my card reader from Jeremy. (:
Off for now.
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:17 AM

REALLY REALLY XING FU, GOT NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT. (:
Don't even feel like elaborating.
We know it in our hearts, that's all that matters right?
Instead of me dirtying your hands yesterday, you dirtied mine! ;P
You said that my hands are small. Yours are huge alright!
Everything feels right, except the fact that we keep getting into trouble with teachers. =/
Chow wants to see me! *swallows*
I think it might be the day of my death.
Oh, don't miss me when I'm gone.
-BELLELOVED. <3

4:02 PM

FIFTH / EIGHTH DAY!
STILL XING FU. (:
Went to Mac with the clique and peach today. Then didn't really bother about King because of peach. Kept talking to her about King lah. Hahaha. King's eyelashes are fake! Bloody long and thick. FAKEEEE. (x
And peach likes my King! :(:(:(:(
He's MINE.
Accompanied peach home, then vandalised the playground that we call home. Hahaha, peach and chocolate!
Aye, she keeps Arthur-ing lah! x/
Okay, going to Esplanade later for don't know what concert. Meeting the clique for dinner before that. (:
Going off! (:
I'm type AB, rare, and the sweetest.
-BELLELOVED. <3

10:07 PM

Volleyball flew up, so Jun Wei went to the roof to retrieve it. TWICE! Made him pose for the camera.

They are sadist! Bullied Calvin.

THEY DON'T HAVE MO QI! >.<

While they are eating, I snapped this. (:


THEY LOOK DAMN COMPATIBLE AND CUTE. (x
We've decided to play matchmaker. (:

9:43 PM

FOURTH / SEVENTH DAY.
Class disputes today. We are supposed to be harmonious! :( So many people are unhappy at each other after PE. GRRR. It started off with just a girl, I guess. Then Cheryl, Jun Wen, Valerie and Denise cried during / after recess. So today is cry-your-heart-out day, according to my darlinggg. STUPID IDIOTIC DUMMY BASTARD. SO WHAT IF YOU LIKE HER? WE DON'T, AND YOU CAN'T JUST MAKE US LIKE HER BY THREATENING US AND CAUSING UNHAPPINESS AROUND US, YOU FUCKARD. POOR 51 AND LEE.
Sigh, so after school, went to the market with Jun Wei, King, Calvin and J Lee. Liko, Jane and Simin came later. I took photos! xDDD
Then went to AMKCC. Played volleyball, basketball, then slacked. (x
WE ARE STILL SWEET!
Aye, lazy to blog lah! Chatting with my King now. Shall post photos, and let them do the talking.

10:06 PM

Oh ya, and my King so fast suay already!
Today got scolded by Ong for playing volleyball in uniform. ;P
Wonder what else will happen. (:
Looking forward to tomorrow!
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:11 PM

I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT US NOW. WE DIRTY TALK TOGETHER, HAVE FUN TOGETHER, AND MAKE EACH OTHER HIGH!
WE HAVE MANY THINGS TO DO TOGETHER! WATCH PORN, BREAST HUNTING, HOLD HANDS, HUG HUG, KISS KISS. BWAHAHAHA!
I DON'T WANT THINGS TO EVER CHANGE BETWEEN US. WE DO THINGS THAT OTHER COUPLES DON'T, AND WE ARE SO DIFFERENT FROM THE REST. (:
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
YOU CALLED ME AN IDIOT AND YUAN WANG ME! x/
LOL.
EVERYTHING ABOUT US ROCKS STONES AND PEBBLES. (x
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:31 PM

WE ARE SWEET! (:
Going to tio diabetes already. x)
& we're going to go breast hunting together one day. xD
-BELLELOVED. <3

7:22 PM

Lesson was boring today. King had SSRP during history lesson, so I called him. Passed the phone around, and Jun Wei's jinxed! When the phone reaches him, Chia came and he kept my phone in his pocket and SAT on it.
King did my Maths homework for me! Thanks!
Therefore, we sort of like hung up on King. x/
GOT double period maths lesson today! But Seah didn't come, so got double SSRP, but still had to do work. We gathered together to discuss work and crap A LOT. (x Darn funnnn.
After school, went to market for a while, then left for bishan stadium with King. *giggles* *sneaks a look, then turn away.* Quite nice lah. The moment I stepped into bishan stadium, got a rush of excitement. I was the one running, feeling the pressure, now I'm just here to offer support to the younger ones...
Our A boys did alright, came in 2nd for 4x100, lost to KCPPS. Ricky ran well! (x Treating him to dinner next time. Heh heh heh.
Then, we were debating about who would emerge as the overall champions, but they cheat feelings! Didn't announce. -.-
& the sound system is gone case already. Sounded like aeroplanes flew pass... HAHAH.
After everything, we parted. I went to fetch peach from Yio Chu Kang, then went back to TP walk. She read the messages, then she was jealous! Hahaha, we are very very sweet. (:
THIRD DAY! Of course sweet right! (x
Okay, don't blog already, dad's home! BYEBYE.(:
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:01 PM

MY REPLY LETTER.
I'M VERY HONOURED TO RECIEVE YOUR FIRST HAND-WRITTEN LETTER, EVEN THOUGH THE HANDWRITING IS ATROCIOUS. BUT AT LEAST IT'S NOT GAY.

ALTHOUGH YOU MADE ME EXCITED, I STILL DON'T THINK IT'S VERY APPROPRIATE TO LET YOU READ THE OTHER TWO LETTERS BECAUSE IT'S ARTHURLY EMBARRASSING.

OH, AND I'M ONLY A LITTLE OLDER THAN YOU, SO YOU WON'T BE VERY SUAY.
THE MOST, GET SCOLDED BY TEACHERS EVERY LESSON ONLY WHAT. (x
AND WHEN THAT HAPPENS, DON'T BLAME ME!

SINCE YOU'VE MADE ME WAIT FOR TWO MONTHS, MAYBE I SHOULD DO THE SAME RIGHT!
FORTUNATELY, I'M NOT AS MEANS AS YOU...
SO, YES!
YOU'RE FINALLY MY KING. ;P

-BELLELOVED. <3

7:59 PM

o7o7o6 says:
if i, arthur hua qisheng ever lie to annabelle tan xuan rong... i won't find a wife n will not have children
You said so yourself. (:

7:26 PM

She's the only one who's able to tell me that our friendship will never change, and nothing will come between us. (:
She made me smile again!
Oh well, I'm ready to face the worst! xD
Anyway, it isn't that bad. I make things seemed bad.
Hahahaha, I'm alright!
-BELLELOVED. <3

7:15 PM

Cloyee says:
oh anna. now you make me feel like crying.
Cloyee says:
don't mention it. you're my friend.
Cloyee says:
(: the one who sat beside me during the first day of school
Cloyee says:
the one who wore a white jacket.
Cloyee says:
the one who tried smiling at me when mr tan called everyone in the hall to.
Cloyee says:
the one, i first noticed. (:

No one's ever said anything like that. No one's ever made me cry as much as I'm crying now just with comforting words. My bestest ever.
-BELLELOVED. <3

7:08 PM

For this person forever worth loving.

Cloyee says:
No! Anna, you're not replacable. everyone in this world is special and unique, and a person like you is awesome.
' BELLE<3
You already did, baby. You're my precious. Forever and ever. I promise. Cross my heart. You make my eyes swell, heart too. You're my baby, there isn't anyone like you.
And for that, you're allowed to continue calling me Anna. Only for you. <3333
-BELLELOVED. <3

6:28 PM

TAN DAO WEI!
Thanks man, you made me feel better.
So okay. I miss you many many. & love you just as much. (:
CHEERS!
-BELLELOVED. <3

5:47 PM

Don't try piecing things together, it wouldn't make sense.
Doesn't matter lah, I've cooled.
Shall ask clearly later.
If I can clear my mind.
If I have the courage to face the truth.
If I have the courage to let go.
So insecure.
So stupid.
So immatured.
So sick.
So in pain.
Drowned.
-BELLELOVED. <3

5:26 PM

I'm no substitution.
Relax...
zzz.
I FEEL LIKE CRYING.
SECOND DAY.
HOORAY, MAN.
FUCK IT. (:
I SCREW EVERYTHING UP.
*I'll say a lot of other craps later, please bear with me.
-BELLELOVED. <3

5:23 PM

WALAO. SECOND DAY ONLY. zzzzzzzz.
BELLE, RELAX.
Don't be too demanding.
MUST TRUST.
RELAX...
SHITTTTTTTT LAHHHHHHHH.
WHATEVER.
zzzzzzz.
GONEEEEEEEE~
-BELLELOVED. <3

5:18 PM

zzz. zzz. zzz. Don't want to type out anything already lah.
I did say that I'll be happy when that happens right.
I should have known.
Everything got over my head.
Not sugar rushing already. :(
WHATEVER LAH.
BULL SHIT.
CRAP.
ZZ.
GONE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

4:59 PM

HAHAHA, I got swollen eyes and dark rings. Wanted to wait for King to finish his D&T work last night, but couldn't help it, fell asleep even before I realised, then 12+ I woke up, saw two messages, then felt bad. So from then, kept tossing around the bed, unable to fall asleep because I'm too excited, and replayed the scenes again and again, and because I'm afraid it will all end too soon... BUT! I've decided to enjoy my King for as long as possible before he gets sick of me. xD
Had IAP today, then during dance, my back kept giving me problems. VERY VERY PAINFUL. Stupid finger too.
GRRR. If I have a chance to meet whoever created me, I'll beg him/her to bless me with a healthy body. Unlike now, getting sick so often.
BAH, then after school today, went to TP to meet up with Ade and Naipeng. Had lunch together, then met Hong Hui to go back to BHPS together. Saw Archie and Qin Lei on the way, so we asked them along. Called Ms Tan when we reached, then she came down to pick us.
AND I DIDN'T GET TO SEE MY NUTTY TODAY! T^T
Went to the canteen, then they started telling lame jokes. I laughed so hard lah! (: I miss the old times... xD
Yupps, then the day ended so soon. Ade's dad drove me home, so yupps, here I am. And I owe King my reply letter. (x
Type later!
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:20 PM

TENTH OF JULY TWO-OH-OH-SIX SEVENTH OF JULY TWO-OH-OH-SIX! (:
King decided that we should cheat a little because his memory is bad. LOL. (x
So maybe there's no o7o7o7 fantasy, but I'm still happy.
*Hops around the room.*
Heh heh heh heh. (x
LALALA~
Letter letter letter.
I'm keeping it, so I have something to be high about when I'm down.
Training today sucked. Physical. My back ached so bad! :(
Then I hurt my finger the second time on the same spot! HURTS HURTS HURTS! T^T
Chloe was nice lah, she massaged my finger for me. (x Thanks, but it's still hurting.
Walked to the bus stop with Jiayu, then talked and laughed quite a lot within a few short minutes. Otah.
Waited for peach, then took 130.
Alighted at BHPS then bought something for King and Janette.
She's still mad at me. :(
Then dad called to shout at me. -.-
Walked home slowly, then reached home, mum was there, so nothing happened. ;P
And here I am! STINKING LIKE I DON'T KNOW WHAT.
Waiting for King to come online, then bathe, then eat then I don't know lah!
ZZZ. Going off now. Hyper-inventilating, whatever that is. I don't even know if there's such word!
BYEBYE. xDDDDDD
-BELLELOVED. <3

3:55 PM

I've come up with a NEW word. SOPASTICATED. Inspiration from sophisticated and spastic. (:
SOPASTICATED; refers to [someone] being spastic.
Simple right! Okay people, you may start using it. Spread it far and wide! (x
-BELLELOVED. <3

3:30 PM

I've finished my D&T work! I wish what zhu said is true. It will really really keep me high for a week. (:
I love BAO FAMILY. So loving, fun and pervertic. We learnt the pervertic part from TB and her gay bear. *sigh* Like owner, like bear. TB wants me to buy a meiji bear just like hers, so her strawberry has someone to play with.
Oh ya, han bao bao loves my ass. She loves touching it. T^T I feel so insulted for my ass. Poor thing, you're not a virgin any longer. *sigh* I thought the virgin touch would be given to someone else, but you robbed it away from my poor ass. Si despo. Like to look at my neh also! SICKO. So far, she's the best student of TB and strawberry gay bao.
I'm resigned to fate already... Where's my prince charming king? *far far away*
-BELLELOVED. <3

1:56 PM

I'm back online because I told my dad I need to use the internet to do my D&T work. Hahahaha, which is not totally a lie, because I THOUGHT I need to use the internet. (x
These few days, I've been cracking my brain to write the letter, got lousy starts, lousy middle, and lousy end. It always ends up being rubbish. So sad lah. :(
So I've decided that I should write a reply letter! (x I'll write during lessons if possible. Receive, read, write. That's the plan. Don't feel cheated okay, Qi Sheng. I wrote the letter out of good will, so I should be pardoned if it's delayed. You on the other hand, owe me!
School's starting at 8 tomorrow. Peach insists on meeting at 7.30. But it we will be late if we meet at 7.30. Moreover, I don't want to go so late. I got things to do.
Hahahha, okay. I should be doing my D&T work now. Goodbye, people.
-BELLELOVED. <3

10:08 PM

Chloe wants me to tell you all that she still loves her meimei. (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:55 PM

ARTHUR HUA QI SHENG;
you gay! You didn't even hint me that you've been reading my blog. Glad you finally decided to tag and come clean. Aye, I took photos of your table in case you forget where you sit at. (:


-BELLELOVED. <3

9:45 PM

For lian rong bao, toilet bowl, Chloe. (:
We came up with this Bao Family thing, we've decided to have a lot of outings, and to go to Crystal Jade for xiao long bao. Oh, and a Bao Family blog.
She just got her front tooth knocked loose by her sister. :(
And she's crazy about her bear! Strawberry bao. (x
She wants me to tell you people this:
Chloe Ng : I saw Ms chow and Ms tan at Juntion 8! Ms tan seem to keep looking at me. I must have looked really familiar! ((: Oh, and I think Ms chow turned and smiled at me!
Yeah, okay, I shall not write much about her. Said so many things about her already! I think you people must be getting so bored. Hahahha! ;P Shall dedicate posts to others.
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:38 PM

Post for my darlinggg Cheryl.
Darlinggg, I got you your photo, and I mentioned you in quite a few of my posts.
To tell you the truth, I didn't like you at all in term one, because I thought you got selected to join CCAs. But everything's alright now. You're just a simple, crazy about *ahem girl. (:
Loves Beckham, herself, him and most importantly, me.
Okay, okay! I have to dedicate posts to many other people. (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

6:58 PM

I got so many things I haven't said yesterday! I forgotten more than half of it, but I remember that Hua Qi Sheng told me that he's been reading my blog for about two months, so that means he knows EVERYTHING. SUGARRRUSH AND ALL. Ekksss. Embarrassing please!
And he made me high again lah! SMSed me in class, then I was in the science lab jumping around. -.-
After school went to Mac, didn't eat at all, then went back to oneTWO to clean up the paint that darlinggg Cheryl accidentally spilled yesterday. See, we are so nice. We share our woes. (x
I suspect myself having hyper active, cos I can't stay still at a place, I have to walk around, jump around and run around. I walked and saw Jorinda and Kyaw, and he looks darn unhappy. About *ahem.
Talked a lot when I joined them and Janette. Don't ask me how Janette came about, I can't remember!
And Jeremy celebrated his birthday today. Photos taken! (: They eat like I don't know what man! Got cream all over their faces. HAHAHA. Xingjie and yours truly are successful in eating decently. (x





Jeremy and Renee's darn cute. STEAD! HAHAHA. (((((x
Then watched the boys have training. Janette was looking out for Derrick Koh Jia Ming. xD
She forced us to wait for her till 6+ just because Derrick said that he doesn't see her after his training. ZZZ. Waited darn long. Kyaw went to the council room because he's very bored and got Award's Nite, and he's supposed to usher people in.
So, Jorinda, Janette and yours truly didn't do much. I did my tuition work. (: And I wrote letter to Guo Min, Janette and something like a tribute for Janette & Derrick. (: I'm SO NICE right!
Then after that, played volleyball after the coach left and then took a taxi home. Yupps!
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:07 PM

POH GUO MIN MAKES ANNABELLE FEEL SPECIAL!

ZEN says:
you are a jumping bean
ZEN says:
im a drum
ZEN says:
you keep jumping around on me
ZEN says:
then the mood gets light and happy

ZEN says:
i will keep you company for nine minutes
ZEN says:
to make you feel special!
' BELLE<3 sugarrrush! says:
i feel special already.
ZEN says:
haha
ZEN says:
then i will make you feel more special!
He exceeded it by 6 mins already. (:
I'm on hyper mode! (x
Shall dedicate more posts to Guo Min he makes me happy more often. ;P
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:20 PM

I'm darn high lah! (: Chloe, Loo Pin and Weiyi flooded my tagboard, and Renee tagged me. (: I so totally love them. Blog's so lively now. <3333
I'm sorry, Guo Min. I didn't know you would be so upset.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
-BELLELOVED. <3

7:05 PM

I'm trying to make this post as short as possible, because I just reached home, and I have tuition later AND I haven't had dinner nor showered yet.
After school today, played basketball with Arthur, Keith, Jun Wei, Jiayu, Bao Hui, Jeremy Lee and Calvin. xD
Jun Wei fell a lot of times lah! Keith fell once, then we did a lot of things that makes everyone crack up. After basketball, Keith went home and Jeremy went for training, so we played volleyball. Things were quite intense, for I don't know what reason. Calvin and Jun Wei spiked so hard, and their target was Arthur. =/
GRRR. Calvin and Jun Wei left, then Jiayu and Bao Hui. Leaving Arthur, some stranger and yours truly. Played a lot lah, then Jane joined.
Shall not talk about what happened later, because it'll make me high all over again. (: SUGARRRUSH!
Went home with peach, then on the bus, we gave up our seats to this mother, grandmother and girl. (: YAYS! We're nice. Hope I'll get what I deserve. I just really want one thing...
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:30 PM

McFly rsp. (: Listening to Just My Luck now. Ask me for the song if you want to know what I'm going on about. xD
I'm starting to fall in love
Its getting too much
Its not often that I slip up
Its just my luck.
Okay, okay. This is a crap post. Going off now. Goodbye!
-BELLELOVED. <3

7:23 PM

BAH, I got scolded by Mrs Seah for solving the Sudoku(?) puzzle during her lesson. Clearly, she doesn't know how boring her lesson is, and she insists that I'm the problem. She just couldn't tell that everyone else's doing their own things too. Denise and Adilah counted 141 okays she said in two periods, and 20 over alrights.
And Cashmere hit me so hard today. :(
Supposed to have classroom painting today, but slacked lah. Went to see the volleyball girls train. (x My RENEEEEE. <3 size="5">Cheryl said that Zi Xiang's shuai.
The next Renee; eye problem, cannot blame. ;P
Went to TP with peach after that, then bought rubber bands and clips then went to the library. Peach spent like half an hour there trying to tie her hair, but she still looks weird. HAHA. Went to buy bubble tea, then came home. (:
Yupps, that's pretty much all.
Oh, and I owe Yi Xuan an explanation. Hope she reads this.
So, I like this king, but he doesn't like me back. So I've decided not to waste time on him, and give up. (x
Okay, that's all. Goodbye!
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:05 PM

Nutty made my day. He called me his baby. Hahahahaha! xD He's darn sweet.
alone-d is cheryl's word. she's so upset now. my poor darlinggg.
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:17 PM

This update is for my dear Cheryl who lost her phone today. (:
Went to united square with Peach today after going to the hawker centre with the guys.
Had Pizza Hut, and the service sucked big lah. We waited so long for someone to notice us. -.-
Then we walked around after that. Wanted to have Ben and Jerry's ice cream initially, but I felt so full and it's fattening and expensive, so we went home.
On our way back, I confessed about some things lah, then peach said that I'm a horny bitch. HAHAHA. (x
Okay, that's about all. Happy, Cheryl? (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

6:39 PM

I'm so sick of waiting. For over two months I've waited for you already. I've never ever waited for anyone that long before. The amount of words we said to each other is ridiculously little, it's pathetic.
You make me go red in the face, make my head go blank and make me all giggly. I hate it, I hate it.
So, I shall await my o7o7o7 fantasy. Not with you, definitely. I'm so tired already. I'm stopping.
Goodbye, this is for real.
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:14 AM

Went out with my cousin yesterday to Bishan. Went to pastamania for lunch, walked around for a while, then left for Toa Payoh for bubble tea. After buying, we went to the terminal to take 139 home. Then we met this guy who kept looking at us. So I asked my cousin,"you know that person?" Then she said she was just about to ask me the same question. So as we were waiting for the bus, he and his girl kept giving us looks. When we went up the bus, she claimed that my cousin stepped on her slipper. "The big and fat pig lor, stepped on my slipper."
LIKE WTF? She's fat, but you're ugly can!
So we went to her house to watch TV. High School Musical rocked big lah! (x Zac Efron and Vanessa's so hot and they look so right together. (: I cried countless times while watching it lah. I cry a lot these days. BWAHAHAH! Emotional.
We came to my house for dinner-laksa after the show. She went home after that.
Someone made me feel like crying some time at night, then some people made me cry. BAH! This post is boring, and depressed. Whatever.
-BELLELOVED. <3

1:01 PM

I've promised Derrick Koh Jia Ming to buy him and Janette something if they lasted for 6 months. (: 3o11o6. Ah, they will last very very long.
I love the way they are together. xD
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:21 AM

Yesterday rsp-ed! (: *goes hysterical* Although I'm literally a dark shade of red now, I'm still quite high.
Overslept in the morning, so didn't go for training. Instead, I went straight for volleyball session. Played a while only though. After that, we went to Mac for lunch. Then Felicia and co. came. Jun Wei and Bao Hui had a bet, if Felicia came into Mac, Jun Wei has to do a forfeit. So, yeah, all of us were watching closely. Guess what? Felicia came in lah! So Jun Wei had no choice. The boys took a video of it, but can't be posted up here, or else Jun Wei would shout at me again. Pornstar*
We went back to school to assemble at the foyer to get up the bus to SYF.
The bus trip there was quite boring, but very very very noisy. My class is known for being loud. Hahahah! We were dropped at an area near the stadium so we had to walk to get there. We waited darn long before we could go into the stadium okay! RAWR, sickening to the extreme.
So after we settled down, there's this bunch of irritating SCGS girls behind the oneFIVE boys. Their screams were high-pitched and piercing. URRGH! Everyone gave them looks.
They are bloody bitchy please! I took the plastic bag from Jun Wei, to protect myself from the sun, then these bloody bitches had to open their big mouth and say,"is she stupid? It's a plastic bag and it's black! HAHAHHAA!"
Very funny. SCGS girls are so rude and bitchy, and bitchy means people with bloody low EQ. Wonder what they teach over there at SCGS. Their girls turned out so cultured.
Okay, maybe they are just the black sheeps of the herd because I just remembered that Nadia's in there, and she's quite alright.
Oh, and there was a fight. It started with Guo Min. He kept hitting me with the balloon stick, so I hit him back. After that, Kyaw(?) joined in. Slowly, Cashmere joined. Then we hit and hit and hit and hit. Very very very soon, the whole of oneFIVE boys were hitting me. Okay, not all; but almost! Bully lah! T^T Especially Cashmere! Hit darn hard. Grrrr.
After the SYF, we went to wait for the bus. Bloody hell unfair! oneFIVE and oneFOUR got to go first, although my class is standing right in front! So from the first, we became the last. We waited at least and hour for the dumb bus to arrive.
The bus trip back was seriously fun and maniacal. HAHAHAH! Shall not elaborate, or else I'll turn mad all over again. Tomato, potato, sibei doh! (x
Then we went to Mac after we dropped from the bus. Some arthurly bitchy people were in there. Especially K. That was my first time seeing nerdy bitch. BWAHAHAHAH!
We chatted a while, then decided to go home. Jeremy offended some ah-lian just when he was coming out from Mac. Darn scary lah. =/
So we said our goodbyes, then dad came and drove me home. Yeah, that's prolly all. Shall upload photos later when I feel like it. (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

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