4:46 PM

Okayy, so here goes my New Year's resolution, and hope I can go as far as achieving half of it. Hahahaha! I have that much faith in myself.
New Year's Resolutions:
Love the people that hates me.
Love the people who loves me more.
Cherish everyone I have by my side now.
Let everyone know that I love them.
Achieve academic exellence.
Try not to get into so much trouble at Ang Mo Kio. (I'm just given a new life, and I'm trying not to ruin it)
Try to be happy for at least 6 months before letting anyone/anything get me down.
Try to be nice to everyone - whatever situation I'm in.
Do not get into a relationship with any boys if possible. (I have a weird feeling that boys are usually the cause of a woman's downfall. Too much drama, maybe.)
Make new friends.
Meet up with the sisters at least twice every month.
Stay focussed on my work. (My teachers are always saying that I could've done better if I focussed.)
Get into the Track & Field team.
Be a better person.
Stop being so angsty.
Think before I act.
SAVE MONEY!
Stop being naive.
Keep out the kid in me more often.
Bless me with bigger brains! (I need it so bad! Most AMKsians look so stressed up!)
Socialise more with people my age.
Find a job during the holidays.
Stop being LAZY!
Blog at least once in 2 days.
Don't lose my phone.
Don't lose my wallet.
Be a good girl with my parents.
Hmmm... that's about it! =)) Happy New Year, you all! Spread the love around!

12:33 PM

Boys nowadays are so busy playing DOTA, that they can't make time for the girl they once told everything to. Which is pretty sad, so I'm here blogging because I have nothing to do. I mean, DOTA is fun, I know. I used to stay up late at night just to see my dad play. Can't they make time for me? They are taking me for granted! When they need me, I'm there. But when I'm bored to tears, they are there telling me that they are busy playing DOTA. I'm growing to become a dull person, I guess. Having not been in love for 2 months and 26 days now. But, I'm good. I will make new friends, meet new people and they will make my life very exciting, and getting me into loads of troubles and all. I'll probably end up wishing my life was back to being dull like I always do. Alrighty, I will come up with my New Year's resolution as promised later.

10:23 PM

I'm lazy to recall what happened today, but these will give you a brief impression. ((:
And, I still can't get that naughty thought out of my mind. EEEK! I will prolly end up getting my heart broken again! NO! I'm not taking that risk! Alrighty, I will survive. With or without an other half. Hahaha!

6:45 PM

We are all growing up, closer to finding out who we really are; but it involves certain sacrifices.
Giving up on dreams that are too hard to reach, until sometime later in the future. Letting go of grudges, hatred, foes, friends and loved ones. It's going to be a new year now. And we all deserve to be happy. Look ahead, and think about all the happy faces you will meet. Yes, there will be times that we feel like breaking down, fall into a deep sleep and never wake up again. But, think again - reality doesn't work that way, you have to keep on moving no matter what happens. Unless you want to end your life, that would probably results in more broken hearts. Think about the people you care about would feel, you are just letting them know that you are not worth loving. And all the time they spent on you, the love they showered upon you, will all go to waste. I'm writing all these things, and I hope to fufil what I preach, or it will just be another thrash that should go into the bin.
Oh gosh... I don't know why I care about how he feels so much. Not V, people. It's someone more worthy. Anyway, I can't be falling for him, because I've only known him for 2 days. And he's older, and he likes this girl quite a lot. But, oh well! ((: I'm starting a new year in school! No use brooding over this kind of things now! I'm going to be so busy! OWW... But, guess I'm up to it! Ang Mo Kio Secondary School... Belle's here to break rules like never seen before! x))

7:23 PM

ARRGH! I hate myself for being so vain. What's wrong with wearing spectacles? Why does it bother me so much how people look at me? It's so difficult to put on the lenses! And now, I would loved to wear spectacles than to lenses. It's just so irritable! I spent like, about 2 hours there, learning how to wear it, and how to remove it. I'm so tired now! Boohoo! I miss bear! Come online soon, please! =(( Well, I shall go rest now. Take care, you all!

10:18 AM

FRIENDSTER FAILED ME AGAIN! I was trying to add Yanks a testimonial, but it said, failed to add testimonial! GOSH! Can't they tell that it's urgent? And all I wanted to say is this! I can only hope that she still visits my blog, but I highly doubt so.
Will do! ((: Let's meet up in our uniforms! Does international school require you to wear uniforms? =X And, why toast? You trying to be a bread or something? x))Where are you, anyway? Can you come online? We have to talk! Let's just say... Something quite huge happened, and you have to handle it. OWW... reply ASAP! I have to know!

9:44 AM

YAYY! I'm getting my lenses today! And mum is particularly worried. She said I might go blind if I misuse my lenses. HAH! I bet quite a few people would want me blind. I shall stop being lazy and do things carefully and think things through clearly, after what I've been through. Belle have grown up! I guess... Hahahahaha! Whatever, I don't care. I will just live with each passing day. And I wish I was a kid again! No troubles or whatsoever - so carefree! Hmmm... I'll be meeting my cousin to get my lenses and then go buy her school uniform with her. So, off I go now. Shall update later! ((:

3:20 PM

Took on the day we sent Liana off to the airport.

Nutty, on the last day of school.

Mr Herwin, on Entrepreneurial fair.

Adeline and I, at Talent's Day. Win took this.

Edwin, at United Square's Macdonald's.

The Human Knot. ((:

Mr Ho and I, at the release of PSLE results.

Crystal, Jia Wen and I. Changi Chapel visit.

This is so scandalous! Crystal and Pudid, while we are practising for our dance at his house.

Archie, performing on stage. ((:

[[18th September 2005]] Candle-made heart. By Adeline, Lei, Michelle and I.

Liana, at Cineleisure.

3:08 PM

OH, WHEE~ Win! Hahahahah!

THE FAMILY BEAR! So adorable and sweet! ((:
Since I have nothing to blog about today, I shall go look for photos that I took for this year, and post some of the better ones. Don't go away, aiight? You might find some highly interesting ones. x))

4:38 PM

YESS! I'll be getting contact lenses. WHEE~ No more blurred vision! As if I'm not blur enough with perfect eyesight. With blurred vision, I ended up walking into doorways, and walls. Yes, walls! You don't have to get your eyes checked. I walk into walls. Those that keeps the ceiling from falling to the ground. Oh yeah, people are going to Nadia and Pongsuk's party, and I'm here blogging. So, from that, we can conclude that I'm really not very likeable. Wish my fellow secondary schoolmates will see me otherwise. AMKsians are nice? Roslyn and Pat said so. Guess I will have to find out for myself on the 3rd of January! And yes, I will do my best to keep in contact with friends of my age. I just don't seem to be able to get along with friends that are older. We will have tiffs and stuff, which I will wound me up in tears. Uh-huh. So yes, enough of my craps now. Off I go! ((:

9:56 AM

First things first. I'm sorry, Kok How for making a decision like that. But you are going to spend another year in school with him, not me. And because my heart can't bear another betrayal anymore. As promised, I will always love you. Wherever I go, whatever I do. But I just can't stand knowing that the people that I love are so close to that person that have hurt me. You know what I've become when he did. So why did you give me empty promises? Guess this is the end. Unless fate wants our paths to cross again. Till then, goodbye, goodbye, my trusted friend.

10:07 PM

The present I got from Siying. ((:

Just more photos. Nothing much to write about today. So yeah, off I go!

6:02 PM

WHEE~ It's Christmas Eve! And I'm here at my aunty's house blogging because I have nothing to do. I might be staying over here with my cousin! Yayy! I've always wanted stay-overs. ((: Went for my first guitar lesson today. Well, not too bad actually. Heehee~ Hmmm... going off now! Take care, you all! Counting down to Christmas!

With love,
Belle.

6:30 PM

WHEE~ When to my new school for orientation today. It's really boring, actually. Everyone's really shy, and are not talking to each other unless they are from the same primary school. OWW... I'm really scared! I have no friends in my class! GOSH! x(( But, on a lighter note, I love the uniform! I'm totally obsessed with it! ((:



Oh ya, and Siying and Emily came over to my house to pass me my Christmas present. SO SWEET! Siying bought me a Billabong handphone pouch. I LOVE YOU, GIRL! ((:
They made me try on my uniform, and then we wanted to compare how we look in our new uniforms, so I went over to Emily's house with my uniform and Siying went home to get hers. There's photos of us in our new uniforms, and our ties. ((: Sweet!
Belle's off now, love y'all! <3

10:39 PM

I just have to blog. I don't know why. I'm addicted already. Sorry, readers for the inconvenience. I'm not exactly the quiet girl. I have loads of random thoughts and a lot of craps to let out. So, yeah.
Oww... I feel so crappy. It's like, just because of him, I can't even be the cheerful little girl I once was. Laughing at everything not funny. It's getting too far. How could I ever let him matter so much? How could I even fall for him? How could I let him change me? How could I let him take my smile away? How could I cry for him? How could I break down for him? It wasn't meant to be; I was supposed to be happy. I am lost, so lost. I'm breaking down apart again. How could it be? Just the sight of him, I could forget the happy moments I had during the holidays without him. Why did I let him drain all the happiness within me? I need someone, to pull me through this. God, guide me through, please. I need you so bad. Hear my pleas. I have to learn to love again. Send someone to teach me. Let me see the beauty of the world again.
Yours sincerely,
Belle.

6:32 PM

RIGHT! I'm not accepted into Crescent Girls'. Instead, I got accepted into Ang Mo Kio which is my 2nd choice. Currently feeling quite down. Because, I wasn't accepted into a girls' school, and the moment I stepped out of school, I saw him. I thought I could bear no hard feelings for him, but I remembered him calling my Mum names. And my "so-called" group of friends, just couldn't read my facial expression, and all gathered around to play with his hair. I saw, and felt my stomach lurch forward, threatening to throw everything inside out. And for the rest of the day, I couldn't be happy, until after Emily, Siying and I left Pizza Hut for Spans Jom and met with the rest at the bowling alley, that I felt better. Entertained myself with the thought that 2 (in my sense) suckers are a couple. Yes, and bitched a little with this person, and that person. Well, it's not exactly senseless, you know? I got proof. He told someone that he got a new girlfriend, but couldn't let that someone know who it is. Because he promised the girl not to. And a week ago, that girl was telling another friend that he was funny, and it appeared that she mentioned it in a slip of the tongue, because, she tried to change the subject as fast as she could. And then when she saw him today, she looked like God just gave her the most precious gift in the world. (EEEWWW! I can't believe I wrote that down.) SO, yeah. But, whatever! Then we all left for the playroom. ((: CHILDISH! But we aren't exactly grown-up, are we? Did loads of crazy things there. HEH! About 2 or 3 hours later, we splitted up. Crystal, Emily, Sying and I went to Shaw Plaza because KH wanted to pass Emily her present. Spent about 20 mins there, then left for home.

Confessions of a broken heart:
SORRY! I tried to be nice, I tried to be as nice as I could manage. I tried to be happy, too. But to no avail. I thought I could forgive, I thought I could forget, but it just isn't going the way I wanted it to. I want to be kind to everyone, be able to love everyone indifferently. But, fate worked against me, this is who I turned out to be. I'm sorry. I'll try harder, I promise. Cheer me on, people! It's going to be a looonggg journey. Take care, yes? I'll update tomorrow.

9:08 AM

Oh, oh, oh, oh! I'm so totally not excited. By saying not excited, that's a lie. Because we're all going to know which school we are posted to! Mum and Dad hope that I got into Crescent Girls', and me? I don't really know. Cos like, if I go to a not so good school, I'll probably be a high flyer. And if I do get into a good school, I will be at the bottom of the pit. And I bet my Mum will be telling me that whoever is scoring 9 A's at another school. Doesn't she know the fact that her daughter is sort of dumb? Doesn't she know that different secondary schools have different standards? OW, GREAT! Now I'm getting angsty. Better go off now. Will update later when I know which secondary school I'm going to spend 4 years at. ((:
TTFN,
Belle

3:10 PM

Right, so now, 4 out of the 7 sisters have blogs. ((: Hahahahaha! The new member are: Tiing and Yiyi. LOL! Okayy, I'm unbelievably L-A-M-E. DAH! x) That's what makes me Belle, after all. So, no problemo! Hehehe! Off I go now. Have to help Yiyi with her blog.

10:04 AM

Right, since it's going to be a new year soon, and I currently have nothing to do, I shall set targets for myself. And a maybe a day before New Year, I'll make changes. ((:

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
I shall stay happy for at least half a year, before letting anything get me down.
I will get rid of all distractions; boys included.
I will not let any boys get me with their sweet talking.
I will not think of him any longer.
I will try to deny his existence if he tries to make me feel bad again.
I shall keep in touch with EVERYONE.
I shall go back to school for visits; but try to avoid him if possible.
I shall save money.
I shall achieve academic exellence.
I shall love myself more than ever before. Considering I'm already narcissistic enough, I'd better not love myself anymore than that. x))
I shall be nice to everyone if possible.
I will only let someone into my heart if he's really adorable, cute, hot, very very nice, smart and reasonably rich. (That's impossible, so probably no boys will get me next year.) YAYY(?)
Stop singing and irritating everyone if possible.
Spread the love all around.
Stop being such a chatterbox.
Stop being lame.
Try not to become lesbian if the application to Crescent Girls' is successful.
Be more witty.
Speak more fluently.
DON'T BE LAZY! xP
Update blog every 2 days if possible.
Visit the library every week.
DON'T let my passion for the guitar fade away. (MUM WOULD KILL ME!)
STOP EATING SO MUCH!

Okayy, that's probably all for now. Unless something pops up again. Oh ya, Liana, if you're reading this, DO start a blog! You are all the way at the Philipines, and it would be great be able to read about what's happening in your life. And you will be able to tell how much you've grown up by re-reading your posts about a year later. ((:
Alrighty! Belle's off for now! <3

10:23 PM

Some big shot of Friendster must have been reading my blog. *SNIGGERS*
BECAUSE, I GOT MY TESTIMONIALS BACK! Hahahahaha! I just hope it won't get forfeited yet again. Because it seriously sucks. It's like, I'm an unpopular geek and the biggest freak in town. No offence to those that does not have testimonials. The above descriptions are against me. I just feel totally bad about myself, and I have no idea why. That time of the month, perhaps. Yes, well. I went to meet up with the girls at Spans Jom today, and we walked to Toa Payoh together. ((: Spent about 20 minutes at the arcade, then we went to buy bubble tea. I bought lychee milk tea today. DAH! x)) The girls just can't shut up about me and JW being a pair. Like, hello? We are close to impossible because: One, he "admires" some girl from his school; two, he's not interested in me; three, I seriously want to concentrate on my studies. Yes, so Tiing, if you are reading this, do you think you can spread the message? Thank you very much. Right, I shall end here now. Tiing is teasing me about him again!

8:54 PM

URRGH! I HATE FRIENDSTER! It totally forfeited all my testimonials! Like, what the hell? I had 147 testimonials in total, I think. DARN IT! Okay, people reading this, do take pity and start writing me testimonials okayy? ((:

10:04 PM

YAYY! Celebrated Christmas today, at my aunt's house. ((: *ALL SMILES!* It's fun, I tell you. There, some photos to let you know what went on there. Oh, yeah! I ate a lot; so I probably put on at least 2kg. *Heaves a deep sigh* I just can't resist food. Belle is a glutton! Hahahahahaha!




And everyone who admits that they are a kid is allowed a go to hit the pinata. Which is filled with goodies! Guess who got everything down? Yours truly, of course! Hahahaha! I sort of execute the bunny, considering that the head was hung there when the body was down, and nobody gave a damn about it cos they were all too excited about the sweets and chocolates that it once contained. Trust me, it was not a pretty sight. Yeah, that's pretty much all. So, off I go! <3

10:42 PM

"It wasn't the planes that killed the beast; it was the beauty."
It was a quote from the movie. I hope I got it right. People who knows me will understand due to my short term memory. (: HEH!
Went to watch King Kong with Naipeng, Yifan and Yilong today. The show was three hours long! Like, whoa! I actually didn't doze off like I thought I would. And I cried twice for a massive beast! SO DUMB! I should stop being so emotional! Or else, I will flood Singapore in the near future. x)

10:34 PM

Went to East Coast Park today! So fun! BBQ-ed, and played with water and sand, soccer, fire, and MARSHMALLOWS! Though there are some idiots doing stupid things here and there, but it's still nice! Love the sisters so much! (: These are only some of the photos, I took loads today! The rest are uploaded on photobucket. I'm so tired now! Aching all over too. Hahahaha! TOTALLY WORTH IT! Girls, you are the rays to my sun, the stars in my sky. How much I love you... OH YA! The sisters are all single now! But not really available. Too busy with each other's company. Heehee~

4:59 PM

LOOK AT COACH! Had his leg broken, and still insists on posing for this. Vain old man! (:




Today, went to shop for the things required for our BBQ tomorrow. =) YAYY! BBQ! TOMORROW! YIPEE!

11:53 AM

You know when you gave your love away It opened your heart, everything is new And you know time will always find a way To let your heart believe it's true You know love is everything you say A whisper, a word, promises you give You feel it in the heartbeat of the day You know this is the way love is Amarantine Amarantine Amarantine Love is always love You know love will sometimes make you cry So let the tears go they will flow away For you know love will always let you fly How far a heart can fly away Amarantine Amarantine Amarantine Love is always love You know when love's shining in your eyes It may be the stars falling from above And you know love is with you when you rise For night and day belong to love.
Lyrics of Amarantine. (:

7:25 PM

Wanted to go to school for training today, but when I called Crystal in the morning, she didn't answer the phone. Which means that she was still sleeping, so I went to Serene's house instead. After that, we went to Bugis with Eileen. x) Here, some photos.


Then we saw a very very cute guy at the MRT station. A pity that he asks for donations... When he smiles, his eyes slits into nothing, just like me! DAH DANG! The only word to describe him is adorable. (: Heehee~ Then we found Bugis quite boring, so went to Toa Payoh to buy bubble tea and met with the guys. There, some photos. And then, that's all, went home after that. x))

7:28 PM

DAH DANG! x) Went to United Square with Crystal, Michelle and Tiing for free Starbucks coffee. Hahahaha! Had so much fun with water. We splashed water at each other, and I was the wettest(is there such a word?). FUN FUN FUN! NICEE! (:

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