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Thursday, August 31, 2006
9:40 PM

I'm so shi bai. -.- I closed the conversation with Cynthia then now I can't remember the username and password, and gan meimei says that she's sleeping now. So, I went blog hopping.
I went to Loo Pin's blog. <3 I so totally love you lah. Your posts have my name. And you ALWAYS care about me. You're my newest sugarrrush. [:
But I suggest you stop reading HIS blog. It's very harmful to the eyes, really. Hurts the heart and soul too. I must have been blind.
Oh ya, I've been meaning to say that I'm crazy about Korean dramas and songs for a long time already! But I kept forgetting. :D Korean guys are teh hotness. SHINHWA! KANGTA! SUPER JUNIOR! PRINCESS HOURS! MY LOVELY SAM SOON[or something like that].
DAMN NICE LAH. :D:D:D:D
Okay, I'll be stopping now. BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

7:50 PM

Harmony wouldn't get trashed. Don't be so full of yourself.

Went to school for teacher's day celebration today. The teachers wore school uniforms lah! LOL. Played volleyball in class, then went to watch the performances in the hall. Not too bad, compared to the primary school ones.
Went down to get ready the performance for Ms Chow later. You are our sunshine. :D We performed the original, the remix and the lame version. Got actions some more! We did quite well, considering the fact that we only started preparing all that on the day itself. Ms Chow was touched to tears! Janette and Liko started to cry, then I was between them, so I started crying also. *shakes head* So emotional! I thought I could save myself from tears today.
After senior's performance, Ms Cow, Mrs Bong, and Ms Flea gave their speech. We'll miss you, Ms Chow. :( I never really felt much about her, but when she's leaving, suddenly felt a rush of sadness lah. So gay. ><
Went out with Cynthia and gan meimei. We walked all the way from school to the MRT station lah. Like so far away. In the rain leh! Fortunately, I got my umbrella, then I shared it with gan meimei because Cynthia the gay doesn't want it. We took MRT to Somerset, then walked to Cineleisure.
Had lunch at Kobayashi or something like that. Cynthia *dirty little secret* her rice! I noticed! Then she said that her pinky will stick out when she's eating. I think she tried hard to stop it from happening, because it didn't. We went to the arcade while waiting for Jasmine to come so we can watch movie.
She finally came, but Cynthia couldn't watch Monster House already. HAHA, too bad. Watched Devil Wears Prada[not prata, gan meimei] instead. Quite nice. :D Then shop for a while, and went home already.
I'm going to blog for Cynthia the gay now!
BYEBYE!
-BELLELOVED. <3

Wednesday, August 30, 2006
6:04 PM

I feel so insignificant today. :[ I got left out on things which I shall not elaborate, lest I get emo again. Aye, it's my time of the month, so therefore break downs are acceptable and not considered emotional. Right?
I'm sorry for being a baby, but it hasn't been going too well for me this month, please put up with my childish-ness. I promise to be a better me next month. For people who have been helping me along, thank you.
Big friend, SUPER KUKU, gan meimei, Val, Norman & some others that I can't remember but still is grateful for.
Thank you all so much. :)
Went to watch my first NC-16 movie with peach after school today. :D
The Ghost Game. We bought tickets for the break-up because the time was the closest with the ghost game.
The show was alright lah, but both peach and I were quite freaked out. I was covering my face with my PE shirt most of the time. Hahaha, but this girl in the show looks like Xingjie! Her name was Jay or something like that. Then another one resembles a teacher in school. Can't remember her name lah.
I missed out the part where I went to the sick bay! Okay, so during Maths lesson, I didn't feel like listening to Seah, so I said I had cramps and Val brought me down to the sick bay. I think I really looked very sick lah, or else why Seah will let me go and so many people asked if I was alright. Depression makes a person look sick. :(
I went there and I couldn't rest at all. The teachers talk super loudly and tell off colour jokes. -.- They make me feel more depressed than I already was. I lied there for around 45 minutes before deciding that I will be better off in class. I opened the door, and saw Mrs Ong. So I closed the door discreetly first before opening again 4 minutes later.
My timing is super accurate. They just finished lesson and were clearing the tables for the listening for the upper sec. So I just sat through.
Kuku gave me chocolate today! You didn't do too badly, just work harder next semester. Don't feel bad. I'll be sad if you are okay. Cheer up for me.

Might be going out with gan meimei, Cynthia and Jasmine tomorrow. Peach wants me to watch her play volleyball against the teachers after school. Xinyi wants to see me in primary school tomorrow. I guess my phone will be exploding with calls and SMSes from my primary school mates. I don't feel like going back, because the teachers I respect are all gone, and the principal is super sucky. But I want to see my friends! ><
I guess I will just organize a gathering for us some other time.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Monday, August 28, 2006
9:25 PM

Now I can't tag people with those tagboard like peach's and Cynthia's. It says what? Your security settings do not allow Web sites to use ActiveX controls on your computer. This page may not display correctly. -.-
Cynthia, please link me if you see this. And peach! Where did my [: gay smile go to? The one that used to be beside my name under your links. I want it back! ><
Sigh, training tomorrow. zzz. Tired, drained. You name it.
Off I go.
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:36 PM

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
Blinking back the tears that are threatening to fall; I'm never crying for another man.

All the teachers come in and say the same bloody thing and the whole class is so sick and tired of hearing about how bad our results are, and about our lousy attitude. For those who wants to transfer to oneTHREE, please think twice, or else you'll end up crying. Siva and Koh came in today for D&T and started off with showing us how the other classes did for their D&T. oneONE's results darn good okay. And their attitude very good also worxXxXx, or so I hear.
Went to the market to eat after school. HAHAHA, Han Wee's damn nice to me today! :D He kept saying 'nice try' and 'good ball' even when it isn't while we were playing volleyball today. Oh, and MR ONG ASKED ME TO JOIN VOLLEYBALL! I've been waiting for this day for how long already! YAYYYYYYY. OHOHOH! I got 19 for my science test. :D So proud of myself. But I could have gotten 19.5! Mrs Tan insists that she can't see my B even though I wrote B. I kept arguing with her and repeating B during class. I think she got very irritated. [x
These kept me high until I reached this place where every one who has a good life calls home. Mine is dark and shallow and negative. This bald guy in my 'home' just can't shut up and get off my back for a minute or so. He has to control everything that I do even though he's never done anything for me before. He calls himself 'dad'. He has to set a password on my account on the laptop. Irritated me, so I argued with him. Then he changed me account into the limited one which means that I have no administrative rights. In short, I can't download any programs.
Then he changed the colour and style of the tool bar, it's so UGLY, so I told him nicely that it's not nice and asked if he could change it. Then after that, he ignored so I shouted that it's ugly, and he said that I'm rude. This person who calls herself 'mum' backed him up, so I'm speechless. I wish that they will come to read this post. Let them know how badly they have failed as parents.
They keep asking if I will support them when they are old. Obviously I don't want to lie and say that I will because if I can't even find a job and support myself, how can I support them? Then they start saying that I'm unfilial and that supporting me now is a waste of time and money. FUCKARD, so I'm an investment? Made me so super pissed off. I want to badly just end everything now, but I'm afraid of going to hell, so ya, I won't be dying so soon. If anyone finds me an eye sore, you can kill me now. I'm sick of this life already.
Thanks zhong Norman for cheering me up. :] NI REN HEN HAO! :D
I'm SO tired, I shall end here now. Goodbye.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Saturday, August 26, 2006
12:15 PM

Aye, was sick yesterday. I alighted from the bus, and I started to feel my stomach aching. I dragged my feet all the way to class, then I saw Calvin. :[ I was aching so badly, and he sat there and did nothing. So upsetting. Called peach, but she happened to pon school that day, so I called Loo Pin. She brought me to the sick bay where I waited for someone to bring me home.
After like what? 91235903 years, dad finally came to claim me home. Though he nagged a lot, I couldn't digest a single word because my stomach was so so so painful. Lalala, I thought of him when my stomach was cramping so badly. :[ Should have thought of everyone else but him. RAWR.
Reached home, and miraculously, I felt so much better. LOL. Gan meimei SMSed me, kuku too, and Loo Pin, and Calvin, and Kuang Yong. :D Thank you for caring!
Dad took away my router, so I couldn't go online. Slept through the day. Super shuang please! Had a nice time catching up with my sleep although I dreamt about the vball match again and woke up with sweat all over my face.
I'm going to bug mummy to subsribe to teens so I can get my tamagotchi! :D HAHAHA, I know I'm kiddy. I'm a big kid!
Eh, I should stop here now.
Goodbye!
-BELLELOVED. <3

Thursday, August 24, 2006
7:15 PM

AYEEEE, we got third for volleyball inter-house. As much as I wanted to be champion, I guess we were all very nervous and didn't do our best. But it's alright, team! :]
The first two matches were against creativity and I can't remember who. It was easy lah, because they couldn't receive balls. JEREMY LIM IS THE STAR PLAYER! He served darn well and the opponent couldn't get our balls. :D YOU ROCK, JEREMY. Aye, but we lost to respect. We lost our nerves. :( So upsetting. Couldn't receive balls properly. And then there's this bastard that I can't stand. -gritsteeth- What were you trying to prove? I hate you.
Sigh, I feel so sick of life again. OH WELL! Shall not bore all of you with my monotonic post.
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Wednesday, August 23, 2006
10:00 PM

Seah sucks. She told us about how we should not get provoked by what others say and all that. Turns out that she just doesn't want us to drag her down also. BASTARD. That's all she cares about - she doesn't even care if we get bullied by other classes. RAWR.
After school, went to physics lab for science test. The test was quite alright, but I don't think I'll do well. Went to the courtyard to let those who haven't played netball before have a feel before our match. Aye, I played super badly, and when I tried to play well, it was all too late. I ran out of stamina, and we were already losing quite badly. :(
After all of that, I broke down. I don't know why. PMS-ing. -.-
Volleyball tomorrow. We won't lose! I don't think I can stand myself losing so many things in a month, so please let us win tomorrow can?
Okay, I should go sleep now.
Good night and good bye, people.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Monday, August 21, 2006
8:36 PM

Woke up at 5.15 to go to school earlier to meet big friend to study for Geog test. Gah, I did alright I guess. D&T sucks big okay. I got scolded by Siva for not handing up my file and all that lah. Then after that, when school ended, he called everyone from his group to stay back to get yet another scolding. Yaddah, yaddah. For 15 mins. It's so darn useless lah, I mean, who's interested in what time he reaches school?!
After school, there's training. Cheryl and Weizhen both couldn't make it, so this Grella or something replaced them. Training sucked. She talks like she's talking to ants, and... she just can't coach as well as Cheryl! :[
Oh ya, SUPER KUKU gave me a pooh and tigger! She tried to cheer me up, which I did until I got home. My sister was irritating, and we were quarrelling about who should get the TV downstairs. I got blamed for every single thing. And then when I asked her not to sit on my bed, she talks as if she has every right to sit. RAWR. I get bullied by a five-year-old, thank you very much. I'm a failure, I know.

Just leave things as it is. You're right, I am happier without you.
You claimed that I never said I love you, which I did, but I said it to big friend and Jun Wei. I wrote on their hands, I never said anything. Tell me, how many times did I say I love you on MSN and in SMSes. It beats the number of times you said any way.
The reason why I didn't reply your message on 13o8o6 was because you took one whole day to reply my message, and there wasn't anything to reply. Plus, you woke me up from my sleep. You claim that you're sensitive, and I can tell; but that still doesn't give you the right to say all those that you've said. I hurt you, and you hurt me too. We're quits now, alright? I am sick and tired of everything. I thought we might have a chance again, guess I'm wrong.

-BELLELOVED. <3

Saturday, August 19, 2006
8:44 PM

Went to PS with Simin today. Took a cab there because I was running late. The cab driver took the longer route lah. But never mind, I can't bring myself to say anything. Reached there, then we had Long John Silver for lunch. Val was supposed to meet us, but she backed out at the last minute. After lunch, we went to look for our fbt shorts. I bought a black one, and she bought the blue and black ones.
Then we started to walk around, and I saw this huge piglet. No eeyore. :( And then we saw Gu Tian Le lah! Simin became super high and kept saying that he's shuai. I had to join in the crowd to see him with her. I'm a super nice friend, no?
Went to The Cathay for Ben & Jerry's and I saw Michael there! My goshhhhh, is he hot or hot? He became taller, and more tanned. :D How boys change.
Oh, and we took neos. Gah, I'm retarded.
Then Simin's dad called to ask her to go home, so we left. I took 124 at the wrong bus stop and I only realised when I saw CHIJ St Theresa's. -.- So I alighted and went to the opposite bus stop to wait for the 124. Waited for around 20 mins before the bus finally arrived.
It passed by Clarke Quay! It was so pretty there. The sun was setting, you see. I took a photo, but lazy to upload, sorry.
Sigh, I feel sooooooo I don't know, moodless? Certainly nothing close to happy, that's all I can tell.
I want to be happy; and not those short-lived one. A happiness that will last. Maybe I'm asking for too much...
-BELLELOVED. <3

Friday, August 18, 2006
10:14 PM

LOL, crapped with Shermaine online. Super stupid conversation we're having. :D

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Sorry ah, a little difficult to read. All Shermaine's fault! Add those fancy things for what? Mine is better. Simple and sweet. Hurhur. xD
SHERMAINE THIN MUST TAG!
-BELLELOVED. <3

10:07 PM

I feel/realise that I've been losing out on the good things in life. It's like I shunned away from them when I had the chance, and now I'm sitting here typing this with tired eyes. I want to feel blessed again. Can I?
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:47 PM

BLAH, and Simin reminded me that during training today, this bastard kicked his shoe and it hit my head, and he didn't even bother to say sorry. BLOODY HELL. I stared at him and ask him to play somewhere else, then his face changed from smug to shocked. IDIOT.
Ah, never mind.
-BELLELOVED. <3

8:44 PM

LALALA, writings on the hands. (:
I started writing on my own hand, then slowly proceeded to Jeremy's left hand, and both Calvin and Jun Wei's hands.
But, it's not the right thing to do okay, people. The ink will get penetrated into your blood stream and poison your blood or something like that.
Training was quite slack because we were trained by Mr Lee instead of Cheryl and Wei Zhen. Sigh, I have to wait for another week before being booted out. -.-
Waste of time. Why can't they just announce the names? I seriously think that they have already chosen the girls to be out of the team lah. zzz. :(
Wanted to look for vball C boys 'o6 after training, but too late already, so I just left for home.
I'm very envious of Janette okay! Her lao gong bought her a big eeyore. :( I want also!
Kuku said that she will buy for me after she've saved enough money. (x See, I love my kuku! Heh heh heh. ^^
Okay, I'm going off now.
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Thursday, August 17, 2006
7:42 PM

I'm back again. (: I bet you people kept checking back for updates, because my counter shot to 478 when I checked! Thank you for your support, and please tag to keep the blog alive.
The last time I updated, I said I was going to watch people run right, in the end, I ran myself. Seniors came to me and asked me to run the 8x50 with them. I slipped when I took my first step okay! :( So disappointing.
Then never mind, still got first! YAY! :D
Nothing much happening these days. Yesterday I was super guai, I reached home at 3.30! Earliest in 6 months?
I can't sleep in peace this whole week. I keep waking up in the middle of the night, and I'll need another hour to get to sleep again. :(:(
Tomorrow they are booting people out! :D Give me the boot, give me the boot! I want to join volleyball! (x
SPIKER!
Oh and Jeremy Lim can really spike well. We played volleyball during PE today, and I saw how he spiked. SUPER NICE!
LALALA, okay okay. Talking on the phone with Keith and Calvin. Cannot multi-task.
BYEBYE!
-BELLELOVED. <3

Tuesday, August 15, 2006
2:43 PM

Chloe and I are so bo liao. We chat with each other online even though we are just right beside each other. :D I guess we can't live without being lame. Right, Chloe? (x
-BELLELOVED. <3

2:31 PM

Yours truly blogging from Simin's house! :D Hahaha, she invited me here when I met her at the bus stop just now. Her house super big and nice can! And my forest lives at the opposite block! WALAO, I want to stay in your house lah, Simin!
Oh, and on the thirtheenth, so many people tagged! Thank you everyone, you made my day. (:
Couldn't blog yesterday because there's something wrong with the internet connection. No one got kicked out of the team yesterday, it's changed to friday. Yesterday's training was darn funnnnn! Played games, and did some physical training. I suck at shooting, that's all I have to say. I was the first to run in my team, and the last to shoot in. I ran and ran and ran, but in the end Farah had to replace me and help me shoot, because I was taking too long and Cheryl Tong got impatient. Thank you, I know I'm pro. Went to meet peach after training, then she was so nervous about her relay today. She kept asking questions, and I had to take a walk at the stadium with her. I am so nice! BAHHHH, sorry for being dumb.

Simin's preparing instant noodles now. She's super nice, because preparing of noodles should have been my job. Thank you ah! :D Lalalala, off I go now then. I think I'll go watch them run later. (x
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Sunday, August 13, 2006
11:52 AM





It doesn't look too great here, but if you were there, you would know what I mean. It's the prettiest thing I've seen in a long time. :)

-BELLELOVED. <3


11:47 AM

Went to watch the fireworks yesterday night, and it was magnificent I tell you.
I'll try to upload the photos. Hope blogger doesn't fail me again.



& I'm sorry.

-BELLELOVED. <3

Friday, August 11, 2006
10:00 PM

All the excitement about the WD made me forget that I bought a new pair of adidas shoes. (:
Met mummy at novena to buy. It was the last pair, and if fitted me perfectly. So she said that I'm the cinderella. :D I feel special when she said that. Hahahaha!
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:48 PM

THE DEFENDERS! :D
Went to st nick's for a friendly match today, and I played like shit. They are booting five of us out of the team next monday, and I hope it's me.
But that's beside the point. I saw this uber hot WD from st nick's and I really really like her please! She's oh-my-hotness! :D She got super cool hair, super nice face and she's short. They say she's a Singapore player, and it's not very difficult to believe either, because she played so well. Oh oh oh, I would turn les for her! I really mean it, okay. This world is so twisted, anything could happen. The next moment, I might be best friends with Ying Hui.
Hey hey, we never know okay. I'm not even sure what tomorrow brings along.
And umm, I tried to snap a photo of her secretly, but she found out lah! :( SO PAISEH. So I think she got a little afraid of me so she went to sit at somewhere else. :P
Oh my hotness. <3
I think I'm going crazy. Pardon me, this WD sure got the charm.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Thursday, August 10, 2006
9:01 PM

Mum just showed me a video about a mother and a child.
And I guess I will cry a lot when she dies. And I don't want to ever curse her to die soon again. :(
Sorry for being so unfilial, mummy. I LOVE YOU!
-BELLELOVED. <3

6:55 PM


SISSIFIED! :]

We were trying to act cool! Then I blocked off Loo Pin's face with my spiky hairrrr. :D

HAHAHA, ACT CUTE, BUT NOT CUTE AT ALL.

FORMAL SHOT.

RETARDED SHOT.

CHEEKOPEK SHOT WITH SOLARIZE EFFECT.
My arms look fat! :(

HAHAHA, Loo Pin and I look like a couple. <3
Okay, I'm off now. Goodbye!
-BELLELOVED. <3

5:07 PM

OH YAY :D We cam-whored just now!
We look darn funny and fun and retarded. WE LOVE US MAN.
CHIKOPEK! :P
UPLOADING PHOTOS SOON!

12:31 PM

HELLO, PEOPLE. I'm blogging from Loo Pin's house! :D With everyone looking at me. Stop looking already! Very malu okay. And Loo Pin, my password is NOT my hp number. ^^ Try as hard as you want. It's not o7o7o6 or bear's birthday. You won't ever get it right!
We're supposed to do our lit project, but we've been slacking away~
And I thought I would be the latest, but goodness me! THEY ARE ALL LATEEEEEE! >< They made me wait and wait and wait okay! :(
I'm so so so hungry now! Let's have our lunch soon okay! And Denise just squeaked when she saw a daddy-long-legs. I'm not joking, that insect is really called daddy-long-legs. Loo Pin just pushed my head lah. I'm not lame! And Adilah just joined in. I'm bullied here! Will anyone please save meeeee~
AHHHHHHH~~~

XDDD This is LOOPIN!
We enjoy bullying Belle cause she has a spiky head like the durian in my fridge ((:
We're gonna eat till our intestines burst.
And let my mummy curse.
Until everything gets worst ^ ^
wheeee (: I LOVE BELLE!

>.< THIS IS DENISEEEE XD

Okay fine, i'm the best girl here. Didn't do anything to belle lest her KING comes running after me with a chopper in his hand. =p * star boy*


adilah here....((:..
ok...im really hungry now!!can we eat???omg!!im the slowest typer here...BOOOO!!!

This is LOOPIN (:
hah. wanted to type again. Cause I havent talk about BELLE'S cuddly bear!
She says its cuddly ^ ^
ahhh. I'm gonna let that teddy have my girl.
(: -coughTHOUGHiknowshelovesmemorecough-
Yayy. Denise is quarrelling about how she should be taking over the computer now XD

HAH! I always win! HAH HAH! DENISEEEEEEEE XD
Adilah, you're such a loser. A pain in the ass. Quoting from BELLE. :) not done yet. i'm hungary!!! LUNCH TIMEEEEE!

ADILAH herE:))
DENISE u evil girl....cursing me everywhere....
this is freakin fun...yeahhs.....
loo pin's turn!!!

EVILs.
((: yayy. they are arguing about how we shouldn't make this post longer than long.
I get the honour of posting the most :p
We are gonna take over KFC later nehh.
Nahh. Belle wants to type now. But I'm not letting her lo.
boooo (: -gets shots!-

All this madness! This is crazy man. They are all fighting over who should type. :( They refuse to let this enddddd. Bah, I'm super hungry lah.
*SILENCE*
Uhmmmmmm, I think I'm done for now.
Denise and Adilah's turn next. I'm ending this thing after them. <3

BACK!!!!! HAH! I was babbling like an idiot just now behind BELLE. Okay fine, STOP LAUGHING YOUR ASS OFF ADILAH!!! I'M GONNA... okay, fall of the chair once you push me. -rolled off chair-

denise...guess what you're gonna turn into???nearly headless denise!!!
u idiot...woops!!a bee just fly past!!!!whee....

Okay, Loo Pin insists on typing out a mini-skit, and Denise and Adilah's STILL QUARELLING.

EVILgit ; mini skittt.
Arthur : LETS DO THIS.
Belle : Cannot la. My mum's just downstairs.
Arthur : We'll do it quietly lo.
Belle : With you around how to do QUIETLY???
XD

whaaaaat?

EVERYONE'S MAD HEREEEEE. BAHHH, OKAY. WE'RE ENDING THIS.
GOODBYE!
-BELLELOVED. <3

Wednesday, August 09, 2006
10:06 PM

Whenever I'm tired, I smile and say I'm fine. (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:11 PM

Went to Siying's house today! :D
How much I've missed that girl. She's half a head taller than me now. HAHAHA. Everyone's growing, but I'm left the way I am. Thank you, people up there.
My girl's getting more and more gorgeous. (:
Oh, and I'm going to Loo Pin's house to do lit project tomorrow.
Bah, I'm off now. Goodbye!
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:01 PM

:( I want the lime green adidas bottle, but they don't have stock. So I had to settle with a black and orange one. The colour scheme is exactly that of the nike one. RAWR, that sucks.
-BELLELOVED. <3

12:21 PM

Trip to my aunt's house was great, I got to see sights, I got to think through things, I got to keep quiet, and I got to have alone time with myself even though Serene was beside me. Long bus trips are excellent. (:
Serene and I managed to find our way to my aunt's house! See, our direction sense isn't so bad. And it's mostly because I was there to guide her along. BAHAHAHA. Sorry, but that's the truth. :P
Reached there at around 7.30? Yeah, and I got super emotional at the playground and cried. Stupid bear was napping and didn't reply my message and I thought he was through with tolerating my mood swings. :(:(:( That's the second time in a month and two days already okay!
Then the trip home took close to two hours, and I reached home at around 11? It's fun! Just that my butt ached from all the sitting. Heh heh, never thought that I would say that. x)
Then reached home, dad showed attitude, so I attitude back, then he not happy complain to mum. -.- BIG BABY. Too bad, mum scolded him instead because he doesn't do his part as a father, and only TALK TALK TALK, worst of all, he repeats what mum says and has mood swings. zzz.
Oh, and I'm sorry to Loo Pin and Denise for not being able to do the lit project with you all. Can tell that Denise's pissed off when she called me. Okay, I'm off for now. Goodbye.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Tuesday, August 08, 2006
5:23 PM

OH, and I saw TING TING today. (:
She refused to let me kiss her. :(
I'm so upset. T^T
And Lei's boyfriend bought her a Me To You bear!
WAHHHH, I WANT. :(:(:(
This day is so disappointing.
I'm going for BBQ at my aunt's house now.
Goodbye, people.
-BELLELOVED. <3

5:04 PM

Oh, and I met Gengnan at TP just now, and he told me about our freaking principal with no principles. She fired our coach, screamed at my juniors, and scolded Gengnan for crying for coach. You stupid idiot fool. Yes, she said that and she's DR HO (note DR). We can sue her for slander, no? She threatened to expel whoever talks about this incident and made them sign a contract.
!@#!$@!%#^&%$*&*%$#
HELLO, THAT'S BLOODY FUCKED UP OKAY. STUPID IDIOT, you've never done much for our track team apart from paying our coach. Stop being so mean to everyone when you're already hated. You will have your karma soon. (: We shall wait and see.
-BELLELOVED. <3

4:48 PM

YESTERDAY
Didn't go to school because woke up with a rather sore throat and D&T makes me very sick. (x So I stayed at home and waited for bear to come visit me. He came at around 2+, and we were supposed to do my D&T work, but we gave up like 10 mins later and proceeded to the x-box. ^^
WE PLAYED SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! LALALA` ((:
And my sister kept talking and irritating us. AND SHE LIKES BEAR A LOT! Asked if she could sit on his lap and smiled at him so widely. I got proof okay! But can't post, cos I'm using my cousin's laptop, and my dad took my wireless card away again even though I didn't do anything. -.-
Blah, then we tried to watch *ahem but my sister kept sticking to him and refused to bug off, so yeap. Too bad for bear. And he went home at around 6.
TODAY
VERY BLAH-ISH. zzz.
STUPID BASTARD SCOLDED ME FOR NOT BLOODY REASON. 'ni hen cong ming ah?'
HELLO? I DIDN'T BLOODY SAY ANYTHING TO YOU, I ONLY SAID TO CALVIN AND IT'S MEANT TO BE A JOKE. WE'VE ALWAYS BEEN TALKING THAT WAY, YOU BLOODY BASTARD. AND CALVIN DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT, YOU BLOODY BASTARD. SO BLOODY BASTARD, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? ALWAYS SHOW YOUR BLOODY ATTITUDE. THINK YOU'RE THAT GREAT HUH, YOU BLOODY BASTARD. I'VE SPOKEN UP FOR YOU WHEN PEOPLE SAID THAT YOU WERE STUCK-UP, BUT I WAS SO WRONG. STUPID BLOODY BASTARD. WHATEVER.
I'M GONE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Sunday, August 06, 2006
5:20 PM

Sorry to disappoint. STUPID BLOGGER REFUSES TO LET ME UPLOAD MY PHOTOS. (: Tomorrow maybe. Or Tuesday. (:
I sincerely apologise!
-BELLELOVED. <3

5:06 PM

YAY :D I'm back from everything, but I've missed going to my aunt's house. So, I'm going to my cousin's house instead. (:
So, today I took loads of photos and videos, got my hair cut, and went shopping for bear with bear but we couldn't find any nice ones. :(
Hmmm, I look super boyish now, and a little bit on the botak side at the back. I hope bear won't ditch me for that. BAH, JUST TWO MORE DAYS! I've agreed to make bear a card for our anniversary, and then we'll buy our bears next time. (:
Oh, and DEBORAH TAN gave us our gift. x) THANKS, DEB. <3
Okay, enough of my rants. Shall get on with the photos. Videos will be uploaded later, cos it's in Calvin's phone. (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

Saturday, August 05, 2006
8:59 PM

I'll be going for the dumb national day celebration thing in the morning in a even dumber shirt. RAWR. That sucks okay. Then going to buy one month gift with bear. (: And I'm finally getting a proper hair cut with Serene at Far East. Of course, we'll be going on a little shopping spree. x)
Heh heh heh. After that, I guess I'll be rushing home to go to my aunt's house to visit my grandparents. A busy day indeed.
-BELLELOVED. <3

4:13 PM

& TING TING HAS BRACES NOW.
I'm going to kiss her the next time I see her!
Wonder how she would taste like...
Eh, and I'm STRAIGHT, just curious. (:
Let's meet up soon, TING.
KISSY KISSY* ((:
-BELLELOVED. <3

3:01 PM

After two hours and forty minutes of staring at the laptop, I've finally succeeded in making something of my own. Okay, maybe not. I've ripped this off Justine's blog and did a lot of editing, copying and pasting and searching for codes and all that.
Jus, hope you won't mind.
And thank you Yu Qing for helping me out witht the entry code. x)
OH YAY, I love my blogskin many many!
Lalala, the only thing is the links part. There are blue fonts even though I only put in orange and lime green codes. :( Shall figure that out later.
Okay okay, I should really go now.
BYEBYE.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Friday, August 04, 2006
9:57 PM

OH YA, not bear, it's DI DI! x)
We were playing volleyball with a few others, then this guy came and ask if there's any special relationship between bear and I, and we claimed that we are siblings. (:
So hello di di! You dozed off in the bathroom when we were halfway through shower! HAHAHA.
-BELLELOVED. <3

9:32 PM

LALALA, match against AI. 28: 1, we won! I played horribly okay!
Watched seniors play their match, and they were darn good! RAWR, I like AI's GK in the second quarter. She got nice shoes and hair. I should really get my hair cut soon, to prevent myself from being a fashion disaster.
Okay, thanks bear for waiting. And sorry for not answering your calls, I felt super tired and didn't feel like talking on the phone.

THREE MORE DAYS. (:
o7o8o6! I'm so so so excited.
-BELLELOVED. <3

Thursday, August 03, 2006
6:35 PM

http://img114.imageshack.us/img114/5087/rsgh4.jpg
LALALA. (((:
Pat's one month anniversary gift to us. HAHAHA.

6:08 PM

BLAH, yesterday was fun!
Went to Amos's house and his mum stuffed us with agar agar.
Bear and I sacrificed ourselves to save the rest; we drank a cup of one day old sugar cane and it tasted super weird! Thank god we are both alright. BAHHHH.
Then after that, we went to play basketball and volleyball. I can FINALLY SCORE! HAHAHAHA. But Jiayu hit me with the ball by ACCIDENT when we were both trying to get the loose ball. AND I CAN SPIKE BETTER NOW. ^^ Thanks bear! I will keep getting better. I will, I must and I can. Lalala.
Okay okay, having tuition soon. zzz. Still trying to do the work.
BYEBYE. (:
-BELLELOVED. <3

Tuesday, August 01, 2006
5:18 PM

SUNDAY
HAHAHA, went out. Watched the lake house, got my NUMBER SEVENTY-THREE. <3333
BAHHHHH. I'm happy happy happy. Now I need a bottle. Is there anyone kind enough?
MONDAY
Had training, and I finally got my phone back lah! Stupid Ann Nie, deprive me of my dearest phone. :( I've missed you much, phone. During training, I hurt my poor ASS. And it still hurts a lot please. RAWR. And bear said it's because he's not around, that's why I so carelessly slipped and fell and hurt my poor ass.
TODAY
Blah, nothing much happened. And PEACH'S (she INSISTED that I bold, underline and colour her name) in my house now. Rummaging through my things, looking at my bears, and asking who gave what. She's supposed to teach me how to do my D&T, not playing with my bears! >.<
Lalala, bear's having training. Yaddah yaddah. Okay okay, I shall go ask SOMEONE what to do for D&T, as PEACH has been bugging me to.
-BELLELOVED. <3

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