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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
9:18 PM

tried all means to get the fund fiesta coupon off my hand. well, i exaggerated a little. =/ but i really did try. people, please buy tickets from me! fund fiesta will be on 11th march, from 8 to 3. please contact me to get the tickets. i believe there are kind souls around, please take pity on me and buy my tickets so i won't have to hear my teacher nag. pretty please? ((:
netball training is enough to kill one! so tiring! arrgh! but our netball C division girls won! now vying to be in the semi-finals. good luck, girls!
hmmm... off i go now.
SPONGEBOB IS SO CUTE! LOVE MY BLOGSKIN.

Monday, February 27, 2006
9:39 PM

nothing much today. talked to Emily a lot. ((: we met coincidentally at toa payoh and it's like we haven't met for a whole year, and couldn't stop talking till her mum called at about 7+ then we ended our 2 hour plus conversation. we met on 17th, and talked on saturday night on the phone for over an hour. ahh... girls are typical. hahaha! we ranted about our problems, and bitched about people, mostly her class girls. =/
netball training tomorrow. *sigh* wonder if Denise's brother managed to talk Ms Chow into releasing her from netball... shall ask her first thing tomorrow. ((:
i wonder who's stead i offended. hmmm...
off i go now, byee!
P.S: maybe i should change blogskin again? hahahh!

Friday, February 24, 2006
9:54 PM

we are released at 12.45 every Friday, and today is no exception. went to orchard to eat and shop for a while with Patricia, then went to toa payoh, where we met Ade and Naipeng and we went back to school together. school meaning our forever BHPS. ^^
we played dodgeball and handball during senior's club. dodgeball was fun! i "drifted" around the court because i'm an angry spirit. hahahha! i love being childish. it's just so me! so that means i'm naturally childish! x)
went home with Ade after drinking at the coffee shop. yeah, that was the simplified version of my day. ((:

Thursday, February 23, 2006
10:26 PM

was blog hopping earlier, and i realised how noobish i was. who says you have to use capital letters after full stops or exclamation marks? who says you can't add vulgarities into your posts. and dammit! those older people are so good at english, i could hardly understand what they were trying to drive at. =/ so anyway, i probably will be blogging this way in the near future, with the possibility of blogging in a more weird and humorous way. taking http://eat-my-ass.blogspot.com/ as reference. oh ya, and http://www.letgoimust.blogspot.com/. these older people are inspiring! lol! i'm going to blog about embarrassing things too! eeek! i've realised that i've been trying to keep things as proper as possible in my previous posts causing it to appear as fake or exaggerated. alright, it's wayyyyy pass my bed time and good girls are all getting chased my bunny rabbits now. good night! *yawn*

7:39 PM

Netballers rock rock! We can do better than that. Don't lose hope, we can still get into the semi-finals if we work hard enough.
THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEARS FOR ANG MO KIO! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY!
Went to watch the match between AMKSS and CHIJ St Joseph Convent today after swimming lesson. Those IJ girls kept pushing our girls in the most not obvious way. So darn infuriating! And Mrs Ong kept shouting at our girls instead of encouraging them, it's very discouraging and disgusting. The girls weren't in their best form today though. Ahh... it's alright. We just have to win all our remaining matches to get to semi-finals. They were so upset when they lost, tears and sweat all started rolling down from their faces, it's really heart-wrenching.
On the bus, before the girls came up, I prepared lollipops for them, and wrote a note of encouragement. Gave it to Wang Kee after we reached AMKSS. Hope they appreciate it! ((:
Yeah, that's all. GO, GIRLS! NETBALLERS ROCK ROCK!

Tuesday, February 21, 2006
9:13 PM

Nothing much today, except that I could die of embarrassment. It turned out that the guy I was eyeing on for quite a while in school actually knew that I was eyeing on him! But I totally forgot that he existed these few days, cos I haven't been seeing him much. Then today, Denise and I went for recess, and it so happens that every Tuesday, we would be having recess together with the upper secondary seniors. We were just done buying our food and was looking for a table when Kuang Yong walked pass, and said, "******". I swear I turned as red as a tomato would get. Then I found out from Denise about everything, then got Kuang Yong's number and confronted him about *beep*. Then we SMSed for a very very long time. Hahahha! Netball is god dammit tiring, and after training, went to Toa Payoh, and met Crys, Tiing, Eileen, Monica, Miguel, Ahmad Daniel, Joe Jim and Sabbir. It's a wonder how many people you can meet in a day. Hahahah! Alright, have to go now. Stupid sister wants to use the computer.

Monday, February 20, 2006
10:04 PM

All those stupid love songs. All those stupid love stories. All those stupid things I've spent so much time scribbling. I feel empty. Where is the he who can make me feel like me again? I am so... depressed. All those people I see together, so happy together, but how will they handle the separation? Do they know what lies in the future for them? If they do, will they still be so happy together now? CRAP! David and Shikin made me feel like this! THOSE TWO ARE GOD DAMMIT SWEET! =X

Sunday, February 19, 2006
8:12 PM

Whee~ I got my present from Kok How today. He got me a white Billabong bag. I like it a lot! ((:It's really pretty, but since it's white, it's rather easily dirtied. He came and passed my present to me, and we decided to go to Toa Payoh for bubble tea. Met Ade at the bus stop, and we went there together. She had to rush to her friend's house, so we parted rather hastily.
Then we got our bubble tea, talked a little, then my cousin called and asked if I wanted to get ice cream with her and Siying, so I took a bus there. When I reached there, we walked to Whampoa and saw Brandon and his cousin at the community centre playing basketball. We hung around there for a while, then went to get our ice creams. But halfway through, Siying felt her stomach grumbling, so she wanted to have lunch. Serene and I realised that we hadn't had lunch yet either. So Serene and I shared a bowl of porridge and Siying had rice. After that, we finally had our ice cream. Hahah! xD
After the ice cream, went to my aunt's house to look at my baby cousin. Aww... he's so cute! He smiled at me twice when he was in a semi-conscious state. Ahh... the innocence of a baby. ^^ Had dinner at Serene's house after that, then went home. ((:

Saturday, February 18, 2006
11:21 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! YAYYYYYYY!
I'm so excited, glad, happy and worried altogether! I'm excited to finally be a teenager, happy that I've received many good wishes and presents, glad that I'm all of the above, and worried that I will soon turn thirty, and then sixty, and eventually die away. But oh well, I'm enjoying every moment of today. I love love love love love this day!
Met Mel today at Toa Payoh, and on our way to satisfy his thundering stomach, we met Lisa, Daniel and their brother. They were on their way to their church for class. We went to Mac's and Mel ended up with just ice cream. And he was coughing so badly! We talked about school, people, and many other things, and I felt so good after that. Sat around, talked and talked, then went for guitar lesson. After guitar lesson, met mum and dad, then we went to take the photo that we took on January.
Later, mum and I took MRT to Heeren to buy the Roxy bag I saw and fell in love with yesterday, then went to Novena to exchange my adidas superstar for adidas Response Control W. ((: Went home after that.

Friday, February 17, 2006
7:50 PM





POWER OF THE POPS! ((:
I celebrated my birthday today with the girls! And I received presents from Yu Qing and Wei Kiang who each gave me a card, then sweet and ring plus keychain respectively. A metoyou bear from Loo Pin, a bottle of stars from Xinyi, socks and keychain from Emily, toy dog from Lei and Pei, cute cushion from Michelle, and well wishes from all of the above and Cathlin, Crystal, Nana, Roslyn, Sean, Nicholas, Dao Wei, Duckie, MJ, Tiing, Miguel, Mike, Yue Shen, Joy, Hwee Xian, Chloe, and many more. Sorry if I missed you out! :)
I met Crystal, Pei, Lei, Tiing, Xinyi, Michelle and Eileen at Toa Payoh, then we set off for Orchard Cineleisure after that. We were making a lot of noise in the MRT, and we met those Raffles guys, and one of them was starring as "Xiao Long" in Police and Thief! Hahaha! We kept pushing each other and pinching each other, and did many other crazy things. =) Then when we reached Somerset, the sky was dark, and it soon started to pour. We decided to go to Heeren to shop around first, so we ran to the phone booth, took shelter, then when the light turned green, we ran to Heeren. Thank goodness none of us fell, or it would be really ugly. =X
Pei, Eileen, Xinyi and I took neoprints, because the rest refused, saying that they are saving up for the future so that they can feed themselves. ((: The neos turned out pretty nicely, I guess. TEEHEE! Crystal, Tiing, Xinyi and Eileen went to Sakae Sushi to eat, while the rest of us went to shop around. Lei and Pei both bought a Roxy pencil case during our shopping spree. While I'm just looking the nice things to buy. ^^
Then blahh... we went to Cineleisure, and started doing those CRAZY THINGS. I went up to More Than Words to buy goodies. ((: Walked around again, then went to KFC to eat. Hmmm... then went back to Toa Payoh, our usual haunt again. Sat around, doing nothing, then went home soon after. Still, it's so fun! :D
Countdown; 1 more day!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006
6:14 PM

QUESTION: HOW DID KING KONG DIE?
ANSWER: HE KILLED HIMSELF BY HITTING HIS CHEST WITH TOO MUCH FORCE. *TSK TSK*
HAHAHHAHA! The above quiz should be answered with actions by Lei. x))
Stayed back after school today to finish my art homework with Ms Khoo and Ms Lee, and a few others. And after that, we went down and Ms Lee treated me ice cream! =)) SO NICE! She loves me, lahh. That's why. Hahaha! Then after that, crapped a while with Pat, Oriana, and a few other people, then went to Toa Payoh to meet Crystal and the rest of the gang. When I reached there, we crapped about so many things and laughed so hard! The best was the zoo joke. =) Shall keep it between just Tiing, Lei, Eileen, Crys and me. Hehehe! It's darn hilarious and atrocious and ridiculous.
Then after that, a group of guys came towards us, and then past us, and settled behind us. One of them was interested in Eileen! x) And he's very "jian bu de ren", because when I tried to see who he is, he kept hiding. Hahahha! Yeah, then we spent a lot of time laughing and laughing, crapping and crapping, teasing and teasing, and lots of other things. ^^
After that, they all wanted to go home, so I went to buy bubble tea and then went home. Yes, that's all for today. Boring as you might think, you just weren't there to witness everything, and my writing prowess is only limited. =) Off I go now. Goodbye, people!
Countdown; 3 days.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006
8:11 PM

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, PEOPLE! Mine is happy even though I don't have any guy to spend it with... I skipped training and spent my Valentine's Day with Pat first going to Orchard Cineleisure to eat at Kobanyashi, then we went over to Heeren where Pat bought me my birthday present! A Roxy pencil case! ^^ I love Pat! ((; Then after that, we went to Bishan to take neos, which Pat warned me not to ever let anyone scan the photos, so I can't post it here. :( We were halfway through taking the neos, when this group of guys cut through our machine to get to the other side. I gave them funny looks, and they said sorry. Hahah! Then a while later, they started cutting through again. This time, I screamed at them to get out fast, they started laughing then went out. We met Xinyi, Eunice and Jia Wen there when we were decorating our neos! They went there to watch "I not stupid too". Then when Pat and I left the shop, the guys were sitting at the entrance, and one of them stretched their leg to trip me, but I managed to stable myself, and they said bye. We walked around Bishan for a while, then left for home. That's all! ((= LOVE YOU ALL!
Countdown; 4 more days

Monday, February 13, 2006
6:38 PM

Goodness, how things can change so drastically... Nothing much today, just didn't feel like waking up to go to school, but it turned out that school is so much more fun all of a sudden. Hahaha! ((; Hmmm... I dozed off during Science lesson today, and Mrs Tan looked so concerned! Hehehe! She asked if I am feeling alright. x) And after school, had a make-up Home Econs lesson with Ms Lesa. Mrs Seah turned out to be quite right, actually. Ms Lesa can be nice! =D Then after that, went to Bishan to meet Crystal, Eileen and my new wifey, Tiing. ^^ We hung around there for about half an hour, we took a bus to Toa Payoh. We went to buy bubble tea! Whee~ Then we walked to the interchange, and met this girl called Lynette, from wifey's class. She was from Marymount Convent, and is quite a pleasant girl. ((= We chatted for quite a long time there before going home. Yupps!
Oh, and I have a new cousin! Benedict. He's so adorable! <3>
Off I go now, bye people!
Countdown; 5 more days.


Friday, February 10, 2006
10:16 PM

SICK AGAIN! I got my parents worried sick about me. Complaining that I don't know how to take care of myself and all that. So I stayed at home again. And it's like a trend; everytime I call in sick, I would change my blogskin. =/ HAHAHAHA! So I stayed at home today, not doing anything useful, only exception is me reading.
And well, everytime I stay at home, I will suddenly have a rush of love for my parents, how lucky I am, and suddenly feeling empty because I don't feel wanted. But, I don't want to rush into a relationship, because I'm afraid I would feel more unwanted than what I am feeling now. What a dilemma. And even if I am in a relationship, what can my guy do? I don't want to be in a relationship that my parents don't approve of again. Last year was disastrous, I almost ruined my life! Thank goodness I didn't fare too badly for PSLE, or else I would really really despise myself. :(
Sorry for making you all read this, I am really feeling empty and unwanted, hence all those negative thoughts. OH, WELL! ^^
Countdown; 8 more days.

Thursday, February 09, 2006
8:34 PM

HAH! We had our first swimming lesson today. But it so happens that I "got the flu virus" and it's "that time of the month", so I pulled through. ^^ Heheheh! Then after that, it's netball training. So like every Thursday, I will be thoroughly exhausted, and will be snoring in my sleep by 9.30. Netball training is so so so so tiring today! We ran 10 rounds around the corridor, and did warm up, drills and practiced our throws, but soon came the difficult part...
We were supposed to sprint as fast as we can for about 30 metres, then up 8 flights of stairs, down, then sprint another 70 metres, up another 6 flight of stairs, and down again. Cheryl said it is only the first physical fitness. *Faints* I was already panting like a dog! Add more of those things, and I will give up and just feign sick. Anyway, after that, I suddenly miss 7-eleven's maggie mee a lot, so I took 851, and walked there. All those aunties asked why I haven't been there for so long and that they missed me. Hahahah! That's so nice! Then when I was halfway through my maggie, Pat smsed me and asked me to meet her at Shaw Plaza cos she wanted to eat mini melts. LOL! Well, we went there and saw another AMKsian, Thu Dinh, My Van, Jia Wei and KS. KNS! So unlucky! Pfffttt! And then we went home after we went to Mac's. Yeahh, that's all.
P.S: People are getting their O levels results tomorrow! I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Pray that Duckie got good marks. =)
Countdown; 9 more days.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006
5:56 PM

After school, initially thought that maybe I would go to j8 with Pat and her friends, but then they were like talking amongst themselves, and don't seem to like me, so I thought I would go to Toa Payoh and meet with people that would accept me as I am instead. So I called up Crystal, and ask where they were, and went there. I went to Mac's to meet them, and it was just like old times... laughing at things that weren't funny, cracking lame jokes, and talk about anything under the sun. And people were looking at us as if we were mental and needed treatmen there and then. =X Oh well, we can't care less about how people look at us and think about us when we are together. We just do the craziest things without even thinking! I belong with the girls... so I would prolly ask for a transfer there next year. I would miss Denise and the rest of the class, but they are just too serious to be lame, to make fun of others, and insult each other (not actually meaning it, of course). Right, I strayed to my thoughts again! After Mac's we went to the library, and Tiing, Lei and Eileen went to the toilet, while Crystal and I stayed to look around for books. When we were halfway through, we could actually hear their laughters from so far away! OMGOSH! That was how terrible we were. xP HEH! Then from there, we walked to Popular because Crystal wanted to buy pens. I just stepped out of the library, and had those leg cramps again! Lei stayed back to wait for my leg to gain back the ability to move again and the rest just zoomed off. When I say zoomed off, I meant it as it is. They were walking so fast! Lei and I had a hard time trying to catch up with them. After Crystal got her pens, we went to CD-rama to look around for The Click Five's album. But saw Jay Chou's new album instead. Containing only 2 songs, but with 13 MV's too. We proceeded to the bus terminal, and sat around at the stairs, and they made guesses about who Duckie was. Only Crystal knows. ((;
I went to Shaw Plaza to wait for Cherie to come with the money to buy my bottle required for netball training tomorrow after that. Then, Cherie sent me home and walked home. HAH! I think this is the most thorough post I've ever posted. LOL!
Countdown; 10 more days.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006
6:27 PM

I GOT INTO THE NETBALL TEAM! Wonder if it is a good thing or a bad one. Well, I don't usually blog about lessons, but I can't take this lying down.
HOME ECONS:
Ms Lesa said that we conspired against her to get early recess and the whole of my group got 2 demerit point. DAMN HER! I didn't know! And she blamed me because I'm her HE rep, and said that I should have told her. BUT I DIDN'T KNOW! And many many things happened, and she's just so freaking f-d up. No one likes her. She puts on her make up like it's free of charge. Her make up is freaking thick! And if anyone kicks a ball against her face, I bet it would crack into many pieces. Uhh... well, that's what Denise said. =X
Oh ya, and during training, I pulled my muscle! *SOB* Hurts a lot! Hmmm... yeah, that's about all...
COUNTDOWN; 11 more days.

Monday, February 06, 2006
5:25 PM

Went to shaw plaza after school, so Ricky there, and he told me people called me "xi yi ban"! BOOHOO! It means that I'm flat chested. I have my dignity too! =(( WHATEVER! Nothing to say; shall go off now. *sigh*

Sunday, February 05, 2006
2:15 PM





Belle just can't get enough of herself! <3
Nothing much to blog about today, so shall let you people in for a little treat about myself. In actual fact, Belle is just this vain little girl that just can't get enough of herself. Hahahha! xP
This love that will fall down like rain... FOREVER LOVE! See, in this world, the only one that will love you without any condition is yourself. (The girl in all those photos)
LOVE DECLARATION:
I adore Belle! (The girl in all those photos)
LOL! So narcissistic! Alright, off I go now. Ciao!

Saturday, February 04, 2006
5:33 PM

On Archie's tagboard, we've opened a discussion about life. We all had different views about life, but we agree with each other's perspective of it too. Here are some cuts of it:
joy: i want to flap my wings and fly away... Unfortunately that will never happen.
PRIYANKA: do you guys regret making mistakes?
BELLE: You have no idea how much I would like to turn back time and right the wrong, Yanks...
PRIYANKA: there is a saying that you shouldnt regret your mistakes. because if you havent had made them, you wouldn't actually know how to make them right, would you?
LoVEubAbE: yep.In life,we don't make mistakes,only lessons learnt [Archie]

You guys can comment about your views about life on my tagboard too, of course. ((; Alright, shall go off now.

Friday, February 03, 2006
7:42 PM

Yayy! Hahahah! Feeling better today, so went back to school. Gosh, can school get more boring? Hmmm... maybe I'm feeling that way because I was looking forward to going back to BHPS for senior's club. Ade, Pat and I went there and started playing volleyball. I'm getting better! Practice definitely makes perfect, unless you are really that hopeless... =/ Which I don't think anyone I know is. During senior's club, we played wacko and hand ball, and that's all we managed to do due to time constraint. DAHH! x)) Quite short post today, sorry. =X But anyways, being single is good! I guess... Alrighty, shall go off now! I still miss bubble tea though. Liana, if you do come back, give any of us a call? Then we can all zoom off to Toa Payoh for bubble tea. Hahahha!

Thursday, February 02, 2006
2:39 PM

I MISS BUBBLE TEA!

10:33 AM

*Puke & gag, puke & gag, puke & gag, PUKE & GAG!* That was yesterday's senario. Why do I have to have such a weak stomach? It just isn't fair! Pfffttt! And now I am sick, tired, and at home doing research for the HE project. Secondary school life is just so stressed! I totally loooveee primary school. Well, shall get on with the project now. Oh ya, many people are falling sick nowadays. Take care and get well soon! ((;

Wednesday, February 01, 2006
1:10 PM

ARRGH! Stupid stomach cramps! Went to school early this morning, and had stomach cramps and had to go home. Denise was so sweet, she called my parents for me and brought me down to the sick bay together with Jun Wei and Adilah. She definitely has the potential and ability to become a councilor! Darling, thank you for being so sweet; you were great! And then after that, went to see my uncle who is also a doctor, and he gave me a day's MC.
Uh-huh. And when I got home, went online and duckie asked me why I am not in school, and I told him that I was sick. And he asked if I've seen the doctor already, and I said yes. After that, we were both so cold towards each other. I don't know why either. But well, I bet he has more important people to entertain than me, that's why. As for me, I guess it's because I have to spend another lonely Valentine's day and is currently feeling very down. I want you to be my valentine, duckie. Can't you tell? Or is it that you don't want to know, because I'm not good enough to be your girl but you don't want to have to tell me? Baby, you have to let me know, don't keep me in the dark, or else I would never give up...
That's about all now... shall update at night if there's a need.

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