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Friday, February 10, 2006
10:16 PM

SICK AGAIN! I got my parents worried sick about me. Complaining that I don't know how to take care of myself and all that. So I stayed at home again. And it's like a trend; everytime I call in sick, I would change my blogskin. =/ HAHAHAHA! So I stayed at home today, not doing anything useful, only exception is me reading.
And well, everytime I stay at home, I will suddenly have a rush of love for my parents, how lucky I am, and suddenly feeling empty because I don't feel wanted. But, I don't want to rush into a relationship, because I'm afraid I would feel more unwanted than what I am feeling now. What a dilemma. And even if I am in a relationship, what can my guy do? I don't want to be in a relationship that my parents don't approve of again. Last year was disastrous, I almost ruined my life! Thank goodness I didn't fare too badly for PSLE, or else I would really really despise myself. :(
Sorry for making you all read this, I am really feeling empty and unwanted, hence all those negative thoughts. OH, WELL! ^^
Countdown; 8 more days.

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