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Monday, March 06, 2006
7:50 PM
feel very crappy today! due to the below factors:
he has someone else
i'm so sick of faking my smiles
i can't find my reason to smile
i can't prove myself
i wish... i had someone. someone to ensure me that i'm still alive, someone to prove that my life is worth living, someone to make me smile.
someone who will hold me at my weakest; see me at my ugliest; and love me at my worst.
Denise was sick today, so accompanied her to the sick bay for 2 periods. so there were 7 people there(including me)! lol! reminds me of a party. =/ did nothing much there, though.
went to watch the C girls netball match after school today. goodness! they were playing against st nicks! but our girls played great, lahh! Cynthia and Liko worked so well together! ((:
then after that, went to Northpoint with Judy, Charlynn and Sullieni. shopped for Wei Zhen's present there, went to eat Swensen's then went to toa payoh. found Lei, Eileen and Tiing still there. yeahh, then showed them the "trick" that Amanda taught our class girls during science, which was free period because Mrs Tan didn't come. Lei was so amused! hahah! then went home and about 6.30. started to feel C.R.A.P. Daowei cheered me up a little, but that was all he could do. sighhhh.